CHAPTER XXX

關燈
ethegate,wasgarlandedwithflowers.LittlemorethananhourhadgonebysinceAxelpassedoutbeneaththemtoruin. Annawentstraighttothestudy.Hispaperswerelyingaboutindisorderthedrawerofthewriting-tablewasunlocked,andhiskeyshunginitHehadbeenwritingletters,evidently,foranunfinishedonelayonthetable.Shestoodamomentquitestillinthesilentroom.Manskehadgonetofindthecoachman,andshecouldhearhisstepsonthestonesbeneaththeopenwindows.Thedesolationofthedesertedroom,theterriblesenseofmisfortuneworsethandeaththatbroodedoverit,struckherlikeablowthatforeverdestroyedhercheerfulyouth.Sheneverforgotthelookandthefeelingofthatroom.Shewenttothewriting-table,droppedonherknees,andlaidhercheek,withanabandonmentoftenderness,ontheopen,unfinishedletter."Howaresuchthingspossible—howaretheypossible——"shemurmuredpassionately,shuttinghereyestopressbacktheuselesstears."Souselesstocry,souseless,"sherepeatedpiteously,asshefeltthescaldingtears,inspiteofallhereffortstokeepthemback,stealingthroughhereyelashes.Andeverythingelsethatshedidorcoulddo—howuseless.Whatcouldshedoforhim,whohadnoclaimonhimatall?Howcouldshereachhimacrossthisgulfofmisery?Yes,itwasgoodtobebraveinthisworld,itwasgoodtohavecourage,butcouragewithoutweapons,ofwhatusewasit?Shewasawoman,astrangerinastrangeland,shehadnofriends,noinfluence—shewasuseless.Manskefoundherkneelingthere,holdingthewriting-tabletightlyinheroutstretchedarms,pressingherbosomagainstitasthoughitweresomethingthatcouldfeel,hereyesshut,herfaceadesolation."Donotcry,"hebeggedinhisturn,"dearestMiss,donotcry—itcannothelphim." Theylockeduphispapersandeverythingthattheythoughtmightbeofvaluebeforetheyleft.Mansketookthekeys.Annahalfputoutherhandforthem,thendroppeditatherside.ShehadlessclaimthanManske:hewasAxel'spastorshewasnothingtohimatall. Theyleftthedog-cartattheentrancetothetownandwentinsearchofaDroschke.Manske'sweather-beatenfaceflushedadullredwhenhegavetheordertodrivetotheprison.Theprisonwasinaby-streetofshabbyhouses.HeadsappearedatthewindowsofthehousesastheDroschkerattledupovertheroughstones,andthechildrenplayingaboutthedoorsandguttersstoppedtheirgamesandcrowdedroundtostare. Theywentupthedirtystepsandrangthebell.Thedoorwasimmediatelyopenedafewinchesbyanofficialwhoshouted"Thevisitinghourispast,"andshutitagain. Manskerangasecondtime. "Well,whatdoyouwant?"askedthemanangrily,thrustingouthishead. Manskestated,inthemildest,mostconciliatorytones,thathewouldbeinfinitelyobligedifhewouldtellhimwhatstepsheoughttotaketoobtainpermissiontovisitoneoftheinmates. "Youmusthaveawrittenorder,"snappedtheman,preparingtoshutthedooragain.Thestreetchildrenwereclusteringatthebottomofthesteps,listeningeagerly. "TowhomshouldIapply?"askedManske. "Tothejudgewhohasconductedthepreliminaryinquiries." Thedoorwasslammed,andlockedfromwithinwithagreatnoiseofrattlingkeys.ThesoundofthekeysmadeAnnafeelfaintAxelwasontheothersideofthatostentationofbruteforce.Sheleanedagainstthewallshivering.Thechildrentitteredshewasaveryfinelady,theythought,tohavefriendsinthere. "Thejudgewhoconductedthepreliminaryinquiries,"repeatedManske,lookingdazed."Whomayhebe?Whereshallwefindhim?IfearIamsadlyinexperiencedinthesematters." Therewasnothingtobedonebuttofacetheofficial'swrathoncemore.Hetimidlyrangthebellagain.Thistimehewaskeptwaiting.Therewasalittleroundwindowinthedoor,andhecouldseethemanontheothersideleaningagainstatabletrimminghisnails.Themanalsocouldseehim.Manskebegantoknockontheglassinhisdesperation.Themanremainedabsorbedbyhisnails. Annawassufferingamartyrdom.Herheaddroopedlowerandlower.Thechildrenlaughedloud.Justthenheavystepswereheardapproachingonthepavement,andth