CHAPTER XVI
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“And—didsheevermentionme?”heasked,hesitating,asifhedreadedtheanswertohisquestionwouldintroducedetailsthathecouldnotbeartohear.
“Hersensesneverreturned:sherecognisednobodyfromthetimeyoulefther,”Isaid.“Shelieswithasweetsmileonherfaceandherlatestideaswanderedbacktopleasantearlydays.Herlifeclosedinagentledream—mayshewakeaskindlyintheotherworld!”
“Mayshewakeintorment!”hecried,withfrightfulvehemence,stampinghisfoot,andgroaninginasuddenparoxysmofungovernablepassion.“Why,she’saliartotheend!Whereisshe?Notthere—notinheaven—notperished—where?Oh!yousaidyoucarednothingformysufferings!AndIprayoneprayer—Irepeatittillmytonguestiffens—CatherineEarnshaw,mayyounotrestaslongasIamlivingyousaidIkilledyou—hauntme,then!Themurdereddohaunttheirmurderers,Ibelieve.Iknowthatghostshavewanderedonearth.Bewithmealways—takeanyform—drivememad!onlydonotleavemeinthisabyss,whereIcannotfindyou!Oh,God!itisunutterable!Icannotlivewithoutmylife!Icannotlivewithoutmysoul!”
Hedashedhisheadagainsttheknottedtrunkand,liftinguphiseyes,howled,notlikeaman,butlikeasavagebeastbeinggoadedtodeathwithknivesandspears.Iobservedseveralsplashesofbloodaboutthebarkofthetree,andhishandandforeheadwerebothstainedprobablythesceneIwitnessedwasarepetitionofothersactedduringthenight.Ithardlymovedmycompassion—itappalledme:still,Ifeltreluctanttoquithimso.Butthemomentherecollectedhimselfenoughtonoticemewatching,hethunderedacommandformetogo,andIobeyed.Hewasbeyondmyskilltoquietorconsole!
Mrs.Linton’sfuneralwasappointedtotakeplaceontheFridayfollowingherdeceaseandtillthenhercoffinremaineduncovered,an