CHAPTER XXV. THE WEST WIND BLOWS.
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nofherchild,cameoverhersuavely.Herfrostfellaway,herrigidityunbentshegrewsmilingandpliant.NotthatCarolinemadeanywordyprofessionoflove—thatwouldillhavesuitedMrs.Pryorshewouldhavereadthereintheproofofinsincerity—butshehungonherwitheasydependencesheconfidedinherwithfearlessreliance.Thesethingscontentedthemother'sheart.
Shelikedtohearherdaughtersay,"Mamma,dothis""Please,mamma,fetchmethat""Mamma,readtome""Singalittle,mamma."
Nobodyelse—notonelivingthing—hadeversoclaimedherservices,solookedforhelpatherhand.Otherpeoplewerealwaysmoreorlessreservedandstiffwithher,asshewasreservedandstiffwiththemotherpeoplebetrayedconsciousnessofandannoyanceatherweakpoints.Carolinenomoreshowedsuchwoundingsagacityorreproachfulsensitivenessnowthanshehaddonewhenasucklingofthreemonthsold.
YetCarolinecouldfindfault.Blindtotheconstitutionaldefectsthatwereincurable,shehadhereyeswideopentotheacquiredhabitsthatweresusceptibleofremedy.Oncertainpointsshewouldquiteartlesslylectureherparentandthatparent,insteadofbeinghurt,feltasensationofpleasureindiscoveringthatthegirldaredlectureher,thatshewassomuchathomewithher.
"Mamma,Iamdeterminedyoushallnotwearthatoldgownanymore.Itsfashionisnotbecomingitistoostraitintheskirt.Youshallputonyourblacksilkeveryafternoon.Inthatyoulookniceitsuitsyou.AndyoushallhaveablacksatindressforSundays—arealsatin,notasatinetoranyoftheshams.And,mamma,whenyougetthenewone,mindyoumustwearit."
"Mydear,Ithoughtoftheblacksilkservingmeasabestdressformanyyearsyet,andIwishedtobuyyouseveralthings."
"Nonsense,mamma.MyunclegivesmecashtogetwhatIwant.YouknowheisgenerousenoughandIhavesetmyheartonseeingyouinablacksatin.Getitsoon,andletitbemadebyadressmakerofmyrecommending.Letmechoosethepattern.Youalwayswanttodisguiseyourselflikeagrandmother.Youwouldpersuadeonethatyouareoldandugly.Notatall!Onthecontrary,whenwelldressedandcheerfulyouareverycomelyindeedyoursmileissopleasant,yourteetharesowhite,yourhairisstillsuchaprettylightcolour.Andthenyouspeaklikeayounglady,withsuchaclear,finetone,andyousingbetterthananyyoungladyIeverheard.Whydoyouwearsuchdressesandbonnets,mamma,suchasnobodyelseeverwears?"
"Doesitannoyyou,Caroline?"
"Verymuchitvexesmeeven.Peoplesayyouaremiserlyandyetyouarenot,foryougiveliberallytothepoorandtoreligioussocieties—thoughyourgiftsareconveyedsosecretlyandquietlythattheyareknowntofewexceptthereceivers.ButIwillbeyourlady's-maidmyself.WhenIgetalittlestrongerIwillsettowork,andyoumustbegood,mamma,anddoasIbidyou."
AndCaroline,sittingnearhermother,rearrangedhermuslinhandkerchiefandresmoothedherhair.
"Myownmamma,"thenshewenton,asifpleasingherselfwiththethoughtoftheirrelationship,"whobelongstome,andtowhomIbelong!Iamarichgirlno