CHAPTER IX. BRIARMAINS.
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thanthatofthepiquantlittleJessy.Jessy,however,wasdestinedtopossess,alongwithsprightlyintelligenceandvivaciousfeeling,thegiftoffascination,thepowertocharmwhen,where,andwhomshewould.Rosewastohaveafine,generoussoul,anobleintellectprofoundlycultivated,aheartastrueassteel,butthemannertoattractwasnottobehers.
"Now,Rose,tellmethenameofthisladywhodeniedthatIwassentimental,"urgedMr.Moore.
Rosehadnoideaoftantalization,orshewouldhaveheldhimawhileindoubt.Sheansweredbriefly,"Ican't.Idon'tknowhername."
"Describehertome.Whatwasshelike?Wheredidyouseeher?"
"WhenJessyandIwenttospendthedayatWhinburywithKateandSusanPearson,whowerejustcomehomefromschool,therewasapartyatMrs.Pearson's,andsomegrown-upladiesweresittinginacornerofthedrawing-roomtalkingaboutyou."
"Didyouknownoneofthem?"
"Hannah,andHarriet,andDora,andMarySykes."
"Good.Weretheyabusingme,Rosy?"
"Someofthemwere.Theycalledyouamisanthrope.Iremembertheword.IlookedforitinthedictionarywhenIcamehome.Itmeansaman-hater."
"Whatbesides?"
"HannahSykessaidyouwereasolemnpuppy."
"Better!"criedMr.Yorke,laughing."Oh,excellent!Hannah!that'stheonewiththeredhair—afinegirl,buthalf-witted."
"Shehaswitenoughforme,itappears,"saidMoore."Asolemnpuppy,indeed!Well,Rose,goon."
"MissPearsonsaidshebelievedtherewasagooddealofaffectationaboutyou,andthatwithyourdarkhairandpalefaceyoulookedtoherlikesomesortofasentimentalnoodle."
AgainMr.Yorkelaughed.Mrs.Yorkeevenjoinedinthistime."Youseeinwhatesteemyouareheldbehindyourback,"saidshe"yetIbelievethatMissPearsonwouldliketocatchyou.Shesethercapatyouwhenyoufirstcameintothecountry,oldassheis."
"Andwhocontradictedher,Rosy?"inquiredMoore.
"AladywhomIdon'tknow,becauseshenevervisitshere,thoughIseehereverySundayatchurch.Shesitsinthepewnearthepulpit.Igenerallylookather,insteadoflookingatmyprayer-book,forsheislikeapictureinourdining-room,thatwomanwiththedoveinherhand—atleastshehaseyeslikeit,andanosetoo,astraightnose,thatmakesallherfacelook,somehow,whatIcallclear."
"Andyoudon'tknowher!"exclaimedJessy,inatoneofexceedingsurprise."That'ssolikeRose.Mr.Moore,Ioftenwonderinwhatsortofaworldmysisterlives.Iamsureshedoesnotliveallhertimeinthis.Oneiscontinuallyfindingoutthatsheisquiteignorantofsomelittlematterwhicheverybodyelseknows.TothinkofhergoingsolemnlytochurcheverySunday,andlookingallservice-timeatoneparticularperson,andneversomuchasaskingthatperson'sname.ShemeansCarolineHelstone,therector'sniece.Irememberallaboutit.MissHelstonewasquiteangrywithAnnePearson.Shesaid,'RobertMooreisneitheraffectednorsentimentalyoumistakehischaracterutterly,orrathernotoneofyouhereknowsanythingaboutit.'Now,shallItellyouwhatsheislike?Icantellwhatpeoplearelike,andhowtheyaredressed,betterthanRosecan."
"Letushear."
"Sheisnicesheisfairshehasaprettywhiteslenderthroatshehaslongcurls,notstiffones—theyhanglooseandsoft,theircolourisbrownbutnotdarkshespeaksquietly,withacleartoneshenevermakesabustleinmovingsheoftenwearsagraysilkdresssheisneatallover—hergowns,andhershoes,andherglovesalwaysfither.SheiswhatIcallalady,andwhenIamastallassheis,Imeantobelikeher.ShallIsuityouifIam?Willyoureallymarryme?"
MoorestrokedJessy'shair.Foraminuteheseemedasifhewoulddrawhernearertohim,butinsteadheputheralittlefartheroff.
"Oh!youwon'thaveme?Youpushmeaway."
"Why,Jessy,youcarenothingaboutme.YounevercometoseemenowattheHollow."
"Becauseyoudon'taskme."
HereuponMr.Mooregaveboththelittlegirlsaninvitationtopayhimavisitnextday,promisingthat,ashewasgoingtoStilbro'inthemorning,hewouldbuythemeachapresent,ofwhatnaturehewouldnotthendeclare,buttheymustcomeandsee.Jessywasabouttoreply,whenoneoftheboysunexpectedlybrokein,—
"IknowthatMissHelstoneyouhaveallbeenpalaveringabout.She'sanuglygirl.Ihateher.Ihateallwomenites.Iwonderwhattheyweremadefor."
"Martin!"saidhisfather,forMartinitwas.Theladonlyansweredbyturninghiscynicalyoungface,half-arch,half-truculent,towardsthepaternalchair."Martin,mylad,thou'rtaswaggeringwhelpnowthouwiltsomedaybeanoutrageouspuppy.Butsticktothosesentimentsofthine.See,I'llwritedownthewordsnowi'mypocket-book."(Theseniortookoutamorocco-coveredbook,anddeliberatelywrotetherein.)"Tenyearshence,Martin,ifthouandIbebothaliveatthatday,I'llremindtheeofthatspeech."
"I'llsaythesamethen.Imeanalwaystohatewomen.They'resuchdollstheydonothingbutdressthemselvesfinely,andgoswimmingabouttobeadmired.I'llnevermarry.I'llbeabachelor."
"Sticktoit!sticktoit!—Hesther"(addressinghiswife),"IwaslikehimwhenIwashisage—aregularmisogamistand,behold!bythetimeIwasthree-and-twenty—beingthenatouristinFranceandItaly,andtheLordknowswhere—IcurledmyhaireverynightbeforeIwenttobed,andworearingi'myear,andwouldhavewornonei'mynoseifithadbeenthefashion,andallthatImightmakemyselfpleasingandcharmingtotheladies.Martinwilldothelike."
"WillI?Never!I'vemoresense.Whataguyyouwere,father!Astodressing,Imakethisvow:I'llneverdressmorefinelythanasyouseemeatpresent.—Mr.Moore,I'mcladinblueclothfromtoptotoe,andtheylaughatme,andcallmesailoratthegrammar-school.Ilaughlouderatthem,andsaytheyareallmagpiesandparrots,withtheircoatsonecolour,andtheirwaistcoatsanother,andtheirtrousersathird.I'llalwayswearbluecloth,andnothingbutbluecloth.Itisbeneathahumanbeing'sdignitytodresshimselfinparti-colouredgarments."
"Tenyearshence,Martin,notailor'sshopwillhavechoiceofcoloursvariedenoughforthyexactingtastenoperfumer'sstoresessencesexquisiteenoughforthyfastidioussenses."
Martinlookeddisdain,butvouchsafednofurtherreply.MeantimeMark,whoforsomeminuteshadbeenrummagingamongstapileofbooksonaside-table,tooktheword.Hespokeinapeculiarlyslow,quietvoice,andwithanexpressionofstillironyinhisfacenoteasytodescribe.
"Mr.Moore,"saidhe,"youthinkperhapsitwasacomplimentonMissCarolineHelstone'sparttosayyouwerenotsentimental.Ithoughtyouappearedconfusedwhenmysisterstoldyouthewords,asifyoufeltflattered.Youturnedred,justlikeacertainvainlittleladatourschool,whoalwaysthinkspropertoblushwhenhegetsariseintheclass.Foryourbenefit,Mr.Moore,I'vebeenlookinguptheword'sentimental'inthedictionary,andIfindittomean'tincturedwithsentiment.'Onexaminingfurther,'sentiment'isexplainedtobethought,idea,notion.Asentimentalman,then,isonewhohasthoughts,ideas,notionsanunsentimentalmanisonedestituteofthought,idea,ornotion."
AndMarkstopped.Hedidnotsmile,hedidnotlookroundforadmiration.Hehadsaidhissay,andwassilent.
"Mafoi!monami,"observedMr.MooretoYorke,"cesontvraimentdesenfantsterribles,quelesv?tres!"
Rose,whohadbeenlisteningattentivelytoMark'sspeech,repliedtohim,"Therearedifferentkindsofthoughts,ideas,andnotions,"saidshe,"goodandbad.Sentimentalmustrefertothebad,orMissHelstonemusthavetakenitinthatsense,forshewasnotblamingMr.Mooreshewasdefendinghim."
"That'smykindlittleadvocate!"saidMoore,takingRose'shand.
"Shewasdefendinghim,"repeatedRose,"asIshouldhavedonehadIbeeninherplace,fortheotherladiesseemedtospeakspitefully."
"Ladiesalwaysdospeakspitefully,"observedMartin."Itisthenatureofwomenitestobespiteful."
Matthewnow,forthefirsttime,openedhislips."WhatafoolMartinis,tobealwaysgabblingaboutwhathedoesnotunderstand!"
"Itismyprivilege,asafreeman,togabbleonwhateversubjectIlike,"respondedMartin.
"Youuseit,orratherabuseit,tosuchanextent,"rejoinedtheelderbrother,"thatyouproveyououghttohavebeenaslave."
"Aslave!aslave!ThattoaYorke,andfromaYorke!Thisfellow,"headded,standingupatthetable,andpointingacrossittoMatthew—"thisfellowforgets,whateverycottierinBriarfieldknows,thatallbornofourhousehavethatarchedinstepunderwhichwatercanflow—proofthattherehasnotbeenaslaveofthebloodforthreehundredyears."
"Mountebank!"saidMatthew.
"Lads,besilent!"exclaimedMr.Yorke.—"Martin,youareamischief-maker.Therewouldhavebeennodisturbancebutfory