CHAPTER XXVII. THE FIRST BLUESTOCKING.
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Shirleydroppedhercrayonasifitburnedherfingers.
"Tellmewhatwerethefaultsofthatdevoir?"sheasked."Weretheygrammaticalerrors,ordidyouobjecttothesubstance?"
"IneversaidthatthelinesIdrewwereindicationsoffaultsatall.Youwouldhaveitthatsuchwasthecase,andIrefrainedfromcontradiction."
"Whatelsedidtheydenote?"
"Nomatternow."
"Mr.Moore,"criedHenry,"makeShirleyrepeatsomeofthepiecessheusedtosaysowellbyheart."
"IfIaskforany,itwillbe'LeChevalDompté,'"saidMoore,trimmingwithhispenknifethepencilMissKeeldarhadworntoastump.
Sheturnedasideherheadtheneck,theclearcheek,forsakenbytheirnaturalveil,wereseentoflushwarm.
"Ah!shehasnotforgotten,yousee,sir,"saidHenry,exultant."Sheknowshownaughtyshewas."
Asmile,whichShirleywouldnotpermittoexpand,madeherliptrembleshebentherface,andhidithalfwithherarms,halfinhercurls,which,asshestooped,felllooseagain."CertainlyIwasarebel,"sheanswered.
"Arebel!"repeatedHenry."Yesyouandpapahadquarrelledterribly,andyousetbothhimandmamma,andMrs.Pryor,andeverybody,atdefiance.Yousaidhehadinsultedyou——"
"Hehadinsultedme,"interposedShirley.
"AndyouwantedtoleaveSympsonGrovedirectly.Youpackedyourthingsup,andpapathrewthemoutofyourtrunkmammacried,Mrs.Pryorcriedtheybothstoodwringingtheirhandsbeggingyoutobepatientandyoukneltonthefloorwithyourthingsandyourup-turnedboxbeforeyou,looking,Shirley,looking—why,inoneofyourpassions.Yourfeatures,insuchpassions,arenotdistortedtheyarefixed,butquitebeautiful.Youscarcelylookangry,onlyresolute,andinacertainhasteyetonefeelsthatatsuchtimesanobstaclecastacrossyourpathwouldbesplitaswithlightning.Papalostheart,andcalledMr.Moore."
"Enough,Henry."
"No,itisnotenough.IhardlyknowhowMr.Mooremanaged,exceptthatIrecollecthesuggestedtopapathatagitationwouldbringonhisgoutandthenhespokequietlytotheladies,andgotthemawayandafterwardshesaidtoyou,MissShirley,thatitwasofnousetalkingorlecturingnow,butthatthetea-thingswerejustbroughtintotheschoolroom,andhewasverythirsty,andhewouldbegladifyouwouldleaveyourpackingforthepresentandcomeandmakeacupofteaforhimandme.Youcameyouwouldnottalkatfirst,butsoonyousoftenedandgrewcheerful.Mr.MoorebegantotellusabouttheContinent,thewar,andBonaparte—subjectswewerebothfondoflisteningto.Afterteahesaidweshouldneitherofusleavehimthateveninghewouldnotletusstrayoutofhissight,lestweshouldagaingetintomischief.Wesatoneoneachsideofhim.Weweresohappy.Ineverpassedsopleasantanevening.Thenextdayhegaveyou,missy,alectureofanhour,andwounditupbymarkingyouapiecetolearninBossuetasapunishment-lesson—'LeChevalDompté.'Youlearneditinsteadofpackingup,Shirley.Weheardnomoreofyourrunningaway.Mr.Mooreusedtoteaseyouonthesubjectforayearafterwards."
"Sheneversaidalessonwithgreaterspirit,"subjoinedMoore."Shethen,forthefirsttime,gavemethetreatofhearingmynativetonguespokenwithoutaccentbyanEnglishgirl."
"Shewasassweetassummercherriesforamonthafterwards,"struckinHenry:"agoodheartyquarrelalwaysleftShirley'stemperbetterthanitfoundit."
"YoutalkofmeasifIwerenotpresent,"observedMissKeeldar,whohadnotyetliftedherface.
"Areyousureyouarepresent?"askedMoore."TherehavebeenmomentssincemyarrivalherewhenIhavebeentemptedtoinquireoftheladyofFieldheadifsheknewwhathadbecomeofmyformerpupil."
"Sheisherenow."
"Iseeher,andhumbleenoughbutIwouldneitheradviseHarrynorotherstobelievetooimplicitlyinthehumilitywhichonemomentcanhideitsblushingfacelikeamodestlittlechild,andthenextliftitpaleandloftyasamarbleJuno."
"Onemanintimesofold,itissaid,impartedvitalitytothestatuehehadchiselledothersmayhavethecontrarygiftofturninglifetostone."
Moorepausedonthisobservationbeforeherepliedtoit.Hislook,atoncestruckandmeditative,said,"Astrangephrasewhatmayitmean?"Heturneditoverinhismind,withthoughtdeepandslow,assomeGermanponderingmetaphysics.
"Youmean,"hesaidatlast,"thatsomemeninspirerepugnance,andsochillthekindheart."
"Ingenious!"respondedShirley."Iftheinterpretationpleasesyou,youarewelcometoholditvalid.Idon'tcare."
Andwiththatsheraisedherhead,loftyinlookandstatue-likeinhue,asLouishaddescribedit.
"Beholdthemetamorphosis!"hesaid"scarceimaginedereitisrealized:alowlynymphdevelopstoaninaccessiblegoddess.ButHenrymustnotbedisappointedofhisrecitation,andOlympiawilldeigntoobligehim.Letusbegin."
"Ihaveforgottentheveryfirstline."
"WhichIhavenot.Mymemory,ifaslow,isaretentiveone.Iacquiredeliberatelybothknowledgeandliking.Theacquisitiongrowsintomybrain,andthesentimentintomybreastanditisnotastherapid-springingproducewhich,havingnorootinitself,flourishesverdurousenoughforatime,buttoosoonfallswitheredaway.Attention,Henry!MissKeeldarconsentstofavouryou.'Voyezcechevalardentetimpétueux,'soitcommences."
MissKeeldardidconsenttomaketheeffortbutshesoonstopped.
"UnlessIheardthewholerepeatedIcannotcontinueit,"shesaid.
"Yetitwasquicklylearned—'soongained,soongone,'"moralizedthetutor.Herecitedthepassagedeliberately,accurately,withslow,impressiveemphasis.
Shirley,bydegrees,inclinedherearashewenton.Herface,beforeturnedfromhim,returnedtowardshim.Whenheceased,shetookthewordupasiffromhislipsshetookhisverytonesheseizedhisveryaccentshedeliveredtheperiodsashehaddeliveredthemshereproducedhismanner,hispronunciation,hisexpression.
Itwasnowherturntopetition.
"Recall'LeSonged'Athalie,'"sheentreated,"andsayit."
Hesaiditforher.Shetookitfromhimshefoundlivelyexcitementinthepleasureofmakinghislanguageherown.Sheaskedforfurtherindulgencealltheoldschoolpieceswererevived,andwiththemShirley'soldschooldays.
HehadgonethroughsomeofthebestpassagesofRacineandCorneille,andthenhadheardtheechoofhisowndeeptonesinthegirl'svoice,thatmodulateditselffaithfullyonhis."LechêneetleRoseau,"thatmostbeautifulofLaFontaine'sfables,hadbeenrecited,wellrecited,bythetutor,andthepupilhadanimatedlyavailedherselfofthelesson.Perhapsasimultaneousfeelingseizedthemnow,thattheirenthusiasmhadkindledtoaglow,whichtheslightfuelofFrenchpoetrynolongersufficedtofeedperhapstheylongedforatrunkofEnglishoaktobethrownasaYulelogtothedevouringflame.Mooreobserved,"Andtheseareourbestpieces!Andwehavenothingmoredramatic,nervous,natural!"
Andthenhesmiledandwassilent.Hiswholenatureseemedserenelyalight.Hestoodonthehearth,leaninghiselbowonthemantelpiece,musingnotunblissfully.
Twilightwasclosingonthediminishedautumnday.Theschoolroomwindows—darkenedwithcreepingplants,fromwhichnohighOctoberwindshadasyetswepttheserefoliage—admittedscarceagleamofskybutthefiregavelightenoughtotalkby.
AndnowLouisMooreaddressedhispupilinFrench,andsheansweredatfirstwithlaughinghesitationandinbrokenphrase.Mooreencouragedwhilehecorrectedher.Henryjoinedinthelessonthetwoscholarsstoodoppositethemaster,theirarmsroundeachother'swaists.Tartar,wholongsincehadcravedandobtainedadmission,satsagelyinthecentreoftherug,staringattheblazewhichburstfitfulfrommorselsofcoalamongtheredcinders.Thegroupwerehappyenough,but—
"Pleasuresarelikepoppiesspread
Youseizetheflower—itsbloomisshed."
Thedull,rumblingsoundofwheelswasheardonthepavementintheyard.
"Itisthecarriagereturned,"saidShirley"anddinnermustbejustready,andIamnotdressed."
AservantcameinwithMr.Moore'scandleandteaforthetutorandhispupilusuallydinedatluncheontime.
"Mr.Sympsonandtheladiesarereturned,"shesaid,"andSirPhilipNunnelyiswiththem."
"Howyoudidstart,andhowyourhandtrembled,Shirley!"saidHenry,whenthemaidhadclosedtheshutterandwasgone."ButIknowwhy—don'tyou,Mr.Moore?Iknowwhatpapaintends.Heisalittleuglyman,thatSirPhilip.Iwishhehadnotcome.IwishsistersandallofthemhadstayedatDeWaldenHalltodine.—Shirleyshouldoncemorehavemadeteaforyouandme,Mr.Moore,andwewouldhavehadahappyeveningofit."
MoorewaslockinguphisdeskandputtingawayhisSt.Pierre."Thatwasyourplan,wasit,myboy?"
"Don'tyouapproveit,sir?"
"Iapprovenothingutopian.LookLifeinitsironfacestareRealityoutofitsbrassycountenance.Makethetea,HenryIshallbebackinaminute."
HelefttheroomsodidShirley,byanotherdoor.