CHAPTER XVII.
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dbeimpossibleforhertosendmetoschool.”
“Rather,”thoughtItomyselfonhearingthis,butIcontinued,inthedogmaticaltoneIhadadopted:—
“Itissad,however,thatyoushouldbebroughtupinignoranceofthemostordinarybranchesofeducationhadyouknownsomethingofhistoryandgrammaryoumight,bydegrees,haverelinquishedyourlace-mendingdrudgery,andrisenintheworld.”
“ItiswhatImeantodo.”
“How?ByaknowledgeofEnglishalone?Thatwillnotsufficenorespectablefamilywillreceiveagovernesswhosewholestockofknowledgeconsistsinafamiliaritywithoneforeignlanguage.”
“Monsieur,Iknowotherthings.”
“Yes,yes,youcanworkwithBerlinwools,andembroiderhandkerchiefsandcollars—thatwilldolittleforyou.”
Mdlle.Henri’slipswereunclosedtoanswer,butshecheckedherself,asthinkingthediscussionhadbeensufficientlypursued,andremainedsilent.
“Speak,”Icontinued,impatiently“Ineverliketheappearanceofacquiescencewhentherealityisnotthereandyouhadacontradictionatyourtongue’send.”
“Monsieur,Ihavehadmanylessonsbothingrammar,history,geography,andarithmetic.Ihavegonethroughacourseofeachstudy.”
“Bravo!buthowdidyoumanageit,sinceyourauntcouldnotaffordtosendyoutoschool?”
“Bylace-mendingbythethingmonsieurdespisessomuch.”
“Truly!Andnow,mademoiselle,itwillbeagoodexerciseforyoutoexplaintomeinEnglishhowsucharesultwasproducedbysuchmeans.”
“Monsieur,Ibeggedmyaunttohavemetaughtlace-mendingsoonafterwecametoBrussels,becauseIknewitwasaMETIER,atradewhichwaseasilylearnt,andbywhichIcouldearnsomemoneyverysoon.Ilearntitinafewdays,andIquicklygotwork,foralltheBrusselsladieshaveoldlace—veryprecious—whichmustbemendedallthetimesitiswashed.Iearnedmoneyalittle,andthismoneyIgaveforlessonsinthestudiesIhavementionedsomeofitIspentinbuyingbooks,EnglishbooksespeciallysoonIshalltrytofindaplaceofgoverness,orschool-teacher,whenIcanwriteandspeakEnglishwellbutitwillbedifficult,becausethosewhoknowIhavebeenalace-menderwilldespiseme,asthepupilsheredespiseme.Pourtantj’aimonprojet,”sheaddedinalowertone.
“Whatisit?”
“IwillgoandliveinEnglandIwillteachFrenchthere.”
Thewordswerepronouncedemphatically.Shesaid“England”asyoumightsupposeanIsraeliteofMoses’dayswouldhavesaidCanaan.
“HaveyouawishtoseeEngland?”
“Yes,andanintention.”
Andhereavoice,thevoiceofthedirectress,interposed:
“MademoiselleHenri,jecroisqu’ilvapleuvoirvousferiezbien,mabonneamie,deretournerchezvoustoutdesuite.”
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