CHAPTER XXVII
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OnreachinghomeFannywentimmediatelyupstairstodepositthisunexpectedacquisition,thisdoubtfulgoodofanecklace,insomefavouriteboxintheEastroom,whichheldallhersmallertreasuresbutonopeningthedoor,whatwashersurprisetofindhercousinEdmundtherewritingatthetable!Suchasighthavingneveroccurredbefore,wasalmostaswonderfulasitwaswelcome.
“Fanny,”saidhedirectly,leavinghisseatandhispen,andmeetingherwithsomethinginhishand,“Ibegyourpardonforbeinghere.Icametolookforyou,andafterwaitingalittlewhileinhopeofyourcomingin,wasmakinguseofyourinkstandtoexplainmyerrand.YouwillfindthebeginningofanotetoyourselfbutIcannowspeakmybusiness,whichismerelytobegyouracceptanceofthislittletrifle—achainforWilliam’scross.Yououghttohavehaditaweekago,buttherehasbeenadelayfrommybrother’snotbeingintownbyseveraldayssosoonasIexpectedandIhaveonlyjustnowreceiveditatNorthampton.Ihopeyouwilllikethechainitself,Fanny.Iendeavouredtoconsultthesimplicityofyourtastebut,atanyrate,Iknowyouwillbekindtomyintentions,andconsiderit,asitreallyis,atokenoftheloveofoneofyouroldestfriends.”
Andsosaying,hewashurryingaway,beforeFanny,overpoweredbyathousandfeelingsofpainandpleasure,couldattempttospeakbutquickenedbyonesovereignwish,shethencalledout,“Oh!cousin,stopamoment,praystop!”
Heturnedback.
“Icannotattempttothankyou,”shecontinued,inaveryagitatedmanner“thanksareoutofthequestion.IfeelmuchmorethanIcanpossiblyexpress.Yourgoodnessinthinkingofmeinsuchawayisbeyond—”
“Ifthatisallyouhavetosay,Fanny”smilingandturningawayagain.
“No,no,itisnot.Iwanttoconsultyou.”
Almostunconsciouslyshehadnowundonetheparcelhehadjustputintoherhand,andseeingbeforeher,inallthenicenessofjewellers’packing,aplaingoldchain,perfectlysimpleandneat,shecouldnothelpburstingforthagain,“Oh,thisisbeautifulindeed!Thisistheverything,preciselywhatIwishedfor!ThisistheonlyornamentIhaveeverhadadesiretopossess.Itwillexactlysuitmycross.Theymustandshallbeworntogether.Itcomes,too,insuchanacceptablemoment.Oh,cousin,youdonotknowhowacceptableitis.”
“MydearFanny,youfeelthesethingsagreatdealtoomuch.Iammosthappythatyoulikethechain,andthatitshouldbehereintimeforto-morrowbutyourthanksarefarbeyondtheoccasion.Believeme,Ihavenopleasureintheworldsuperiortothatofcontributingtoyours.No,Icansafelysay,Ihavenopleasuresocomplete,sounalloyed.Itiswithoutadrawback.”
UponsuchexpressionsofaffectionFannycouldhavelivedanhourwithoutsayinganotherwordbutEdmund,afterwaitingamoment,obligedhertobringdownhermindfromitsheavenlyflightbysaying,“Butwhatisitthatyouwanttoconsultmeabout?”
Itwasaboutthenecklace,whichshewasnowmostearnestlylongingtoreturn,andhopedtoobtainhisapprobationofherdoing.Shegavethehistoryofherrecentvisit,andnowherrapturesmightwellbeoverforEdmundwassostruckwiththecircumstance,sodelightedwithwhatMissCrawfordhaddone,sogratifiedbysuchacoincidenceofconductbetweenthem,thatFannycouldnotbutadmitthesuperiorpowerofonepleasureoverhisownmind,thoughitmighthaveitsdrawback.Itwassometimebeforeshecouldgethisattentiontoherplan,oranyanswertoherdemandofhisopinion:hewasinareverieoffondreflection,utteringonlynowandthenafewhalf-sentencesofpraisebutwhenhedidawakeandunderstand,hewasverydecidedinopposingwhatshewished.
“Returnthenecklace!No,mydearFanny,uponnoaccount.Itwouldbemortifyingherseverely.Therecanhardlybeamoreunpleasantsensationthanthehavinganythingreturnedonourhandswhichwehavegivenwithareasonablehopeofitscontributingtothecomfortofafriend.Whyshouldsheloseapleasurewhichshehasshewnherselfsodeservingof?”
“Ifithadbeengiventomeinthefirstinstance,”saidFanny,“Ishouldnothavethoughtofreturningitbutbeinghe