CHAPTER XXX
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ecalledtothecoachmantostop."Iamgoingintotheforestforalittlewhile,"shesaid,jumpingout"Youdriveonhome."Andshecrossedtheroadquickly,herwhitedressflutteringforamomentbetweenthepine-trunks,andthendisappearinginthesoftgreenshadow.
MissLeechdroveonalone,sighinggently.SomethingwastroublingherdearMissEstcourt.Somethingoutoftheordinaryhadhappened.Shewishedshecouldhelpher.Shedroveon,sighing.
Directlytheroadwasoutofsight,Annastruckbackagaintotheleft,acrossthemossandlichen,towardstheplacewheresheknewtherewasapaththatledtoLohm.Shewalkedverystraightandveryquickly.Shedidnotmissherway,butfoundthepathandhastenedherstepstoarun.WhatweretheydoingtoAxel?Shewasgoingtohishouse,alone.Peoplewouldtalk.Whocared?Andwhenshehadheardallthatcouldbetoldherthere,shewasgoingtoAxelhimself.Peoplewouldtalk.Whocared?Thelaughableindifferenceofslander,whenbigissuesoflifeanddeathwereatstake!AllthetonguesofalltheworldshouldnotfrightenherawayfromAxel.Hereyeshadanewlookinthem.Forthefirsttimeshewaswideawake,wasfacinglifeasitiswithoutdreams,facingitsabsolutecrueltyandpitilessness.Thiswaslife,theseweretherealities—suffering,injustice,andshamenottobeavoidedapparentlybythemosthonourableandinnocentofmenbutatleasttobefoughtwithalltheweaponsinone'spower,withunflinchingcouragetotheend,whateverthatendmightbe.Thatwaswhatoneneededmost,ofallthegiftsofthegods—nothappiness—oh,foolish,childishdream!howcouldtherebehappinesssolongasmenwerewicked?—butcourage.ThatblindlookonAxel'sface—no,shewouldnotthinkofthatittoreherheart.Shestumbledalittleassheran—no,shewouldnotthinkofthat.
Outintheopen,betweentheforestandLohm,shemetManske."Iwascomingtoyou,"hesaid.
"Iamgoingtohim,"saidAnna.
"Oh,mydearyounglady!"criedManskeandtwobigtearsrolleddownhisface.
"Don'tcry,"shesaid,"itdoesnothelphim."
"HowcanInotdosoafterseeingwhatIhavethisdayseen?"
Shehurriedon."Come,"shesaid,"wemustnotwastetime.Heneedshelp.IamgoingtohishousetoseewhatIcando.Wheredidtheytakehim?"
"Theytookhimtoprison."
"Where?"
"Stralsund."
"Willhebetherelong?"
"Tillafterthetrial."
"Andthatwillbe?"
"Godknows."
"Iamgoingtohim.Comewithme.Wewilltakehishorses."
"Oh,dearMiss,dearMiss,"criedManske,wringinghishands,"theywillnotletusseehim—youtheywillnotletinunderanycircumstances,andmeonlyacrossmountainsofobstacles.Theofficialwhoconductedthearrest,whenIprayedforpermissiontovisitmydearpatron,wasbrutalityitself.'Whyshouldyouvisithim?'heasked,sneering.'Theprisonchaplainwilldoallthatisneedfulforhissoul.''Letitbe,Manske,'saidmydearpatron,butstillIprayed.'Icannotgiveyoupermission,'saidthemanatlast,wearyofmyimportunity,'itrestswithmychief.Youmustgotohim.'"
"Whoisthechief?"
"Iknownot.Iknownothing.Myheadisinawhirl."
"HemustbesomewhereinStralsund.Wewillfindhim,ifwehavetoaskfromdoortodoor.AndI'llgetpermissionformyself."
"Oh,dearestMiss,nonewillbegivenyou.Themansaidonlyhisnearestrelatives,andthoseonlyveryseldom—forIaskedallIcould,Ifeltthemomentswerepriceless—mydearpatronspokenotaword.'Hiswife,ifhehasone,'saidtheman,makinghideouspleasantries—hewellknewthereisnowife—orhisBraut,ifthereisone,orabrotherorasister,butnooneelse."
"DohisbrothersandTrudiknow?"
"Iatoncetelegraphedtothem."
"Thentheywillbehereto-night."
ThewomenandchildreninthevillageranouttolookatAnnaasshepassed.Shedidnotseethem.Axel'shousestoodopen.TheMamsell,overcomebytheshameofhavingbeeninsuchaservice,wasinhystericsinthekitchen,andtheinspector,adevotedservantwholovedhismaster,wasupbraidingherwithbitterestindignationfordaringtosaysuchthingsofsuchamaster.TheMamsell'slamentsandtheinspector'sfuriousreproachesechoedthroughtheemptyhouse.Thedoor,lik