CHAPTER VII
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hadbeenbeaten,andlisteningtoHilton'scriticismsoftheGermannation,deliveredwithmuchvenomwhileshepacked.ButHilton,thoughhercontemptforGermanwayswassogreatastobealmostunutterable,wasreconciledtoamistresswhohadsoquicklygivenintoherwishtobetakenbacktoHillStreet,andthevenomwasofanabstractnature,containingnopersonalstingofunfavourablecomparisonswithduchessessothatSusiewassippinghermilkinafairlyplacidframeofmindwhentherewasaknockatthedoor,andAnnaaskedifshemightcomein.
"Oh,yes,comein.Haveyoulookedoutthetrains?"
"Yes.There'sonlyonedecentone,andyou'llhavetoleavedirectlyafterluncheon.Won'tyoustay,Susie?You'llbesotired,goinghomewithoutresting."
"Can'tweleavebeforeluncheon?"
"Yes,ofcourse,ifyouprefertolunchatStralsund."
"Much.Haveyouorderedtheshandrydan?"
"Yes,forhalf-pastone."
"Thenorderitforhalf-pasttwelve.Hiltoncandrivewithme."
"SoIthought."
"Hasthatwretchbeenrubbingfishoilonitagain?"
"Idon'tthinkso,afterwhatIsaidyesterday."
"Ishouldn'tthinkwhatyousaidyesterdaycouldhavefrightenedhimmuch.Youbeamedathimasthoughhewereyourbestfriend."
"DidI?"
Annawaslookingodd,Susiethought,andansweringherremarkswithanervous,abstractedair.Shehadapparentlybeenout,forherdresswasmuddy,andshewasquiterosy,andherhairwasnotsoneatasusual.Shestoodaboutinanundecidedsortofway,andglancedseveraltimesatHiltononherkneesbeforeatrunk.
"Isthatallthebreakfastyouaregoingtohave?"sheasked,becomingawareoftheglassofmilk.
"Whatotherbreakfastistheretohave?"snappedSusie,whowashungry,andwouldhavelikedagreatdealmore.
"Well,theeggsandbutterareverynice,anyway,"saidAnna,quiteevidentlythinkingofotherthings.
"Nowwhathasshegotintoherhead?"Susieaskedherself,watchinghersister-in-lawwithmisgiving.Anna'snewmoodswereneverbyanychanceofasorttogiveSusiepleasure.Aloudshesaidtartly,"Ican'teateggsandbutterbythemselves.Ishouldn'thavehadanythingatallifithadn'tbeenforHilton,whowentintothekitchenandmademethisherself."
"ExcellentHilton,"saidAnnaabsently."Haven'tyoudonepackingyet,Hilton?"
"No,m'm."
AnnasatdownontheendofthesofaandbegantotwistthefrillsofSusie'sdressing-gownroundherfingers.
"Ihaven'tclosedmyeyesallnight,"saidSusie,puttingonhermartyrlook,"norhasHilton."
"Haven'tyou?Whynot?Isleptthesleepofthejust—better,indeed,thananyjustthatIeverheardof."
"What,didn'tthatmangointoyourroom?"
"Whatman?Oh,yes,MissLeechwastellingmeaboutit.Helitthestoves,didn'the?Ineverheardasound."
"Youmusthavesleptlikealogthen.Anyoneintheleastsensitivewouldhavebeenfrightenedoutoftheirsenses.Iwas,andsowasHilton.Iwouldn'tspendanothernightinthishouseforanythingyoucouldgiveme."
ItappearedthatSusiereallyhadjustcauseforcomplaint.ShehadbeennervousthenightbeforeafterHiltonhadlefther,unabletosleep,andscaredbythethoughtoftheirdefencelessness—sixwomenaloneinthatwildplace.ShewishedthenwithallherheartthatDellwigdidliveinthehouse.Ratsscamperingaboutintheatticaboveaddedtoherterrors.Thewindshookthewindowsofherroomandhowleddisconsolatelyupanddown.Sheboreitaslongasshecould,whichwaslongerthanmostwomenwouldhaveborneit,andthenknockedonthewalldividingherroomfromHilton's.ButHilton,withthebedclothesoverherheadandallthecandlesshehadbeenabletocollectalight,wouldnothavestirredoutofherroomtosavehermistressfromdyingandSusie,desperateattheprospectoftheawfulhoursroundmidnight,madeonegreateffortofcourageandsalliedouttofetchher.PoorSusie,standingshiveringbeforehermaid'sbolteddoor,scantilyclothed,anxiouslywatchingtheflameofhercandlethatthreatenedeachsecondtobeblownout,aloneonthewide,draughtylanding,frightenedatthesoundofherowncallsminglingweirdlywiththecreakingsandhangingsofthetempest-shakenhouse,wasanobjectdeservingofpity.IttooksomeminutestoinduceHiltontoopenthedoor,andsuchminutesSusiehadnot,inthecourseofanorderedandnormalexistence,yetpassed.TheybothwentintoSusie'sroom,lockedthemselvesin,andHiltonlaydownonthesofaandafteralongtimetheyfellintoanuneasysleep.Athalf-pastthreeSusiestartedupinbedsomeonewastryingtoopenthedoorandknocking.Thecandleshadburntthemselvesout,andshecouldnottellwhattimeitwas,butthoughtitmustbeearlymorningandthattheservantwantedtobringherhotwaterandshewokeHiltonandbadeheropenthedoor.Hiltondidso,gaveafaintscream,andflungherselfbackonthesofa,whereshelayasonedead,herfaceburiedinthepillow.Amanwithalanternandnoshoesonwasatthedoor,andcameinnoiselessly.Susiewasnevernearerfaintinginherlife.Shesatinherbed,hercoldhandsclaspedtightlyroundherknees,hereyesfixedonthisdreadfulapparition,unabletospeakormove,paralysedbyterror.Thiswastheend,then,ofallherhopesandambitions—tocometoPomeraniaanddielikeadog.Thenthesickeningfeelingoffeargavewaytooneofoverwhelmingwrathwhenshefoundthatallthemanwantedwastolightherstove.Onthesameprinciplethatachildisshakenwhohasnotafterallbeenlostorrunover,shewasspeechlesswithragenowthatshefoundthatshewasnot,afterall,tobemurdered.Hewasaveryoldman,andthelightfromthelanterncaststrangereflectionsonhisfaceandfigureashecrouchedbeforethestove.Hemumbledasheworked,talkingtothefirehewasmakingasthoughitwereaperson."Duwillstnicht,brennen,Lump?Was?Na,wartemal!"Andwhenhehadfinished,creptoutagainwithoutglancingattheoccupantsoftheroom,stillmumbling.
"It'sthecustomofthecountry,Isuppose,"saidAnna.
"Isit?Wellthesoonerwegetoutofsuchacountrythebetter.Youaredeterminedtostayinspiteofeverything?Icantelly