CHAPTER X
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ousstoriesofanoldIrishgroomofmyuncle’s.Yoursisterlovestolaugh.”
“Youthinkhermorelight-heartedthanIam?”
“Moreeasilyamused,”hereplied“consequently,youknow,”smiling,“bettercompany.IcouldnothavehopedtoentertainyouwithIrishanecdotesduringatenmiles’drive.”
“Naturally,Ibelieve,IamaslivelyasJulia,butIhavemoretothinkofnow.”
“Youhave,undoubtedlyandtherearesituationsinwhichveryhighspiritswoulddenoteinsensibility.Yourprospects,however,aretoofairtojustifywantofspirits.Youhaveaverysmilingscenebeforeyou.”
“Doyoumeanliterallyorfiguratively?Literally,Iconclude.Yes,certainly,thesunshines,andtheparklooksverycheerful.Butunluckilythatirongate,thatha-ha,givemeafeelingofrestraintandhardship.‘Icannotgetout,’asthestarlingsaid.”Asshespoke,anditwaswithexpression,shewalkedtothegate:hefollowedher.“Mr.Rushworthissolongfetchingthiskey!”
“AndfortheworldyouwouldnotgetoutwithoutthekeyandwithoutMr.Rushworth’sauthorityandprotection,orIthinkyoumightwithlittledifficultypassroundtheedgeofthegate,here,withmyassistanceIthinkitmightbedone,ifyoureallywishedtobemoreatlarge,andcouldallowyourselftothinkitnotprohibited.”
“Prohibited!nonsense!Icertainlycangetoutthatway,andIwill.Mr.Rushworthwillbehereinamoment,youknowweshallnotbeoutofsight.”
“Orifweare,MissPricewillbesogoodastotellhimthathewillfindusnearthatknoll:thegroveofoakontheknoll.”
Fanny,feelingallthistobewrong,couldnothelpmakinganefforttopreventit.“Youwillhurtyourself,MissBertram,”shecried“youwillcertainlyhurtyourselfagainstthosespikesyouwilltearyourgownyouwillbeindangerofslippingintotheha-ha.Youhadbetternotgo.”
Hercousinwassafeontheothersidewhilethesewordswerespoken,and,smilingwithallthegood-humourofsuccess,shesaid,“Thankyou,mydearFanny,butIandmygownarealiveandwell,andsogood-bye.”
Fannywasagainlefttohersolitude,andwithnoincreaseofpleasantfeelings,forshewassorryforalmostallthatshehadseenandheard,astonishedatMissBertram,andangrywithMr.Crawford.Bytakingacircuitous,and,asitappearedtoher,veryunreasonabledirectiontotheknoll,theyweresoonbeyondhereyeandforsomeminuteslongersheremainedwithoutsightorsoundofanycompanion.Sheseemedtohavethelittlewoodalltoherself.ShecouldalmosthavethoughtthatEdmundandMissCrawfordhadleftit,butthatitwasimpossibleforEdmundtoforgethersoentirely.
Shewasagainrousedfromdisagreeablemusingsbysuddenfootsteps:somebodywascomingataquickpacedowntheprincipalwalk.SheexpectedMr.Rushworth,butitwasJulia,who,hotandoutofbreath,andwithalookofdisappointment,criedoutonseeingher,“Heyday!Wherearetheothers?IthoughtMariaandMr.Crawfordwerewithyou.”
Fannyexplained.
“Aprettytrick,uponmyword!Icannotseethemanywhere,”lookingeagerlyintothepark.“Buttheycannotbeveryfaroff,andIthinkIamequaltoasmuchasMaria,evenwithouthelp.”
“But,Julia,Mr.Rushworthwillbehereinamomentwiththekey.DowaitforMr.Rushworth.”
“NotI,indeed.Ihavehadenoughofthefamilyforonemorning.Why,child,Ihavebutthismomentescapedfromhishorriblemother.SuchapenanceasIhavebeenenduring,whileyouweresittingheresocomposedandsohappy!Itmighthavebeenaswell,perha