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ANDnowmanyyearshavepassed,andthenoblegentleman,FilippoBrandoliniisthepoormonkGiulianothegorgeousclothes,velvetsandsatins,havegivenwaytothebrownsackclothoftheSeraphicFatherandinsteadofgoldenbeltsmywaistisgirtwithahempencord.Andinme,whatchangeshavetakenplace!Thebrownhair,whichwomenkissed,isalittlecircletinsignoftheRedeemer'scrown,anditisaswhiteassnow.Myeyesaredimandsunken,mycheeksarehollow,andtheskinofmyyouthisashyandwrinkledthewhiteteethofmymouthhavegone,butmytoothlessgumssufficeforthemonkishfareandIamoldandbentandweak.
OnedayinthespringIcametotheterracewhichoverlookstheplain,andasIsatdowntowarmmyselfinthesunshine,gazingatthebroadcountrywhichnowIknewsowell,andthedistanthills,thewishcametometowritethehistoryofmylife.
Andnowthat,too,isdone.IhavenothingmoretotellexceptthatfromthedaywhenIarrived,wearyofsoul,tothecoolshadeofthefirtrees,Ihavenevergoneintotheworldagain.IgavemylandsandpalacestomybrotherinthehopethathewouldmakebetteruseofhislifethanI,andtohimIgavethechargeofseeingthatheirsweregiventotheancientname.IknewIhadfailedineverything.Mylifehadgonewrong,IknownotwhyandIhadnotthecouragetoadventurefurther.Iwithdrewfromthebattleinmyunfitness,andlettheworldpassonandforgetmypoorexistence.
Checcolivedon,schemingandintriguing,wearingawayhislifeinattemptstoregainhisfatherland,andalwayshewasdisappointed,alwayshishopesfrustrated,tillatlasthedespaired.Andaftersixyears,wornoutwithhisfruitlessefforts,mourningthegreatnesshehadlost,andpiningforthecountryhelovedsowell,hediedofabrokenheart,anexile.
Matteowentbacktohisarmsandtherecklesslifeofthesoldieroffortune,andwaskilledbravelyfightingagainsttheforeigninvader,anddied,knowingthathisefforts,too,hadbeeninvain,andthatthesweetlandofItalylayfallenandenslaved.
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