CHAPTER XLIV
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ertramthatshewasoutofluckinhavingsuchacapitalpieceofMansfieldnewsasthecertaintyoftheGrantsgoingtoBath,occuratatimewhenshecouldmakenoadvantageofit,andwilladmitthatitmusthavebeenverymortifyingtohertoseeitfalltotheshareofherthanklessson,andtreatedasconciselyaspossibleattheendofalongletter,insteadofhavingittospreadoverthelargestpartofapageofherown.ForthoughLadyBertramrathershoneintheepistolaryline,havingearlyinhermarriage,fromthewantofotheremployment,andthecircumstanceofSirThomas’sbeinginParliament,gotintothewayofmakingandkeepingcorrespondents,andformedforherselfaverycreditable,common-place,amplifyingstyle,sothataverylittlematterwasenoughforher:shecouldnotdoentirelywithoutanyshemusthavesomethingtowriteabout,eventohernieceandbeingsosoontoloseallthebenefitofDr.Grant’sgoutysymptomsandMrs.Grant’smorningcalls,itwasveryharduponhertobedeprivedofoneofthelastepistolaryusesshecouldputthemto.
Therewasarichamends,however,preparingforher.LadyBertram’shourofgoodluckcame.WithinafewdaysfromthereceiptofEdmund’sletter,Fannyhadonefromheraunt,beginningthus—
“MyDearFanny,—Itakeupmypentocommunicatesomeveryalarmingintelligence,whichImakenodoubtwillgiveyoumuchconcern”.
ThiswasagreatdealbetterthantohavetotakeupthepentoacquaintherwithalltheparticularsoftheGrants’intendedjourney,forthepresentintelligencewasofanaturetopromiseoccupationforthepenformanydaystocome,beingnolessthanthedangerousillnessofhereldestson,ofwhichtheyhadreceivednoticebyexpressafewhoursbefore.
TomhadgonefromLondonwithapartyofyoungmentoNewmarket,whereaneglectedfallandagooddealofdrinkinghadbroughtonafeverandwhenthepartybrokeup,beingunabletomove,hadbeenleftbyhimselfatthehouseofoneoftheseyoungmentothecomfortsofsicknessandsolitude,andtheattendanceonlyofservants.Insteadofbeingsoonwellenoughtofollowhisfriends,ashehadthenhoped,hisdisorderincreasedconsiderably,anditwasnotlongbeforehethoughtsoillofhimselfastobeasreadyashisphysiciantohavealetterdespatchedtoMansfield.
“Thisdistressingintelligence,asyoumaysuppose,”observedherladyship,aftergivingthesubstanceofit,“hasagitatedusexceedingly,andwecannotpreventourselvesfrombeinggreatlyalarmedandapprehensiveforthepoorinvalid,whosestateSirThomasfearsmaybeverycriticalandEdmundkindlyproposesattendinghisbrotherimmediately,butIamhappytoaddthatSirThomaswillnotleavemeonthisdistressingoccasion,asitwouldbetootryingforme.WeshallgreatlymissEdmundinoursmallcircle,butItrustandhopehewillfindthepoorinvalidinalessalarmingstatethanmightbeapprehended,andthathewillbeabletobringhimtoMansfieldshortly,whichSirThomasproposesshouldbedone,andthinksbestoneveryaccount,andIflattermyselfthepoorsuffererwillsoonbeabletobeartheremovalwithoutmaterialinconvenienceorinjury.AsIhavelittledoubtofyourfeelingforus,mydearFanny,underthesedistressingcircumstances,Iwillwriteagainverysoon.”
Fanny’sfeelingsontheoccasionwereindeedconsiderablymorewarmandgenuinethanheraunt’sstyleofwriting.Shefeltt