CHAPTER XXVIII
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Heruncleandbothherauntswereinthedrawing-roomwhenFannywentdown.Totheformershewasaninterestingobject,andhesawwithpleasurethegeneraleleganceofherappearance,andherbeinginremarkablygoodlooks.Theneatnessandproprietyofherdresswasallthathewouldallowhimselftocommendinherpresence,butuponherleavingtheroomagainsoonafterwards,hespokeofherbeautywithverydecidedpraise.
“Yes,”saidLadyBertram,“shelooksverywell.IsentChapmantoher.”
“Lookwell!Oh,yes!”criedMrs.Norris,“shehasgoodreasontolookwellwithallheradvantages:broughtupinthisfamilyasshehasbeen,withallthebenefitofhercousins’mannersbeforeher.Onlythink,mydearSirThomas,whatextraordinaryadvantagesyouandIhavebeenthemeansofgivingher.TheverygownyouhavebeentakingnoticeofisyourowngenerouspresenttoherwhendearMrs.Rushworthmarried.Whatwouldshehavebeenifwehadnottakenherbythehand?”
SirThomassaidnomorebutwhentheysatdowntotabletheeyesofthetwoyoungmenassuredhimthatthesubjectmightbegentlytouchedagain,whentheladieswithdrew,withmoresuccess.Fannysawthatshewasapprovedandtheconsciousnessoflookingwellmadeherlookstillbetter.Fromavarietyofcausesshewashappy,andshewassoonmadestillhappierforinfollowingherauntsoutoftheroom,Edmund,whowasholdingopenthedoor,said,asshepassedhim,“Youmustdancewithme,Fannyyoumustkeeptwodancesformeanytwothatyoulike,exceptthefirst.”Shehadnothingmoretowishfor.Shehadhardlyeverbeeninastatesonearlyapproachinghighspiritsinherlife.Hercousins’formergaietyonthedayofaballwasnolongersurprisingtohershefeltittobeindeedverycharming,andwasactuallypractisingherstepsaboutthedrawing-roomaslongasshecouldbesafefromthenoticeofherauntNorris,whowasentirelytakenupatfirstinfresharrangingandinjuringthenoblefirewhichthebutlerhadprepared.
Halfanhourfollowedthatwouldhavebeenatleastlanguidunderanyothercircumstances,butFanny’shappinessstillprevailed.ItwasbuttothinkofherconversationwithEdmund,andwhatwastherestlessnessofMrs.Norris?WhatweretheyawnsofLadyBertram?
Thegentlemenjoinedthemandsoonafterbeganthesweetexpectationofacarriage,whenageneralspiritofeaseandenjoymentseemeddiffused,andtheyallstoodaboutandtalkedandlaughed,andeverymomenthaditspleasureanditshope.FannyfeltthattheremustbeastruggleinEdmund’scheerfulness,butitwasdelightfultoseetheeffortsosuccessfullymade.
Whenthecarriageswerereallyheard,whentheguestsbeganreallytoassemble,herowngaietyofheartwasmuchsubdued:thesightofsomanystrangersthrewherbackintoherselfandbesidesthegravityandformalityofthefirstgreatcircle,whichthemannersofneitherSirThomasnorLadyBertramwereofakindtodoaway,shefoundherselfoccasionallycalledontoenduresomethingworse.Shewasintroducedhereandtherebyheruncle,andforcedtobespokento,andtocurtsey,andspeakagain.Thiswasahardduty,andshewasneversummonedtoitwithoutlookingatWilliam,ashewalkedaboutathiseaseinthebackgroundofthescene,andlongingtobewithhim.
TheentranceoftheGrantsandCrawfordswasafavourableepoch.Thestiffnessofthemeetingsoongavewaybeforetheirpopularmannersandmorediffusedintimacies:littlegroupswereformed,andeverybodygrewcomfortable.Fannyfelttheadvantageand,drawingbackfromthetoilsofcivility,wouldhavebeenagainmosthappy,couldsheh