CHAPTER VI. CORIOLANUS.
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anedherarmandheadagainstthekitchenmantelpiece,andhunglistlesslyoverthefire.
"Howlowyouseem,miss!Butit'sallbecauseyourcousinkeepsyousoclosetowork.It'sashame!"
"Nothingofthekind,Sarah,"wasthebriefreply.
"Oh!butIknowitis.You'refittocryjustthisminute,fornothingelsebutbecauseyou'vesatstillthewholeday.Itwouldmakeakittendulltobemewedupso."
"Sarah,doesyourmasteroftencomehomeearlyfrommarketwhenitiswet?"
"Never,hardlybutjustto-day,forsomereason,hehasmadeadifference."
"Whatdoyoumean?"
"Heiscome.IamcertainIsawMurgatroydleadhishorseintotheyardbytheback-way,whenIwenttogetsomewateratthepumpfiveminutessince.Hewasinthecounting-housewithJoeScott,Ibelieve."
"Youaremistaken."
"WhatshouldIbemistakenfor?Iknowhishorsesurely?"
"Butyoudidnotseehimself?"
"Iheardhimspeak,though.HewassayingsomethingtoJoeScottabouthavingsettledallconcerningwaysandmeans,andthattherewouldbeanewsetofframesinthemillbeforeanotherweekpassed,andthatthistimehewouldgetfoursoldiersfromStilbro'barrackstoguardthewagon."
"Sarah,areyoumakingagown?"
"Yes.Isitahandsomeone?"
"Beautiful!Getthecoffeeready.I'llfinishcuttingoutthatsleeveforyou,andI'llgiveyousometrimmingforit.Ihavesomenarrowsatinribbonofacolourthatwilljustmatchit."
"You'reverykind,miss."
"Bequickthere'sagoodgirl.Butfirstputyourmaster'sshoesonthehearth:hewilltakehisbootsoffwhenhecomesin.Ihearhimheiscoming."
"Miss,youarecuttingthestuffwrong."
"SoIambutitisonlyasnip.Thereisnoharmdone."
ThekitchendooropenedMr.Mooreentered,verywetandcold.Carolinehalfturnedfromherdressmakingoccupation,butreneweditforamoment,asiftogainaminute'stimeforsomepurpose.Bentoverthedress,herfacewashiddentherewasanattempttosettleherfeaturesandveiltheirexpression,whichfailed.WhensheatlastmetMr.Moore,hercountenancebeamed.
"Wehadceasedtoexpectyou.Theyassertedyouwouldnotcome,"shesaid.
"ButIpromisedtoreturnsoon.Youexpectedme,Isuppose?"
"No,RobertIdarednotwhenitrainedsofast.Andyouarewetandchilled.Changeeverything.Ifyoutookcold,Ishould—weshouldblameourselvesinsomemeasure."
"Iamnotwetthrough:myriding-coatiswaterproof.DryshoesareallIrequire.There—thefireispleasantafterfacingthecoldwindandrainforafewmiles."
HestoodonthekitchenhearthCarolinestoodbesidehim.Mr.Moore,whileenjoyingthegenialglow,kepthiseyesdirectedtowardstheglitteringbrassesontheshelfabove.Chancingforaninstanttolookdown,hisglancerestedonanupliftedface,flushed,smiling,happy,shadedwithsilkycurls,litwithfineeyes.Sarahwasgoneintotheparlourwiththetrayalecturefromhermistressdetainedherthere.Mooreplacedhishandamomentonhisyoungcousin'sshoulder,stooped,andleftakissonherforehead.
"Oh!"saidshe,asiftheactionhadunsealedherlips,"IwasmiserablewhenIthoughtyouwouldnotcome.Iamalmosttoohappynow.Areyouhappy,Robert?Doyouliketocomehome?"
"IthinkIdo—to-night,atleast."
"Areyoucertainyouarenotfrettingaboutyourframes,andyourbusiness,andthewar?"
"Notjustnow."
"Areyoupositiveyoudon'tfeelHollow'sCottagetoosmallforyou,andnarrow,anddismal?"
"Atthismoment,no."
"Canyouaffirmthatyouarenotbitteratheartbecauserichandgreatpeopleforgetyou?"
"Nomorequestions.YouaremistakenifyouthinkIamanxioustocurryfavourwithrichandgreatpeople.Ionlywantmeans—aposition—acareer."
"Whichyourowntalentandgoodnessshallwinyou.Youweremadetobegreatyoushallbegreat."
"Iwondernow,ifyouspokehonestlyoutofyourheart,whatrecipeyouwouldgivemeforacquiringthissamegreatnessbutIknowit—betterthanyouknowityourself.Woulditbeefficacious?Woulditwork?Yes—poverty,misery,bankruptcy.Oh,lifeisnotwhatyouthinkit,Lina!"
"ButyouarewhatIthinkyou."
"Iamnot."
"Youarebetter,then?"
"Farworse."
"Nofarbetter.Iknowyouaregood."
"Howdoyouknowit?"
"Youlookso,andIfeelyouareso."
"Wheredoyoufeelit?"
"Inmyheart."
"Ah!Youjudgemewithyourheart,Lina:youshouldjudgemewithyourhead."
"IdoandthenIamquiteproudofyou.Robert,youcannottellallmythoughtsaboutyou."
Mr.Moore'sdarkfacemusteredcolourhislipssmiled,andyetwerecompressedhiseyeslaughed,andyetheresolutelyknithisbrow.
"Thinkmeanlyofme,Lina,"saidhe."Men,ingeneral,areasortofscum,verydifferenttoanythingofwhichyouhaveanidea.Imakenopretensiontobebetterthanmyfellows."
"Ifyoudid,Ishouldnotesteemyousomuch.ItisbecauseyouaremodestthatIhavesuchconfidenceinyourmerit."
"Areyouflatteringme?"hedemanded,turningsharplyuponher,andsearchingherfacewithaneyeofacutepenetration.
"No,"shesaidsoftly,laughingathissuddenquickness.Sheseemedtothinkitunnecessarytoprofferanyeagerdisavowalofthecharge.
"Youdon'tcarewhetherIthinkyouflattermeornot?"
"No."
"Youaresosecureofyourownintentions?"
"Isupposeso."
"Whatarethey,Caroline?"
"OnlytoeasemymindbyexpressingforoncepartofwhatIthink,andthentomakeyoubettersatisfiedwithyourself."
"Byassuringmethatmykinswomanismysincerefriend?"
"Justso.Iamyoursincerefriend,Robert."
"AndIam—whatchanceandchangeshallmakeme,Lina."
"Notmyenemy,however?"
TheanswerwascutshortbySarahandhermistressenteringthekitchentogetherinsomecommotion.TheyhadbeenimprovingthetimewhichMr.MooreandMissHelstonehadspentindialoguebyashortdisputeonthesubjectof"caféaulait,"whichSarahsaidwasthequeerestmesssheeversaw,andawasteofGod'sgoodgifts,asitwas"thenatureofcoffeetobeboiledinwater,"andwhichmademoiselleaffirmedtobe"unbreuvageroyal,"athousandtimestoogoodforthemeanpersonwhoobjectedtoit.
Theformeroccupantsofthekitchennowwithdrewintotheparlour.BeforeHortensefollowedthemthither,Carolinehadonlytimeagaintoquestion,"Notmyenemy,Robert?"AndMoore,Quaker-like,hadrepliedwithanotherquery,"CouldIbe?"Andthen,seatinghimselfatthetable,hadsettledCarolineathisside.
Carolinescarcelyheardmademoiselle'sexplosionofwrathwhensherejoinedthemthelongdeclamationaboutthe"conduiteindignedecetteméchantecréature"soundedinherearasconfusedlyastheagitatedrattlingofthechina.Robertlaughedalittleatit,inverysubduedsort,andthen,politelyandcalmlyentreatinghissistertobetranquil,assuredherthatifitwouldyieldheranysatisfaction,sheshouldhaveherchoiceofanattendantamongstallthegirlsinhismill.Onlyhefearedtheywouldscarcelysuither,astheyweremostofthem,hewasinformed,completelyignorantofhouseholdworkandpertandself-willedasSarahwas,shewas,perhaps,noworsethanthemajorityofthewomenofherclass.
Mademoiselleadmittedthetruthofthisconjecture:accordingtoher,"cespaysannesanglaisesétaienttoutinsupportables."Whatwouldshenotgiveforsome"bonnecuisinièreanversoise,"withthehighcap,shortpetticoat,anddecentsabotspropertoherclass—somethingbetter,indeed,thananinsolentcoquetteinaflouncedgown,andabsolutelywithoutcap!(ForSarah,itappears,didnotpartaketheopinionofSt.Paulthat"itisashameforawomantogowithherheaduncovered"but,holdingratheracontrarydoctrine,resolutelyrefusedtoimprisoninlinenormuslintheplentifultressesofheryellowhair,whichitwasherwonttofastenupsmartlywithacombbehind,andonSundaystowearcurledinfront.)
"ShallItryandgetyouanAntwerpgirl?"askedMr.Moore,who,sterninpublic,wasonthewholeverykindinprivate.
"Merciducadeau!"wastheanswer."AnAntwerpgirlwo