CHAPTER VIII.
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hehorse.Andwhatdoeshedobutgoandstakehim—flyatahedgewithstakesinit,atopofabankwithaditchbeforeit.Thehorsehadbeendeadaprettygoodwhilewhenhewasfound.Sohehasn’tbeenhomesince,hashe?”
“Home?no,”saidGodfrey,“andhe’dbetterkeepaway.Confoundmeforafool!Imighthaveknownthiswouldbetheendofit.”
“Well,totellyouthetruth,”saidBryce,“afterI’dbargainedforthehorse,itdidcomeintomyheadthathemightberidingandsellingthehorsewithoutyourknowledge,forIdidn’tbelieveitwashisown.IknewMasterDunseywasuptohistrickssometimes.Butwherecanhebegone?He’sneverbeenseenatBatherley.Hecouldn’thavebeenhurt,forhemusthavewalkedoff.”
“Hurt?”saidGodfrey,bitterly.“He’llneverbehurt—he’smadetohurtotherpeople.”
“Andsoyoudidgivehimleavetosellthehorse,eh?”saidBryce.
“YesIwantedtopartwiththehorse—hewasalwaysalittletoohardinthemouthforme,”saidGodfreyhispridemakinghimwinceundertheideathatBryceguessedthesaletobeamatterofnecessity.“Iwasgoingtoseeafterhim—Ithoughtsomemischiefhadhappened.I’llgobacknow,”headded,turningthehorse’shead,andwishinghecouldgetridofBryceforhefeltthatthelong-dreadedcrisisinhislifewascloseuponhim.“You’recomingontoRaveloe,aren’tyou?”
“Well,no,notnow,”saidBryce.“Iwascomingroundthere,forIhadtogotoFlitton,andIthoughtImightaswelltakeyouinmyway,andjustletyouknowallIknewmyselfaboutthehorse.IsupposeMasterDunseydidn’tliketoshowhimselftilltheillnewshadblownoverabit.He’sperhapsgonetopayavisitattheThreeCrowns,byWhitbridge—Iknowhe’sfondofthehouse.”
“Perhapsheis,”saidGodfrey,ratherabsently.Thenrousinghimself,hesaid,withaneffortatcarelessness,“Weshallhearofhimsoonenough,I’llbebound.”
“Well,here’smyturning,”saidBryce,notsurprisedtoperceivethatGodfreywasrather“down”“soI’llbidyougood-day,andwishImaybringyoubetternewsanothertime.”
Godfreyrodealongslowly,representingtohimselfthesceneofconfessiontohisfatherfromwhichhefeltthattherewasnownolongeranyescape.Therevelationaboutthemoneymustbemadetheverynextmorningandifhewithheldtherest,Dunstanwouldbesuretocomebackshortly,and,findingthathemustbearthebruntofhisfather’sanger,wouldtellthewholestoryoutofspite,eventhoughhehadnothingtogainbyit.Therewasonestep,perhaps,bywhichhemightstillwinDunstan’ssilenceandputofftheevilday:hemighttellhisfatherthathehadhimselfspentthemoneypaidtohimbyFowlerandashehadneverbeenguiltyofsuchanoffencebefore,theaffairwouldblowoverafteralittlestorming.ButGodfreycouldnotbendhimselftothis.HefeltthatinlettingDunstanhavethemoney,hehadalreadybeenguiltyofabreachoftrusthardlylessculpablethanthatofspendingthemoneydirectlyforhisownbehoofandyettherewasadistinctionbetweenthetwoactswhichmadehimfeelthattheonewassomuchmoreblackeningthantheotherastobeintolerabletohim.
“Idon’tpretendtobeagoodfellow,”hesaidtohimself“butI’mnotascoundrel—atleast,I’llstopshortsomewhere.I’llbeartheconsequencesofwhatIhavedonesoonerthanmakebelieveI’vedonewhatIneverwouldhavedone.I’dneverhavespentthemoneyformyownpleasure—Iwastorturedintoit.”
ThroughtheremainderofthisdayGodfrey,withonlyoccasi