CHAPTER XXX
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Thedaywassodifferentfromotherdaystothreepeopleinthehousethatthecommonroutineofhouseholdlife—themaidwaitingattable,Mrs.Hilberywritingaletter,theclockstriking,andthedooropening,andalltheothersignsoflong-establishedcivilizationappearedsuddenlytohavenomeaningsaveastheylulledMr.andMrs.Hilberyintothebeliefthatnothingunusualhadtakenplace.ItchancedthatMrs.Hilberywasdepressedwithoutvisiblecause,unlessacertaincrudenessverginguponcoarsenessinthetemperofherfavoriteElizabethanscouldbeheldresponsibleforthemood.Atanyrate,shehadshutup“TheDuchessofMalfi”withasigh,andwishedtoknow,soshetoldRodneyatdinner,whethertherewasn’tsomeyoungwriterwithatouchofthegreatspirit—somebodywhomadeyoubelievethatlifewasbeautiful?ShegotlittlehelpfromRodney,andaftersingingherplaintiverequiemforthedeathofpoetrybyherself,shecharmedherselfintogoodspiritsagainbyrememberingtheexistenceofMozart.ShebeggedCassandratoplaytoher,andwhentheywentupstairsCassandraopenedthepianodirectly,anddidherbesttocreateanatmosphereofunmixedbeauty.AtthesoundofthefirstnotesKatharineandRodneybothfeltanenormoussenseofreliefatthelicensewhichthemusicgavethemtoloosentheirholduponthemechanismofbehavior.Theylapsedintothedepthsofthought.Mrs.Hilberywassoonspiritedawayintoaperfectlycongenialmood,thatwashalfreverieandhalfslumber,halfdeliciousmelancholyandhalfpurebliss.Mr.Hilberyaloneattended.Hewasextremelymusical,andmadeCassandraawarethathelistenedtoeverynote.Sheplayedherbest,andwonhisapproval.Leaningslightlyforwardinhischair,andturninghislittlegreenstone,heweighedtheintentionofherphrasesapprovingly,butstoppedhersuddenlytocomplainofanoisebehindhim.Thewindowwasunhasped.HesignedtoRodney,whocrossedtheroomimmediatelytoputthematterright.Hestayedamomentlongerbythewindowthanwas,perhaps,necessary,andhavingdonewhatwasneeded,drewhischairalittlecloserthanbeforetoKatharine’sside.Themusicwenton.Undercoverofsomeexquisiterunofmelody,heleanttowardsherandwhisperedsomething.Sheglancedatherfatherandmother,andamomentlaterlefttheroom,almostunobserved,withRodney.
“Whatisit?”sheasked,assoonasthedoorwasshut.
Rodneymadenoanswer,butledherdownstairsintothedining-roomonthegroundfloor.Evenwhenhehadshutthedoorhesaidnothing,butwentstraighttothewindowandpartedthecurtains.HebeckonedtoKatharine.
“Thereheisagain,”hesaid.“Look,there—underthelamp-post.”
Katharinelooked.ShehadnoideawhatRodneywastalkingabout.Avaguefeelingofalarmandmysterypossessedher.Shesawamanstandingontheoppositesideoftheroadfacingthehousebeneathalamp-post.Astheylookedthefigureturned,walkedafewsteps,andcamebackagaintohisoldposition.Itseemedtoherthathewaslookingfixedlyather,andwasconsciousofhergazeonhim.Sheknew,inaflash,whothemanwaswhowaswatchingthem.Shedrewthecurtainabruptly.
“Denham,”saidRodney.“Hewastherelastnighttoo.”Hespokesternly.Hiswholemannerhadbecomefullofauthority.Katharinefeltalmostasifheaccusedherofsomecrime.Shewaspaleanduncomfortablyagitated,asmuchbythestrangenessofRodney’sbehaviorasbythesightofRalphDenham.
“Ifhechoosestocome—”shesaiddefiantly.
“Youcan’tlethimwaitoutthere.Ishalltellhimtocomein.”RodneyspokewithsuchdecisionthatwhenheraisedhisarmKatharineexpectedhimtodrawthecurtaininstantly.Shecaughthishandwithalittleexclamation.
“Wait!”shecried.“Idon’tallowyou.”
“Youcan’twait,”hereplied.“You’vegonetoofar.”Hishandremaineduponthecurtain.“Whydon’tyouadmit,Katharine,”hebrokeout,lookingath