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nt,as,withagoodclearunderstanding,madeheramostattentive,profitable,thankfulpupil.Fannywasheroracle.Fanny’sexplanationsandremarkswereamostimportantadditiontoeveryessay,oreverychapterofhistory.WhatFannytoldherofformertimesdweltmoreonhermindthanthepagesofGoldsmithandshepaidhersisterthecomplimentofpreferringherstyletothatofanyprintedauthor.Theearlyhabitofreadingwaswanting.
Theirconversations,however,werenotalwaysonsubjectssohighashistoryormorals.Othershadtheirhourandoflessermatters,nonereturnedsooften,orremainedsolongbetweenthem,asMansfieldPark,adescriptionofthepeople,themanners,theamusements,thewaysofMansfieldPark.Susan,whohadaninnatetasteforthegenteelandwell-appointed,waseagertohear,andFannycouldnotbutindulgeherselfindwellingonsobelovedatheme.Shehopeditwasnotwrongthough,afteratime,Susan’sverygreatadmirationofeverythingsaidordoneinheruncle’shouse,andearnestlongingtogointoNorthamptonshire,seemedalmosttoblameherforexcitingfeelingswhichcouldnotbegratified.
PoorSusanwasverylittlebetterfittedforhomethanhereldersisterandasFannygrewthoroughlytounderstandthis,shebegantofeelthatwhenherownreleasefromPortsmouthcame,herhappinesswouldhaveamaterialdrawbackinleavingSusanbehind.Thatagirlsocapableofbeingmadeeverythinggoodshouldbeleftinsuchhands,distressedhermoreandmore.Wereshelikelytohaveahometoinviteherto,whatablessingitwouldbe!AndhaditbeenpossibleforhertoreturnMr.Crawford’sregard,theprobabilityofhisbeingveryfarfromobjectingtosuchameasurewouldhavebeenthegreatestincreaseofallherowncomforts.Shethoughthewasreallygood-tempered,andcouldfancyhisenteringintoaplanofthatsortmostpleasantly.