CHAPTER IX. BRIARMAINS.
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"Indeed!Isthatcorrect?DidIbegin,ordidMatthew?HadIspokentohimwhenheaccusedmeofgabblinglikeafool?"
"Apresumptuousfool!"repeatedMatthew.
HereMrs.Yorkecommencedrockingherself—ratheraportentousmovementwithher,asitwasoccasionallyfollowed,especiallywhenMatthewwasworstedinaconflict,byafitofhysterics.
"Idon'tseewhyIshouldbearinsolencefromMatthewYorke,orwhatrighthehastousebadlanguagetome,"observedMartin.
"Hehasnoright,myladbutforgiveyourbrotheruntilseventy-and-seventimes,"saidMr.Yorkesoothingly.
"Alwaysalike,andtheoryandpracticealwaysadverse!"murmuredMartinasheturnedtoleavetheroom.
"Whereartthougoing,myson?"askedthefather.
"SomewherewhereIshallbesafefrominsult,ifinthishouseIcanfindanysuchplace."
Matthewlaughedveryinsolently.Martinthrewastrangelookathim,andtrembledthroughallhisslightlad'sframebutherestrainedhimself.
"Isupposethereisnoobjectiontomywithdrawing?"heinquired.
"No.Go,myladbutremembernottobearmalice."
Martinwent,andMatthewsentanotherinsolentlaughafterhim.Rose,liftingherfairheadfromMoore'sshoulder,againstwhich,foramoment,ithadbeenresting,said,asshedirectedasteadygazetoMatthew,"Martinisgrieved,andyouaregladbutIwouldratherbeMartinthanyou.Idislikeyournature."
HereMr.Moore,bywayofaverting,oratleastescaping,ascene—whichasobfromMrs.Yorkewarnedhimwaslikelytocomeon—rose,andputtingJessyoffhisknee,hekissedherandRose,remindingthem,atthesametime,tobesureandcometotheHollowingoodtimeto-morrowafternoonthen,havingtakenleaveofhishostess,hesaidtoMr.Yorke,"MayIspeakawordwithyou?"andwasfollowedbyhimfromtheroom.Theirbriefconferencetookplaceinthehall.
"Haveyouemploymentforagoodworkman?"askedMoore.
"Anonsensequestioninthesetimes,whenyouknowthateverymasterhasmanygoodworkmentowhomhecannotgivefullemployment."
"Youmustobligemebytakingonthisman,ifpossible."
"Mylad,IcantakeonnomorehandstoobligeallEngland."
"ItdoesnotsignifyImustfindhimaplacesomewhere."
"Whoishe?"
"WilliamFarren."
"IknowWilliam.Aright-downhonestmanisWilliam."
"Hehasbeenoutofworkthreemonths.Hehasalargefamily.Wearesuretheycannotlivewithoutwages.Hewasoneofthedeputationofcloth-dresserswhocametomethismorningtocomplainandthreaten.Williamdidnotthreaten.Heonlyaskedmetogivethemrathermoretime—tomakemychangesmoreslowly.YouknowIcannotdothat:straitenedonallsidesasIam,Ihavenothingforitbuttopushon.Ithoughtitwouldbeidletopalaverlongwiththem.Isentthemaway,afterarrestingarascalamongstthem,whomIhopetotransport—afellowwhopreachesatthechapelyondersometimes."
"NotMosesBarraclough?"
"Yes."
"Ah!you'vearrestedhim?Good!Thenoutofascoundrelyou'regoingtomakeamartyr.You'vedoneawisething."
"I'vedonearightthing.Well,theshortandthelongofitis,I'mdeterminedtogetFarrenaplace,andIreckononyoutogivehimone."
"Thisiscool,however!"exclaimedMr.Yorke."Whatrighthaveyoutoreckononmetoprovideforyourdismissedworkmen?WhatdoIknowaboutyourFarrensandyourWilliams?I'veheardhe'sanhonestman,butamItosupportallthehonestmeninYorkshire?Youmaysaythatwouldbenogreatchargetoundertakebutgreatorlittle,I'llnoneofit."
"Come,Mr.Yorke,whatcanyoufindforhimtodo?"
"Ifind!You'llmakemeuselanguageI'mnotaccustomedtouse.Iwishyouwouldgohome.Hereisthedoorsetoff."
Mooresatdownononeofthehallchairs.
"Youcan'tgivehimworkinyourmill—goodbutyouhaveland.Findhimsomeoccupationonyourland,Mr.Yorke."
"Bob,Ithoughtyoucarednothingaboutourlourdaudsdepaysans.Idon'tunderstandthischange."
"Ido.Thefellowspoketomenothingbuttruthandsense.IansweredhimjustasroughlyasIdidtherest,whojabberedmeregibberish.Icouldn'tmakedistinctionsthereandthen.Hisappearancetoldwhathehadgonethroughlatelyclearerthanhiswordsbutwhereistheuseofexplaining?Lethimhavework."
"Lethimhaveityourself.Ifyouaresoverymuchinearnest,strainapoint."
"Iftherewasapointleftinmyaffairstostrain,IwouldstrainittillitcrackedagainbutIreceivedlettersthismorningwhichshowedmeprettyclearlywhereIstand,anditisnotfarofftheendoftheplank.Myforeignmarket,atanyrate,isgorged.Ifthereisnochange—iftheredawnsnoprospectofpeace—iftheOrdersinCouncilarenot,atleast,suspended,soastoopenourwayintheWest—IdonotknowwhereIamtoturn.IseenomorelightthanifIweresealedinarock,sothatformetopretendtoofferamanalivelihoodwouldbetodoadishonestthing."
"Come,letustakeaturnonthefront.Itisastarlightnight,"saidMr.Yorke.
Theypassedout,closingthefrontdoorafterthem,andsidebysidepacedthefrost-whitepavementtoandfro.
"SettleaboutFarrenatonce,"urgedMr.Moore."Youhavelargefruit-gardensatYorkeMills.Heisagoodgardener.Givehimworkthere."
"Well,sobeit.I'llsendforhimto-morrow,andwe'llsee.Andnow,mylad,you'reconcernedabouttheconditionofyouraffairs?"
"Yes,asecondfailure—whichImaydelay,butwhich,atthismoment,Iseenowayfinallytoavert—wouldblightthenameofMoorecompletelyandyouareawareIhadfineintentionsofpayingoffeverydebtandre-establishingtheoldfirmonitsformerbasis."
"Youwantcapital—that'sallyouwant."
"Yesbutyoumightaswellsaythatbreathisalladeadmanwantstolive."
"Iknow—Iknowcapitalisnottobehadfortheaskingandifyouwereamarriedman,andhadafamily,likeme,Ishouldthinkyourcaseprettynighdesperatebuttheyoungandunencumberedhavechancespeculiartothemselves.IheargossipnowandthenaboutyourbeingontheeveofmarriagewiththismissandthatbutIsupposeitisnoneofittrue?"
"Youmaywellsupposethat.IthinkIamnotinapositiontobedreamingofmarriage.Marriage!Icannotbeartheworditsoundssosillyandutopian.Ihavesettleditdecidedlythatmarriageandlovearesuperfluities,intendedonlyfortherich,wholiveatease,andhavenoneedtotakethoughtforthemorrowordesperations—thelastandrecklessjoyofthedeeplywretched,whoneverhopetoriseoutofthesloughoftheirutterpoverty."
"IshouldnotthinksoifIwerecircumstancedasyouare.IshouldthinkIcouldverylikelygetawifewithafewthousands,whowouldsuitbothmeandmyaffairs."
"Iwonderwhere?"
"Wouldyoutryifyouhadachance?"
"Idon'tknow.Itdependson—inshort,itdependsonmanythings."
"Wouldyoutakeanoldwoman?"
"I'dratherbreakstonesontheroad."
"SowouldI.Wouldyoutakeanuglyone?"
"Bah!Ihateuglinessanddelightinbeauty.Myeyesandheart,Yorke,takepleasureinasweet,young,fairface,astheyarerepelledbyagrim,rugged,meagreone.Softdelicatelinesandhuesplease,harshonesprejudiceme.Iwon'thaveanuglywife."
"Notifshewererich?"
"Notifsheweredressedingems.Icouldnotlove—Icouldnotfancy—Icouldnotendureher.Mytastemusthavesatisfaction,ordisgustwouldbreakoutindespotism,orworse—freezetouttericiness."
"What!Bob,ifyoumarriedanhonest,good-natured,andwealthylass,thoughalittlehard-favoured,couldn'tyouputupwiththehighcheek-bones,theratherwidemouth,andreddishhair?"
"I'llnevertry,Itellyou.GraceatleastIwillhave,andyouthandsymmetry—yes,andwhatIcallbeauty."
"Andpoverty,andanurseryfullofbairnsyoucanneitherclothenorfeed,andverysoonananxious,fadedmotherandthenbankruptcy,discredit—alife-longstruggle."
"Letmealone,Yorke."
"Ifyouareromantic,Robert,andespeciallyifyouarealreadyinlove,itisofnousetalking."
"Iamnotromantic.Iamstrippedofromanceasbareasthewhitetentersinthatfieldareofcloth."
"Alwaysusesuchfiguresofspeech,ladIcanunderstandthem.Andthereisnoloveaffairtodisturbyourjudgment?"
"IthoughtIhadsaidenoughonthatsubjectbefore.Loveforme?Stuff!"
"Well,then,ifyouaresoundbothinheartandhead,thereisnoreasonwhyyoushouldnotprofitbyagoodchanceifitofferstherefore,waitandsee."
"Youarequiteoracular,Yorke."
"IthinkIamabiti'thatline.IpromiseyenaughtandIadviseyenaughtbutIbidyekeepyourheartup,andbeguidedbycircumstances."
"Mynamesakethephysician'salmanaccouldnotspeakmoreguardedly."
"Inthemeantime,Icarenaughtaboutye,RobertMoore:yearenothingakintomeormine,andwhetheryeloseorfindafortuneitmaksnodifferencetome.Gohome,now.Ithasstrickenten.MissHortensewillbewonderingwhereyeare."