CHAPTER XXV. THE WEST WIND BLOWS.
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w.IhavesomethingIcanlovewell,andnotbeafraidofloving.Mamma,whogaveyouthislittlebrooch?Letmeunpinitandlookatit."
Mrs.Pryor,whousuallyshrankfrommeddlingfingersandnearapproach,allowedthelicensecomplacently.
"Didpapagiveyouthis,mamma?"
"Mysistergaveitme—myonlysister,Cary.WouldthatyourAuntCarolinehadlivedtoseeherniece!"
"Haveyounothingofpapa's—notrinket,nogiftofhis?"
"Ihaveonething."
"Thatyouprize?"
"ThatIprize."
"Valuableandpretty?"
"Invaluableandsweettome."
"Showit,mamma.IsithereoratFieldhead?"
"Itistalkingtomenow,leaningonme.Itsarmsareroundme."
"Ah,mamma,youmeanyourteasingdaughter,whowillneverletyoualonewho,whenyougointoyourroom,cannothelprunningtoseekforyouwhofollowsyouupstairsanddown,likeadog."
"Whosefeaturesstillgivemesuchastrangethrillsometimes.Ihalffearyourfairlooksyet,child."
"Youdon'tyoucan't.Mamma,Iamsorrypapawasnotgood.Idosowishhehadbeen.Wickednessspoilsandpoisonsallpleasantthings.Itkillslove.IfyouandIthoughteachotherwicked,wecouldnotloveeachother,couldwe?"
"Andifwecouldnottrusteachother,Cary?"
"Howmiserableweshouldbe!Mother,beforeIknewyouIhadanapprehensionthatyouwerenotgood—thatIcouldnotesteemyou.Thatdreaddampedmywishtoseeyou.AndnowmyheartiselatebecauseIfindyouperfect—almostkind,clever,nice.Yoursolefaultisthatyouareold-fashioned,andofthatIshallcureyou.Mamma,putyourworkdownreadtome.Ilikeyoursouthernaccentitissopure,sosoft.Ithasnoruggedburr,nonasaltwang,suchasalmosteveryone'svoicehereinthenorthhas.MyuncleandMr.Hallsaythatyouareafinereader,mamma.Mr.Hallsaidheneverheardanyladyreadwithsuchproprietyofexpressionorpurityofaccent."
"IwishIcouldreciprocatethecompliment,Carybut,really,thefirsttimeIheardyourtrulyexcellentfriendreadandpreachIcouldnotunderstandhisbroadnortherntongue."
"Couldyouunderstandme,mamma?DidIseemtospeakroughly?"
"No.Ialmostwishedyouhad,asIwishedyouhadlookedunpolished.Yourfather,Caroline,naturallyspokewell,quiteotherwisethanyourworthyuncle—correctly,gently,smoothly.Youinheritthegift."
"Poorpapa!Whenhewassoagreeable,whywashenotgood?"
"Whyhewasashewas—andhappilyofthatyou,child,canformnoconception—Icannottell.Itisadeepmystery.ThekeyisinthehandsofhisMaker.ThereIleaveit."
"Mamma,youwillkeepstitching,stitchingaway.PutdownthesewingIamanenemytoit.Itcumbersyourlap,andIwantitformyheaditengagesyoureyes,andIwantthemforabook.Hereisyourfavourite—Cowper."
Theseimportunitieswerethemother'spleasure.Ifevershedelayedcompliance,itwasonlytohearthemrepeated,andtoenjoyherchild'ssoft,half-playful,half-petulanturgency.Andthen,whensheyielded,Carolinewouldsayarchly,"Youwillspoilme,mamma.IalwaysthoughtIshouldliketobespoiled,andIfinditverysweet."SodidMrs.Pryor.