CHAPTER I
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mthembutEmmawasawarethatgreatmustbethedifferencebetweenaMrs.Weston,onlyhalfamilefromthem,andaMissTaylorinthehouseandwithallheradvantages,naturalanddomestic,shewasnowingreatdangerofsufferingfromintellectualsolitude.Shedearlylovedherfather,buthewasnocompanionforher.Hecouldnotmeetherinconversation,rationalorplayful.
Theeviloftheactualdisparityintheirages(andMr.Woodhousehadnotmarriedearly)wasmuchincreasedbyhisconstitutionandhabitsforhavingbeenavaletudinarianallhislife,withoutactivityofmindorbody,hewasamucholdermaninwaysthaninyearsandthougheverywherebelovedforthefriendlinessofhisheartandhisamiabletemper,histalentscouldnothaverecommendedhimatanytime.
Hersister,thoughcomparativelybutlittleremovedbymatrimony,beingsettledinLondon,onlysixteenmilesoff,wasmuchbeyondherdailyreachandmanyalongOctoberandNovembereveningmustbestruggledthroughatHartfield,beforeChristmasbroughtthenextvisitfromIsabellaandherhusband,andtheirlittlechildren,tofillthehouse,andgiveherpleasantsocietyagain.
Highbury,thelargeandpopulousvillage,almostamountingtoatown,towhichHartfield,inspiteofitsseparatelawn,andshrubberies,andname,didreallybelong,affordedhernoequals.TheWoodhouseswerefirstinconsequencethere.Alllookeduptothem.Shehadmanyacquaintanceintheplace,forherfatherwasuniversallycivil,butnotoneamongthemwhocouldbeacceptedinlieuofMissTaylorforevenhalfaday.ItwasamelancholychangeandEmmacouldnotbutsighoverit,andwishforimpossiblethings,tillherfatherawoke,andmadeitnecessarytobecheerful.Hisspiritsrequiredsupport.Hewasanervousman,easilydepressedfondofeverybodythathewasusedto,andhatingtopartwiththemhatingchangeofeverykind.Matrimony,astheoriginofchange,wasalwaysdisagreeableandhewasbynomeansyetreconciledtohisowndaughter’smarrying,norcouldeverspeakofherbutwithcompassion,thoughithadbeenentirelyamatchofaffection,whenhewasnowobligedtopartwithMissTaylortooandfromhishabitsofgentleselfishness,andofbeingneverabletosupposethatotherpeoplecouldfeeldifferentlyfromhimself,hewasverymuchdisposedtothinkMissTaylorhaddoneassadathingforherselfasforthem,andwouldhavebeenagreatdealhappierifshehadspentalltherestofherlifeatHartfield.Emmasmiledandchattedascheerfullyasshecould,tokeephimfromsuchthoughtsbutwhenteacame,itwasimpossibleforhimnottosayexactlyashehadsaidatdinner,
“PoorMissTaylor!—Iwishshewerehereagain.WhatapityitisthatMr.Westoneverthoughtofher!”
“Icannotagreewithyou,papayouknowIcannot.Mr.Westonissuchagood-humoured,pleasant,excellentman,thathethoroughlydeservesagoodwife—andyouwouldnothavehadMissTaylorlivewithusforever,andbearallmyoddhumours,whenshemighthaveahouseofherown?”
“Ahouseofherown!—Butwhereistheadvantageofahouseofherown?Thisisthreetimesaslarge.—Andyouhaveneveranyoddhumours,mydear.”
“Howoftenweshallbegoingtoseethem,andtheycomingtoseeus!—Weshallbealwaysmeeting!Wemustbeginwemustgoandpayweddingvisitverysoon.”
“Mydear,howamItogetsofar?Randallsissuchadistance.Icouldnotwalkhalfsofar.”
“No,papa,nobodythoughtofyourwalking.Wemu