Chapter 4
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,shehadsatwithGinooneafternooninMarch,herheaduponhisshoulder,whileCarolinewaslookingattheviewandsketching.RoundthecornerwastheSienagate,fromwhichtheroadtoEnglandstarted,andshecouldheartherumbleofthediligencewhichwasgoingdowntocatchthenighttraintoEmpoli.Thenextmomentitwasuponher,forthehighroadcametowardsheralittlebeforeitbeganitslongzigzagdownthehill.
Thedriverslackened,andcalledtohertogetin.Hedidnotknowwhoshewas.Hehopedshemightbecomingtothestation.
“Nonvengo!”shecried.
Hewishedhergood-night,andturnedhishorsesdownthecorner.Asthediligencecameroundshesawthatitwasempty.
“Vengo...”
Hervoicewastremulous,anddidnotcarry.Thehorsesswungoff.
“Vengo!Vengo!”
Hehadbeguntosing,andheardnothing.Sherandowntheroadscreamingtohimtostop—thatshewascomingwhilethedistancegrewgreaterandthenoiseofthediligenceincreased.Theman’sbackwasblackandsquareagainstthemoon,andifhewouldbutturnforaninstantshewouldbesaved.Shetriedtocutoffthecornerofthezigzag,stumblingoverthegreatclodsofearth,largeandhardasrocks,whichlaybetweentheeternalolives.Shewastoolatefor,justbeforesheregainedtheroad,thethingsweptpasther,thunderous,ploughingupchokingcloudsofmoonlitdust.
Shedidnotcallanymore,forshefeltveryill,andfaintedandwhensherevivedshewaslyingintheroad,withdustinhereyes,anddustinhermouth,anddustdownherears.Thereissomethingveryterribleindustatnight-time.
“WhatshallIdo?”shemoaned.“Hewillbesoangry.”
Andwithoutfurthereffortsheslowlyclimbedbacktocaptivity,shakinghergarmentsasshewent.
Illluckpursuedhertotheend.ItwasoneofthenightswhenGinohappenedtocomein.Hewasinthekitchen,swearingandsmashingplates,whilePerfetta,herapronoverherhead,wasweepingviolently.AtthesightofLiliaheturneduponherandpouredforthafloodofmiscellaneousabuse.Hewasfarmoreangrybutmuchlessalarmingthanhehadbeenthatdaywhenheedgedafterherroundthetable.AndLiliagainedmorecouragefromherbadconsciencethansheeverhadfromhergoodone,forashespokeshewasseizedwithindignationandfearedhimnolonger,andsawhimforacruel,worthless,hypocritical,dissoluteupstart,andspokeinreturn.
Perfettascreamedforshetoldhimeverything—allsheknewandallshethought.Hestoodwithopenmouth,alltheangergoneoutofhim,feelingashamed,andanutterfool.Hewasfairlyandrightfullycornered.Whenhadahusbandsogivenhimselfawaybefore?Shefinishedandhewasdumb,forshehadspokentruly.Then,alas!theabsurdityofhisownpositiongrewuponhim,andhelaughed—ashewouldhavelaughedatthesamesituationonthestage.
“Youlaugh?”stammeredLilia.
“Ah!”hecried,“whocouldhelpit?I,whothoughtyouknewandsawnothing—Iamtricked—Iamconquered.Igivein.Letustalkofitnomore.”
Hetouchedherontheshoulderlikeagoodcomrade,halfamusedandhalfpenitent,andthen,murmuringandsmilingtohimself,ranquietlyoutoftheroom.
Perfettaburstintocongratulations.“Whatcourageyouhave!”shecried“andwhatgoodfortune!Heisangrynolonger!Hehasforgivenyou!”
NeitherPerfetta,norGino,norLiliaherselfknewthetruereasonofallthemiserythatfollowed.Totheendhethoughtthatkindnessandalittleattentionwouldbeenoughtosetthingsstraight.Hiswifewasaveryordinarywoman,andwhyshouldherideasdifferfromhisown?Noonerealizedthatmorethanpersonalitieswereengagedthatthestrugglewasnationalthatgenerationsofancestors,good,bad,orindifferent,forbadtheLatinmantobechivalroustothenorthernwoman,thenorthernwomantoforgivetheLatinman.Allthismighthavebeenforeseen:Mrs.Herritonforesawitfromthefirst.
MeanwhileLiliapridedherselfonherhighpersonalstandard,andGinosim