CHAPTER XXXII
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islike,thatpromptedthisdoggedconductfor,afterremaininganinstantundecided,shestoopedandimpressedonhischeekagentlekiss.ThelittleroguethoughtIhadnotseenher,and,drawingback,shetookherformerstationbythewindow,quitedemurely.Ishookmyheadreprovingly,andthensheblushedandwhispered—“Well!whatshouldIhavedone,Ellen?Hewouldn’tshakehands,andhewouldn’tlook:ImustshowhimsomewaythatIlikehim—thatIwanttobefriends.”
WhetherthekissconvincedHareton,Icannottell:hewasverycareful,forsomeminutes,thathisfaceshouldnotbeseen,andwhenhedidraiseit,hewassadlypuzzledwheretoturnhiseyes.
Catherineemployedherselfinwrappingahandsomebookneatlyinwhitepaper,andhavingtieditwithabitofribbon,andaddresseditto“Mr.HaretonEarnshaw,”shedesiredmetobeherambassadress,andconveythepresenttoitsdestinedrecipient.
“Andtellhim,ifhe’lltakeit,I’llcomeandteachhimtoreaditright,”shesaid“and,ifherefuseit,I’llgoupstairs,andneverteasehimagain.”
Icarriedit,andrepeatedthemessageanxiouslywatchedbymyemployer.Haretonwouldnotopenhisfingers,soIlaiditonhisknee.Hedidnotstrikeitoff,either.Ireturnedtomywork.Catherineleanedherheadandarmsonthetable,tillsheheardtheslightrustleofthecoveringbeingremovedthenshestoleaway,andquietlyseatedherselfbesidehercousin.Hetrembled,andhisfaceglowed:allhisrudenessandallhissurlyharshnesshaddesertedhim:hecouldnotsummoncourage,atfirst,toutterasyllableinreplytoherquestioninglook,andhermurmuredpetition.
“Sayyouforgiveme,Hareton,do.Youcanmakemesohappybyspeakingthatlittleword.”
Hemutteredsomethinginaudible.
“Andyou’llbemyfriend?”addedCatherine,interrogatively.
“Nay,you’llbeashamedofmeeverydayofyourlife,”heanswered“andthemoreashamed,themoreyouknowmeandIcannotbideit.”
“Soyouwon’tbemyfriend?”shesaid,smilingassweetashoney,andcreepingcloseup.
Ioverheardnofurtherdistinguishabletalk,but,onlookingroundagain,Iperceivedtwosuchradiantcountenancesbentoverthepageoftheacceptedbook,thatIdidnotdoubtthetreatyhadbeenratifiedonbothsidesandtheenemieswere,thenceforth,swornallies.
TheworktheystudiedwasfullofcostlypicturesandthoseandtheirpositionhadcharmenoughtokeepthemunmovedtillJosephcamehome.He,poorman,wasperfectlyaghastatthespectacleofCatherineseatedonthesamebenchwithHaretonEarnshaw,leaningherhandonhisshoulderandconfoundedathisfavourite’senduranceofherproximity:itaffectedhimtoodeeplytoallowanobservationonthesubjectthatnight.Hisemotionwasonlyrevealedbytheimmensesighshedrew,ashesolemnlyspreadhislargeBibleonthetable,andoverlaiditwithdirtybank-notesfromhispocket-book,theproduceoftheday’stransactions.AtlengthhesummonedHaretonfromhisseat.
“Tak’theseintot’maister,lad,”hesaid,“andbidethere.I’sganguptomyownrahm.Thishoile’sneithermensfulnorseemlyforus:wemunsideoutandseearchanother.”
“Come,Catherine,”Isaid,“wemust‘sideout’too:I’vedonemyironing.Areyoureadytogo?”
“Itisnoteighto’clock!”sheanswered,risingunwillingly.“Hareton,I’llleavethisbookuponthechimney-piece,andI’llbringsomemoreto-morrow.”
“Onybooksthatyahleave,Ishalltak’intoth’hahse,”saidJoseph,“andit’llbemitchifyahfind’emageansoa,yahmayplaseyerseln!”
Cathythreatenedthathislibraryshouldpayforhersand,smilingasshepassedHareton,wentsingingupstairs:lighterofheart,Iventuretosay,thanevershehadbeenunderthatroofbeforeexcept,perhaps,duringherearliestvisitstoLinton.
Theintimacythuscommencedgrewrapidlythoughitencounteredtemporaryinterruptions.Earnshawwasnottobecivilizedwithawish,andmyyoungladywasnophilosopher,andnoparagonofpatiencebutboththeirmindstendingtothesamepoint—onelovinganddesiringtoesteem,andtheotherlovinganddesiringtobeesteemed—theycontrivedintheendtoreachit.
Yousee,Mr.Lockwood,itwaseasyenoughtowinMrs.Heathcliff’sheart.Butnow,I’mgladyoudidnottry.Thecrownofallmywisheswillbetheunionofthosetwo.Ishallenvynooneontheirweddingday:therewon’tbeahappierwomanthanmyselfinEngland!