CHAPTER XVI
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erearthnorhellcanbreak,andIfeelanassuranceoftheendlessandshadowlesshereafter—theEternitytheyhaveentered—wherelifeisboundlessinitsduration,andloveinitssympathy,andjoyinitsfulness.InoticedonthatoccasionhowmuchselfishnessthereiseveninalovelikeMr.Linton’s,whenhesoregrettedCatherine’sblessedrelease!Tobesure,onemighthavedoubted,afterthewaywardandimpatientexistenceshehadled,whethershemeritedahavenofpeaceatlast.Onemightdoubtinseasonsofcoldreflectionbutnotthen,inthepresenceofhercorpse.Itasserteditsowntranquillity,whichseemedapledgeofequalquiettoitsformerinhabitant.
Doyoubelievesuchpeoplearehappyintheotherworld,sir?I’dgiveagreatdealtoknow.
IdeclinedansweringMrs.Dean’squestion,whichstruckmeassomethingheterodox.Sheproceeded:
RetracingthecourseofCatherineLinton,Ifearwehavenorighttothinksheisbutwe’llleaveherwithherMaker.
Themasterlookedasleep,andIventuredsoonaftersunrisetoquittheroomandstealouttothepurerefreshingair.Theservantsthoughtmegonetoshakeoffthedrowsinessofmyprotractedwatchinreality,mychiefmotivewasseeingMr.Heathcliff.Ifhehadremainedamongthelarchesallnight,hewouldhaveheardnothingofthestirattheGrangeunless,perhaps,hemightcatchthegallopofthemessengergoingtoGimmerton.Ifhehadcomenearer,hewouldprobablybeaware,fromthelightsflittingtoandfro,andtheopeningandshuttingoftheouterdoors,thatallwasnotrightwithin.Iwished,yetfeared,tofindhim.Ifelttheterriblenewsmustbetold,andIlongedtogetitoverbuthowtodoitIdidnotknow.Hewasthere—atleast,afewyardsfurtherintheparkleantagainstanoldash-tree,hishatoff,andhishairsoakedwiththedewthathadgatheredonthebuddedbranches,andfellpatteringroundhim.Hehadbeenstanding