CHAPTER XVI
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alongtimeinthatposition,forIsawapairofouselspassingandrepassingscarcelythreefeetfromhim,busyinbuildingtheirnest,andregardinghisproximitynomorethanthatofapieceoftimber.Theyflewoffatmyapproach,andheraisedhiseyesandspoke:—“She’sdead!”hesaid“I’venotwaitedforyoutolearnthat.Putyourhandkerchiefaway—don’tsnivelbeforeme.Damnyouall!shewantsnoneofyourtears!”
Iwasweepingasmuchforhimasher:wedosometimespitycreaturesthathavenoneofthefeelingeitherforthemselvesorothers.WhenIfirstlookedintohisface,Iperceivedthathehadgotintelligenceofthecatastropheandafoolishnotionstruckmethathisheartwasquelledandheprayed,becausehislipsmovedandhisgazewasbentontheground.
“Yes,she’sdead!”Ianswered,checkingmysobsanddryingmycheeks.“Gonetoheaven,Ihopewherewemay,everyone,joinher,ifwetakeduewarningandleaveourevilwaystofollowgood!”
“Didshetakeduewarning,then?”askedHeathcliff,attemptingasneer.“Didshedielikeasaint?Come,givemeatruehistoryoftheevent.Howdid—?”
Heendeavouredtopronouncethename,butcouldnotmanageitandcompressinghismouthheheldasilentcombatwithhisinwardagony,defying,meanwhile,mysympathywithanunflinching,ferociousstare.“Howdidshedie?”heresumed,atlast—fain,notwithstandinghishardihood,tohaveasupportbehindhimfor,afterthestruggle,hetrembled,inspiteofhimself,tohisveryfinger-ends.
“Poorwretch!”Ithought“youhaveaheartandnervesthesameasyourbrothermen!Whyshouldyoubeanxioustoconcealthem?YourpridecannotblindGod!Youtempthimtowringthem,tillheforcesacryofhumiliation.”
“Quietlyasalamb!”Ianswered,aloud.“Shedrewasigh,andstretchedherself,likeachildreviving,andsinkingagaintosleepandfiveminutesafterIfeltonelittlepulseatherhear