CHAPTER VI. CORIOLANUS.
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Themorningpassedasusual.Mademoiselle,everbreathlesslybusy,spentitinbustlingfromkitchentoparlour,nowscoldingSarah,nowlookingoverCaroline'sexerciseorhearingherrepetition-lesson.Howeverfaultlesslythesetaskswereachieved,shenevercommended:itwasamaximwithherthatpraiseisinconsistentwithateacher'sdignity,andthatblame,inmoreorlessunqualifiedmeasure,isindispensabletoit.Shethoughtincessantreprimand,severeorslight,quitenecessarytothemaintenanceofherauthorityandifnopossibleerrorwastobefoundinthelesson,itwasthepupil'scarriage,orair,ordress,ormien,whichrequiredcorrection.
Theusualaffraytookplaceaboutthedinner,whichmeal,whenSarahatlastbroughtitintotheroom,shealmostflunguponthetable,withalookthatexpressedquiteplainly,"Ineverdishedsuchstuffi'mylifeaforeit'snotfitfordogs."NotwithstandingSarah'sscorn,itwasasavouryrepastenough.Thesoupwasasortofpuréeofdriedpeas,whichmademoisellehadpreparedamidstbitterlamentationsthatinthisdesolatecountryofEnglandnoharicotbeansweretobehad.Thencameadishofmeat—natureunknown,butsupposedtobemiscellaneous—singularlychoppedupwithcrumbsofbread,seasoneduniquelythoughnotunpleasantly,andbakedinamould—aqueerbutbynomeansunpalatabledish.Greens,oddlybruised,formedtheaccompanyingvegetableandapatéoffruit,conservedafterarecipedevisedbyMadameGérardMoore's"grand'mère,"andfromthetasteofwhichitappearedprobablethat"mélasse"hadbeensubstitutedforsugar,completedthedinner.
CarolinehadnoobjectiontothisBelgiancookery—indeedsheratherlikeditforachangeanditwaswellshedidso,forhadsheevincedanydisrelishthereof,suchmanifestationwouldhaveinjuredherinmademoiselle'sgoodgracesforeverapositivecrimemighthavebeenmoreeasilypardonedthanasymptomofdistastefortheforeigncomestibles.
SoonafterdinnerCarolinecoaxedhergoverness-cousinupstairstodress.Thisman?uvrerequiredmanagement.Tohavehintedthatthejupon,camisole,andcurl-paperswereodiousobjects,orindeedotherthanquitemeritoriouspoints,wouldhavebeenafelony.Anyprematureattempttourgetheirdisappearancewasthereforeunwise,andwouldbelikelytoissueintheperseveringwearofthemduringthewholeday.Carefullyavoidingrocksandquicksands,however,thepupil,onpretenceofrequiringachangeofscene,contrivedtogettheteacheraloftand,onceinthebedroom,shepersuadedherthatitwasnotworthwhilereturningthither,andthatshemightaswellmakehertoiletnowandwhilemademoiselledeliveredasolemnhomilyonherownsurpassingmeritindisregardingallfrivolitiesoffashion,Carolinedenudedherofthecamisole,investedherwithadecentgown,arrangedhercollar,hair,etc.,andmadeherquitepresentable.ButHortensewouldputthefinishingtouchesherself,andthesefinishingtouchesconsistedinathickhandkerchieftiedroundthethroat,andalarge,servant-likeblackapron,whichspoiledeverything.Onnoaccountwouldmademoisellehaveappearedinherownhousewithoutthethickhandkerchiefandthevoluminousapron.Thefirstwasapositivematterofmorality—itwasquiteimpropernottowearafichuthesecondwastheensignofagoodhousewife—sheappearedtothinkthatbymeansofitshesomehoweffectedalargesavinginherbrother'sincome.Shehad,withherownhands,madeandpresentedtoCarolinesimilarequipmentsandtheonlyseriousquarreltheyhadeverhad,andwhichstillleftasorenessintheeldercousin'ssoul,hadarisenfromtherefusaloftheyoungeronetoacceptofandprofitbytheseelegantpresents.
"Iwearahighdressandacollar,"saidCaroline,"andIshouldfeelsuffocatedwithahandkerchiefinadditionandmyshortapronsdoquiteaswellasthatverylongone.Iwouldrathermakenochange."
YetHortense,bydintofperseverance,wouldprobablyhavecompelledhertomakeachange,hadnotMr.Moorechancedtooverhearadisputeonthesubject,anddecidedthatCaroline'slittleapronswouldsuffice,andthat,inhisopinion,asshewasstillbutachild,shemightforthepresentdispensewiththefichu,especiallyashercurlswerelong,andalmosttouchedhershoulders.
TherewasnoappealagainstRobert'sopinion,thereforehissisterwascompelledtoyieldbutshedisapprovedentirelyofthepiquantneatnessofCaroline'scostume,andtheladylikegraceofherappearance.Somethingmoresolidandhomelyshewouldhaveconsidered"beaucoupplusconvenable."
Theafternoonwasdevotedtosewing.Mademoiselle,likemostBelgianladies,wasspeciallyskilfulwithherneedle.Shebynomeansthoughtitwasteoftimetodevoteunnumberedhourstofineembroidery,sight-destroyinglace-work,marvellousnettingandknitting,and,aboveall,tomostelaboratestocking-mending.Shewouldgiveadaytothemendingoftwoholesinastockinganytime,andthinkher"mission"noblyfulfilledwhenshehadaccomplishedit.ItwasanotherofCaroline'stroublestobecondemnedtolearnthisforeignstyleofdarning,whichwasdonestitchbystitch,soasexactlytoimitatethefabricofthestockingitself—awearifu'process,butconsideredbyHortenseGérard,andbyherancestressesbeforeherforlonggenerationsback,asoneofthefirst"dutiesofawoman."Sheherselfhadhadaneedle,cotton,andafearfullytornstockingputintoherhandwhilesheyetworeachild'scoifonherlittleblackheadher"hautsfaits"inthedarninglinehadbeenexhibitedtocompanyereshewassixyearsoldandwhenshefirstdiscoveredthatCarolinewasprofoundlyignorantofthismostessentialofattainments,shecouldhaveweptwithpityoverhermiserably-neglectedyouth.
Notimedidsheloseinseekingupahopelesspairofhose,ofwhichtheheelswereentirelygone,andinsettingtheignorantEnglishgirltorepairthedeficiency.Thistaskhadbeencommencedtwoyearsago,andCarolinehadthestockingsinherwork-bagyet.Shedidafewrowseveryday,bywayofpenancefortheexpiationofhersins.TheywereagrievousburdentohershewouldmuchhavelikedtoputtheminthefireandonceMr.Moore,whohadobservedhersittingandsighingoverthem,hadproposedaprivateincremationinthecounting-housebuttothisproposalCarolineknewitwouldhavebeenimpolitictoaccede—theresultcouldonlybeafreshpairofhose,probablyinworsecondition.Sheadhered,therefore,totheillssheknew.
Alltheafternoonthetwoladiessatandsewed,tilltheeyesandfingers,andeventhespiritsofoneofthem,wereweary.Theskysincedinnerhaddarkenedithadbeguntorainagain,topourfast.SecretfearsbegantostealonCarolinethatRobertwouldbepersuadedbyMr.SykesorMr.YorketoremainatWhinburytillitcleared,andofthatthereappearednopresentchance.Fiveo'clockstruck,andtimestoleonstillthecloudsstreamed.Asighingwindwhisperedintheroof-treesofthecottagedayseemedalreadyclosingtheparlourfireshedontheclearhearthaglowruddyasattwilight.
"Itwillnotbefairtillthemoonrises,"pronouncedMademoiselleMoore,"consequentlyIfeelassuredthatmybrotherwillnotreturntillthen.IndeedIshouldbesorryifhedid.Wewillhavecoffee.Itwouldbevaintowaitforhim."
"Iamtired.MayIleavemyworknow,cousin?"
"Youmay,sinceitgrowstoodarktoseetodoitwell.FolditupputitcarefullyinyourbagthenstepintothekitchenanddesireSarahtobringinthego?ter,ortea,asyoucallit."
"Butithasnotyetstrucksix.Hemaystillcome."
"Hewillnot,Itellyou.Icancalculatehismovements.Iunderstandmybrother."
Suspenseisirksome,disappointmentbitter.Alltheworldhas,sometimeorother,feltthat.Caroline,obedienttoorders,passedintothekitchen.Sarahwasmakingadressforherselfatthetable.
"Youaretobringincoffee,"saidtheyoungladyinaspiritlesstoneandthenshele