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k,andeverybodyoughttoreadit.Theideaisifwedon’tlookoutthewhiteracewillbe—willbeutterlysubmerged.It’sallscientificstuffit’sbeenproved.”
“Tom’sgettingveryprofound,”saidDaisy,withanexpressionofunthoughtfulsadness.“Hereadsdeepbookswithlongwordsinthem.Whatwasthatwordwe—”
“Well,thesebooksareallscientific,”insistedTom,glancingatherimpatiently.“Thisfellowhasworkedoutthewholething.It’suptous,whoarethedominantrace,towatchoutortheseotherraceswillhavecontrolofthings.”
“We’vegottobeatthemdown,”whisperedDaisy,winkingferociouslytowardtheferventsun.
“YououghttoliveinCalifornia—”beganMissBaker,butTominterruptedherbyshiftingheavilyinhischair.
“Thisideaisthatwe’reNordics.Iam,andyouare,andyouare,and—”AfteraninfinitesimalhesitationheincludedDaisywithaslightnod,andshewinkedatmeagain.“—Andwe’veproducedallthethingsthatgotomakecivilization—oh,scienceandart,andallthat.Doyousee?”
Therewassomethingpatheticinhisconcentration,asifhiscomplacency,moreacutethanofold,wasnotenoughtohimanymore.When,almostimmediately,thetelephoneranginsideandthebutlerlefttheporchDaisyseizeduponthemomentaryinterruptionandleanedtowardsme.
“I’lltellyouafamilysecret,”shewhisperedenthusiastically.“It’saboutthebutler’snose.Doyouwanttohearaboutthebutler’snose?”
“That’swhyIcameovertonight.”
“Well,hewasn’talwaysabutlerheusedtobethesilverpolisherforsomepeopleinNewYorkthathadasilverservicefortwohundredpeople.Hehadtopolishitfrommorningtillnight,untilfinallyitbegantoaffecthisnose—”
“Thingswentfrombadtoworse,”suggestedMissBaker.
“Yes.Thingswentfrombadtoworse,untilfinallyhehadtogiveuphisposition.”
ForamomentthelastsunshinefellwithromanticaffectionuponherglowingfacehervoicecompelledmeforwardbreathlesslyasIlistened—thentheglowfaded,eachlightdesertingherwithlingeringregret,likechildrenleavingapleasantstreetatdusk.
ThebutlercamebackandmurmuredsomethingclosetoTom’sear,whereuponTomfrowned,pushedbackhischair,andwithoutawordwentinside.Asifhisabsencequickenedsomethingwithinher,Daisyleanedforwardagain,hervoiceglowingandsinging.
“Ilovetoseeyouatmytable,Nick.Youremindmeofa—ofarose,anabsoluterose.Doesn’the?”SheturnedtoMissBakerforconfirmation:“Anabsoluterose?”
Thiswasuntrue.Iamnotevenfaintlylikearose.Shewasonlyextemporizing,butastirringwarmthflowedfromher,asifherheartwastryingtocomeouttoyouconcealedinoneofthosebreathless,thrillingwords.Thensuddenlyshethrewhernapkinonthetableandexcusedherselfandwentintothehouse.
MissBakerandIexchangedashortglanceconsciouslydevoidofmeaning.Iwasabouttospeakwhenshesatupalertlyandsaid“Sh!”inawarningvoice.Asubduedimpassionedmurmurwasaudibleintheroombeyond,andMissBakerleanedforwardunashamed,tryingtohear.Themurmurtrembledonthevergeofcoherence,sankdown,mountedexcitedly,andthenceasedaltogether.
“ThisMr.Gatsbyyouspokeofismyneighbour—”Ibegan.
“Don’ttalk.Iwanttohearwhathappens.”
“Issomethinghappening?”Iinquiredinnocently.
“Youmeantosayyoudon’tknow?”saidMissBaker,honestlysurprised.“Ithoughteverybodyknew.”
“Idon’t.”
“Why—”shesaidhesitantly.“Tom’sgotsomewomaninNewYork.”
“Gotsomewoman?”Irepeatedblankly.
MissBakernodded.
“Shemighthavethedecencynottotelephonehimatdinnertime.Don’tyouthink?”
AlmostbeforeIhadgraspedhermeaningtherewastheflutterofadressandthecrunchofleatherboots,andTomandDaisywerebackatthetable.
“Itcouldn’tbehelped!”criedDaisywithtensegaiety.
Shesatdown,glancedsearchinglyatMissBakerandthenatme,andcontinued:“Ilookedoutdoorsforaminute,andit’sveryromanticoutdoors.There’sabirdonthelawnthatIthinkmustbeanightingalecomeoverontheCunardorWhiteStarLine.He’ssingingaway—”Hervoicesang:“It’sromantic,isn’tit,Tom?”
“Veryromantic,”hesaid,andthenmiserablytome:“Ifit’slightenoughafterdinner,Iwanttotakeyoudowntothestables.”
Thetelephoneranginside,startlingly,andasDaisyshookherheaddecisivelyatTomthesubjectofthestables,infactallsubjects,vanishedintoair.AmongthebrokenfragmentsofthelastfiveminutesattableIrememberthecandlesbeinglitagain,pointlessly,andIwasconsciousofwantingtolooksquarelyateveryone,andyettoavoidalleyes.Icouldn’tguesswhatDaisyandTomwerethinking,butIdoubtifevenMissBaker,whoseemedtohavemasteredacertainhardyscepticism,wasableutterlytoputthisfifthguest’sshrillmetallicurgencyoutofmind.Toacertaintemperamentthesituationmighthaveseemedintriguing—myowninstinctwastotelephoneimmediatelyforthepolice.
Thehorses,needlesstosay,werenotmentionedagain.TomandMissBaker,withseveralfeetoftwilightbetweenthem,strolledbackintothelibrary,asiftoavigilbesideaperfectlytangiblebody,while,tryingtolookpleasantlyinterestedandalittledeaf,IfollowedDaisyaroundachainofconnectingverandastotheporchinfront.Initsdeepgloomwesatdownsidebysideonawickersettee.
Daisytookherfaceinherhandsasiffeelingitslovelyshape,andhereyesmovedgraduallyoutintothevelvetdusk.Isawthatturbulentemotionspossessedher,soIaskedwhatIthoughtwouldbesomesedativequestionsaboutherlittlegirl.
“Wedon’tknoweachotherverywell,Nick,”shesaidsuddenly.“Evenifwearecousins.Youdidn’tcometomywedding.”
“Iwasn’tbackfromthewar.”
“That’strue.”Shehesitated.“Well,I’vehadaverybadtime,Nick,andI’mprettycynicalabouteverything.”
Evidentlyshehadreasontobe.Iwaitedbutshedidn’tsayanymore,andafteramomentIreturnedratherfeeblytothesubjectofherdaughter.
“Isupposeshetalks,and—eats,andeverything.”
“Oh,yes.”Shelookedatmeabsently.“Listen,NickletmetellyouwhatIsaidwhenshewasborn.Wouldyouliketohear?”
“Verymuch.”
“It’llshowyouhowI’vegottentofeelabout—things.Well,shewaslessthananhouroldandTomwasGodknowswhere.Iwokeupoutoftheetherwithanutterlyabandonedfeeli