CHAPTER I
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EmmaWoodhouse,handsome,clever,andrich,withacomfortablehomeandhappydisposition,seemedtounitesomeofthebestblessingsofexistenceandhadlivednearlytwenty-oneyearsintheworldwithverylittletodistressorvexher.
Shewastheyoungestofthetwodaughtersofamostaffectionate,indulgentfatherandhad,inconsequenceofhersister’smarriage,beenmistressofhishousefromaveryearlyperiod.Hermotherhaddiedtoolongagoforhertohavemorethananindistinctremembranceofhercaressesandherplacehadbeensuppliedbyanexcellentwomanasgoverness,whohadfallenlittleshortofamotherinaffection.
SixteenyearshadMissTaylorbeeninMr.Woodhouse’sfamily,lessasagovernessthanafriend,veryfondofbothdaughters,butparticularlyofEmma.Betweenthemitwasmoretheintimacyofsisters.EvenbeforeMissTaylorhadceasedtoholdthenominalofficeofgoverness,themildnessofhertemperhadhardlyallowedhertoimposeanyrestraintandtheshadowofauthoritybeingnowlongpassedaway,theyhadbeenlivingtogetherasfriendandfriendverymutuallyattached,andEmmadoingjustwhatshelikedhighlyesteemingMissTaylor’sjudgment,butdirectedchieflybyherown.
Therealevils,indeed,ofEmma’ssituationwerethepowerofhavingrathertoomuchherownway,andadispositiontothinkalittletoowellofherselfthesewerethedisadvantageswhichthreatenedalloytohermanyenjoyments.Thedanger,however,wasatpresentsounperceived,thattheydidnotbyanymeansrankasmisfortuneswithher.
Sorrowcame—agentlesorrow—butnotatallintheshapeofanydisagreeableconsciousness.—MissTaylormarried.ItwasMissTaylor’slosswhichfirstbroughtgrief.Itwasonthewedding-dayofthisbelovedfriendthatEmmafirstsatinmournfulthoughtofanycontinuance.Theweddingover,andthebride-peoplegone,herfatherandherselfwerelefttodinetogether,withnoprospectofathirdtocheeralongevening.Herfathercomposedhimselftosleepafterdinner,asusual,andshehadthenonlytositandthinkofwhatshehadlost.
Theeventhadeverypromiseofhappinessforherfriend.Mr.Westonwasamanofunexceptionablecharacter,easyfortune,suitableage,andpleasantmannersandtherewassomesatisfactioninconsideringwithwhatself-denying,generousfriendshipshehadalwayswishedandpromotedthematchbutitwasablackmorning’sworkforher.ThewantofMissTaylorwouldbefelteveryhourofeveryday.Sherecalledherpastkindness—thekindness,theaffectionofsixteenyears—howshehadtaughtandhowshehadplayedwithherfromfiveyearsold—howshehaddevotedallherpowerstoattachandamuseherinhealth—andhownursedherthroughthevariousillnessesofchildhood.Alargedebtofgratitudewasowingherebuttheintercourseofthelastsevenyears,theequalfootingandperfectunreservewhichhadsoonfollowedIsabella’smarriage,ontheirbeinglefttoeachother,wasyetadearer,tendererrecollection.Shehadbeenafriendandcompanionsuchasfewpossessed:intelligent,well-informed,useful,gentle,knowingallthewaysofthefamily,interestedinallitsconcerns,andpeculiarlyinterestedinherself,ineverypleasure,everyschemeofhers—onetowhomshecouldspeakeverythoughtasitarose,andwhohadsuchanaffectionforherascouldneverfindfault.
Howwasshetobearthechange?—Itwastruethatherfriendwasgoingonlyhalfamilefro