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wasinneedofalittleintervalforrecollection.”
UponLadyRussell’sappearancesoonafterwards,thewholepartywascollected,andallthatremainedwastomarshalthemselves,andproceedintotheConcertRoomandbeofalltheconsequenceintheirpower,drawasmanyeyes,exciteasmanywhispers,anddisturbasmanypeopleastheycould.
Very,veryhappywerebothElizabethandAnneElliotastheywalkedin.ElizabetharminarmwithMissCarteret,andlookingonthebroadbackofthedowagerViscountessDalrymplebeforeher,hadnothingtowishforwhichdidnotseemwithinherreachandAnne—butitwouldbeaninsulttothenatureofAnne’sfelicity,todrawanycomparisonbetweenitandhersister’stheoriginofoneallselfishvanity,oftheotherallgenerousattachment.
Annesawnothing,thoughtnothingofthebrilliancyoftheroom.Herhappinesswasfromwithin.Hereyeswerebrightandhercheeksglowedbutsheknewnothingaboutit.Shewasthinkingonlyofthelasthalfhour,andastheypassedtotheirseats,hermindtookahastyrangeoverit.Hischoiceofsubjects,hisexpressions,andstillmorehismannerandlook,hadbeensuchasshecouldseeinonlyonelight.HisopinionofLouisaMusgrove’sinferiority,anopinionwhichhehadseemedsolicitoustogive,hiswonderatCaptainBenwick,hisfeelingsastoafirst,strongattachmentsentencesbegunwhichhecouldnotfinish,hishalfavertedeyesandmorethanhalfexpressiveglance,all,alldeclaredthathehadaheartreturningtoheratleastthatanger,resentment,avoidance,werenomoreandthattheyweresucceeded,notmerelybyfriendshipandregard,butbythetendernessofthepast.Yes,someshareofthetendernessofthepast.Shecouldnotcontemplatethechangeasimplyingless.Hemustloveher.
Thesewerethoughts,withtheirattendantvisions,whichoccupiedandflurriedhertoomuchtoleaveheranypowerofobservationandshepassedalongtheroomwithouthavingaglimpseofhim,withouteventryingtodiscernhim.Whentheirplacesweredeterminedon,andtheywereallproperlyarranged,shelookedroundtoseeifheshouldhappentobeinthesamepartoftheroom,buthewasnothereyecouldnotreachhimandtheconcertbeingjustopening,shemustconsentforatimetobehappyinahumblerway.
Thepartywasdividedanddisposedofontwocontiguousbenches:Annewasamongthoseontheforemost,andMrElliothadman?uvredsowell,withtheassistanceofhisfriendColonelWallis,astohaveaseatbyher.MissElliot,surroundedbyhercousins,andtheprincipalobjectofColonelWallis’sgallantry,wasquitecontented.
Anne’smindwasinamostfavourablestatefortheentertainmentoftheeveningitwasjustoccupationenough:shehadfeelingsforthetender,spiritsforthegay,attentionforthescientific,andpatienceforthewearisomeandhadneverlikedaconcertbetter,atleastduringthefirstact.Towardsthecloseofit,intheintervalsucceedinganItaliansong,sheexplainedthewordsofthesongtoMrElliot.Theyhadaconcertbillbetweenthem.
“This,”saidshe,“isnearlythesense,orratherthemeaningofthewords,forcertainlythesenseofanItalianlove-songmustnotbetalkedof,butitisasnearlythemeaningasIcangiveforIdonotpretendtounderstandthelanguage.IamaverypoorItalianscholar.”
“Yes,yes,Iseeyouare.Iseeyouknownothingofthematter.Youhaveonlyknowledgeenoughofthelanguagetotranslateatsighttheseinverted,transposed,curtailedItalianlines,intoclear,comprehensible,elegantEnglish.Youneednotsayanythingmoreofyourignorance.Hereiscompleteproof.”
“IwillnotopposesuchkindpolitenessbutIshouldbesorrytobeexaminedbyarealproficient.”
“IhavenothadthepleasureofvisitinginCamdenPlacesolong,”repliedh