CHAPTER X
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Aquarterofanhour,twentyminutes,passedaway,andFannywasstillthinkingofEdmund,MissCrawford,andherself,withoutinterruptionfromanyone.Shebegantobesurprisedatbeingleftsolong,andtolistenwithananxiousdesireofhearingtheirstepsandtheirvoicesagain.Shelistened,andatlengthsheheardsheheardvoicesandfeetapproachingbutshehadjustsatisfiedherselfthatitwasnotthoseshewanted,whenMissBertram,Mr.Rushworth,andMr.Crawfordissuedfromthesamepathwhichshehadtrodherself,andwerebeforeher.
“MissPriceallalone”and“MydearFanny,howcomesthis?”werethefirstsalutations.Shetoldherstory.“PoordearFanny,”criedhercousin,“howillyouhavebeenusedbythem!Youhadbetterhavestaidwithus.”
Thenseatingherselfwithagentlemanoneachside,sheresumedtheconversationwhichhadengagedthembefore,anddiscussedthepossibilityofimprovementswithmuchanimation.NothingwasfixedonbutHenryCrawfordwasfullofideasandprojects,and,generallyspeaking,whateverheproposedwasimmediatelyapproved,firstbyher,andthenbyMr.Rushworth,whoseprincipalbusinessseemedtobetoheartheothers,andwhoscarcelyriskedanoriginalthoughtofhisownbeyondawishthattheyhadseenhisfriendSmith’splace.
Aftersomeminutesspentinthisway,MissBertram,observingtheirongate,expressedawishofpassingthroughitintothepark,thattheirviewsandtheirplansmightbemorecomprehensive.Itwastheverythingofallotherstobewished,itwasthebest,itwastheonlywayofproceedingwithanyadvantage,inHenryCrawford’sopinionandhedirectlysawaknollnothalfamileoff,whichwouldgivethemexactlytherequisitecommandofthehouse.Gothereforetheymusttothatknoll,andthroughthatgatebutthegatewaslocked.Mr.Rushworthwishedhehadbroughtthekeyhehadbeenverynearthinkingwhetherheshouldnotbringthekeyhewasdeterminedhewouldnevercomewithoutthekeyagainbutstillthisdidnotremovethepresentevil.TheycouldnotgetthroughandasMissBertram’sinclinationforsodoingdidbynomeanslessen,itendedinMr.Rushworth’sdeclaringoutrightthathewouldgoandfetchthekey.Hesetoffaccordingly.
“Itisundoubtedlythebestthingwecandonow,aswearesofarfromthehousealready,”saidMr.Crawford,whenhewasgone.
“Yes,thereisnothingelsetobedone.Butnow,sincerely,donotyoufindtheplacealtogetherworsethanyouexpected?”
“No,indeed,farotherwise.Ifinditbetter,grander,morecompleteinitsstyle,thoughthatstylemaynotbethebest.Andtotellyouthetruth,”speakingratherlower,“IdonotthinkthatIshalleverseeSothertonagainwithsomuchpleasureasIdonow.Anothersummerwillhardlyimproveittome.”
Afteramoment’sembarrassmenttheladyreplied,“Youaretoomuchamanoftheworldnottoseewiththeeyesoftheworld.IfotherpeoplethinkSothertonimproved,Ihavenodoubtthatyouwill.”
“IamafraidIamnotquitesomuchthemanoftheworldasmightbegoodformeinsomepoints.Myfeelingsarenotquitesoevanescent,normymemoryofthepastundersucheasydominionasonefindstobethecasewithmenoftheworld.”
Thiswasfollowedbyashortsilence.MissBertrambeganagain.“Youseemedtoenjoyyourdrivehereverymuchthismorning.Iwasgladtoseeyousowellentertained.YouandJuliawerelaughingthewholeway.”
“Werewe?Yes,IbelievewewerebutIhavenottheleastrecollectionatwhat.Oh!IbelieveIwasrelatingtohersomeridicul