CHAPTER XXVI
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ell—?”Shedidnotunderstand.
“AttwelvemyhorsesturnintoratsandoffIgo.Theillusionfades.ButIacceptmyfate.Imakehaywhilethesunshines.”Cassandralookedatherwithapuzzledexpression.
“Here’sKatharinetalkingaboutrats,andhay,andallsortsofoddthings,”shesaid,asWilliamreturnedtothem.Hehadbeenquick.“Canyoumakeherout?”
Katharineperceivedfromhislittlefrownandhesitationthathedidnotfindthatparticularproblemtohistasteatpresent.Shestooduprightatonceandsaidinadifferenttone:
“Ireallyamoff,though.Iwishyou’dexplainiftheysayanything,William.Ishan’tbelate,butI’vegottoseesomeone.”
“Atthistimeofnight?”Cassandraexclaimed.
“Whomhaveyougottosee?”Williamdemanded.
“Afriend,”sheremarked,halfturningherheadtowardshim.Sheknewthathewishedhertostay,not,indeed,withthem,butintheirneighborhood,incaseofneed.
“Katharinehasagreatmanyfriends,”saidWilliamratherlamely,sittingdownoncemore,asKatharinelefttheroom.
Shewassoondrivingquickly,asshehadwishedtodrive,throughthelamp-litstreets.Shelikedbothlightandspeed,andthesenseofbeingoutofdoorsalone,andtheknowledgethatshewouldreachMaryinherhigh,lonelyroomattheendofthedrive.Sheclimbedthestonestepsquickly,remarkingthequeerlookofherbluesilkskirtandblueshoesuponthestone,dustywiththebootsoftheday,underthelightofanoccasionaljetofflickeringgas.
ThedoorwasopenedinasecondbyMaryherself,whosefaceshowednotonlysurpriseatthesightofhervisitor,butsomedegreeofembarrassment.Shegreetedhercordially,and,astherewasnotimeforexplanations,Katharinewalkedstraightintothesitting-room,andfoundherselfinthepresenceofayoungmanwhowaslyingbackinachairandholdingasheetofpaperinhishand,atwhichhewaslookingasifheexpectedtogoonimmediatelywithwhathewasinthemiddleofsayingtoMaryDatchet.Theapparitionofanunknownladyinfulleveningdressseemedtodisturbhim.Hetookhispipefromhismouth,rosestiffly,andsatdownagainwithajerk.
“Haveyoubeendiningout?”Maryasked.
“Areyouworking?”Katharineinquiredsimultaneously.
Theyoungmanshookhishead,asifhedisownedhisshareinthequestionwithsomeirritation.
“Well,notexactly,”Maryreplied.“Mr.Basnetthadbroughtsomepaperstoshowme.Weweregoingthroughthem,butwe’dalmostdone....Tellusaboutyourparty.”
Maryhadaruffledappearance,asifshehadbeenrunningherfingersthroughherhairinthecourseofherconversationshewasdressedmoreorlesslikeaRussianpeasantgirl.Shesatdownagaininachairwhichlookedasifithadbeenherseatforsomehoursthesaucerwhichstooduponthearmcontainedtheashesofmanycigarettes.Mr.Basnett,averyyoungmanwithafreshcomplexionandahighforeheadfromwhichthehairwascombedstraightback,wasoneofthatgroupof“veryableyoungmen”suspectedbyMr.Clacton,justlyasitturnedout,ofaninfluenceuponMaryDatchet.HehadcomedownfromoneoftheUniversitiesnotlongago,andwasnowchargedwiththereformationofsociety.Inconnectionwiththerestofthegroupofveryableyoungmenhehaddrawnupaschemefortheeducationoflabor,fortheamalgamationofthemiddleclassandtheworkingclass,andforajointassaultofthetwobodies,combinedintheSocietyfortheEducationofDemocracy,uponCapital.Theschemehadalreadyreachedthestageinwhichitwaspermissibletohireanofficeandengageasecretary,andhehadbeendeputedtoexpoundtheschemetoMary,andmakeheranofferoftheSecretaryship,towhich,asamatterofprinciple,asmallsalarywasattached.Sinceseveno’clockthateveninghehadbeenreadingoutloudthedocumentinwhichthefaithofthenewreformerswasexpounded,butthereadingwassofrequentlyinterruptedbydiscussion,anditwassooftennecessarytoinformMary“instrictestconfidence”oftheprivatecharactersandevildesignsofcertainindividualsandsocietiesthattheywerestillonlyhalf-waythroughthemanuscript.Neitherofthemrealizedthatthetalkhadalreadylastedthreehours.Intheirabsorptiontheyhadforgotteneventofeedthefire,andyetbothMr.Basnettinhisexposition,andMaryinherinterrogation,carefullypreservedakindofformalitycalculatedtocheckthedesireofthehumanmindforirrelevantdiscussion.Herquestionsfrequentlybegan,“AmItounderstand—”andhisrepliesinvariablyrepresentedtheviewsofsomeonecalled“we.”
BythistimeMarywasalmostpersuadedthatshe,too,wasincludedinthe“we,”andagreedwithMr.Basnettinbelievingthat“our”views,“our”society,“our”policy,stoodforsomethingquitedefinitelysegregatedfromthemainbodyofsocietyinacircleofsuperiorillumination.
TheappearanceofKatharineinthisatmospherewasextremelyincongruous,andhadtheeffectofmakingMaryrememberallsortsofthingsthatshehadbeengladtoforget.
“You’vebeendiningout?”sheaskedagain,looking,withalittlesmile,atthebluesilkandthepearl-sewnshoes.
“No,athome.Areyoustartingsomethingnew?”Katharinehazarded,ratherhesitatingly,lookingatthepapers.
“Weare,”Mr.Basnettreplied.Hesaidnomore.
“I’mthinkingofleavingourfriendsinRussellSquare,”Maryexplained.
“Isee.Andthenyouwilldosomethingelse.”
“Well,I’mafraidIlikeworking,”saidMary.
“Afraid,”saidMr.Basnett,conveyingtheimpressionthat,inhisopinion,nosensiblepersoncouldbeafraidoflikingtowork.
“Yes,”saidKatharine,asifhehadstatedthisopinionaloud.“Ishouldliketostartsomething—somethingoffone’sownbat—that’swhatIshouldlike.”
“Yes,that’sthefun,”saidMr.Basnett,lookingatherforthefirsttimeratherkeenly,andrefillinghispipe.
“Butyoucan’tlimitwork—that’swhatImean,”saidMary.“Imeanthereareothersortsofwork.Nooneworksharderthanawomanwithlittlechildren.”
“Quiteso,”saidMr.Basnett.“It’spreciselythewomenwithbabieswewanttogetholdof.”Heglancedathisdocument,rolleditintoacylinderbetweenhisfingers,andgazedintothefire.Katharinefeltthatinthiscompanyanythingthatonesaidwouldbejudgeduponitsmeritsonehadonlytosaywhatonethought,ratherbarelyandtersely,withacuriousassumptionthatthenumberofthingsthatcouldproperlybethoughtaboutwasstrictlylimited.AndMr.Basnettwasonlystiffuponthesurfacetherewasanintelligenceinhisfacewhichattractedherintelligence.
“Whenwillthepublicknow?”sheasked.
“Whatd’youmean—aboutus?”Mr.Basnettasked,withalittlesmile.
“Thatdependsuponmanythings,”saidMary.Theconspiratorslookedpleased,asifKatharine’squestion,withthebeliefintheirexistencewhichitimplied,hadawarmingeffectuponthem.
“Instartingasocietysuchaswewishtostart(wecan’tsayanymoreatpresent),”Mr.Basnettbegan,withalittlejerkofhishead,“therearetwothingstoremember—thePressandthepublic.Othersocieties,whichshallbenameless,havegoneunderbecausethey’veappealedonlytocranks.Ifyoudon’twantamutualadmirationsociety,whichdiesassoonasyou’vealldiscoveredeachother’sfaults,youmustnobblethePress.Youmustappealtothepublic.”
“That’sthedifficulty,”saidMarythoughtfully.
“That’swhereshecomesin,”saidMr.Basnett,jerkinghisheadinMary’sdirection.“She’stheonlyoneofuswho’sacapitalist.Shecanmakeawhole-timejobofit.I’mtiedtoanofficeIcanonlygivemysparetime.Areyou,byanychance,onthelook-outforajob?”heaskedKatharine,withaqueermixtureofdistrustanddeference.
“Marriageisherjobatpresent,”Maryrepliedforher.
“Oh,Isee,”saidMr.Basnett.Hemadeallowancesforthatheandhisfriendshadfacedthequestionofsex,alongwithallothers,andassigneditanhonorableplaceintheirschemeoflife.KatharinefeltthisbeneaththeroughnessofhismannerandaworldentrustedtotheguardianshipofMaryDatchetandMr.Basnettseemedtoheragoodworld,althoughnotaromanticorbeautifulplaceor,toputitfiguratively,aplacewhereanylineofbluemistsoftlylinkedtreetotreeuponthehorizon.Foramomentshethoughtshesawinhisface,bentnowoverthefire,thefeaturesofthatoriginalmanwhomwestillrecalleverynowandthen,althoughweknowonlytheclerk,barrister,Governmentalofficial,orworkingmanvarietyofhim.NotthatMr.Basnett,givinghisdaystocommerceandhissparetimetosocialreform,wouldlongcarryabouthimanytraceofhispossibilitiesofcompletenessbut,forthemoment,inhisyouthandardor,stillspeculative,stilluncramped,onemightimaginehimthecitizenofanoblerstatethanours.Katharineturnedoverhersmallstockofinformation,andwonderedwhattheirso