CHAPTER VIII
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“ButIhaven’tgotanyquestions.You’veactedwithinyourrights,youwerequiterighttocomeoutandhavealookatmedoingmywork,itwasanexcellentplan,andanyhowit’snousetalkingfurther—weshouldonlygetupsteam.”Hefeltangryandbruisedhewastooproudtotemptherback,buthedidnotconsiderthatshehadbehavedbadly,becausewherehiscompatriotswereconcernedhehadagenerousmind.
“Isupposethatthereisnothingelseit’sunpardonableofmetohavegivenyouandyourmotherallthisbother,”saidMissQuestedheavily,andfrownedupatthetreebeneathwhichtheyweresitting.Alittlegreenbirdwasobservingher,sobrilliantandneatthatitmighthavehoppedstraightoutofashop.Oncatchinghereyeitcloseditsown,gaveasmallskipandpreparedtogotobed.SomeIndianwildbird.“Yes,nothingelse,”sherepeated,feelingthataprofoundandpassionatespeechoughttohavebeendeliveredbyoneorbothofthem.“We’vebeenawfullyBritishoverit,butIsupposethat’sallright.”
“AsweareBritish,Isupposeitis.”
“Anyhowwe’venotquarrelled,Ronny.”
“Oh,thatwouldhavebeentooabsurd.Whyshouldwequarrel?”
“Ithinkweshallkeepfriends.”
“Iknowweshall.”
“Quiteso.”
Assoonastheyhadexchangedthisadmission,awaveofreliefpassedthroughthemboth,andthentransformeditselfintoawaveoftenderness,andpassedback.Theyweresoftenedbytheirownhonesty,andbegantofeellonelyandunwise.Experiences,notcharacter,dividedthemtheywerenotdissimilar,ashumansgoindeed,whencomparedwiththepeoplewhostoodnearesttotheminpointofspacetheybecamepracticallyidentical.TheBhilwhowasholdinganofficer’spolopony,theEurasianwhodrovetheNawabBahadur’scar,theNawabBahadurhimself,theNawabBahadur’sdebauchedgrandson—nonewouldhaveexaminedadifficultysofranklyandcoolly.Themerefactofexaminationcausedittodiminish.Ofcoursetheywerefriends,andforever.“Doyouknowwhatthenameofthatgreenbirdupaboveusis?”sheasked,puttinghershoulderrathernearertohis.
“Bee-eater.”
“Ohno,Ronny,ithasredbarsonitswings.”
“Parrot,”hehazarded.
“Goodgraciousno.”
Thebirdinquestiondivedintothedomeofthetree.Itwasofnoimportance,yettheywouldhavelikedtoidentifyit,itwouldsomehowhavesolacedtheirhearts.
ButnothinginIndiaisidentifiable,themereaskingofaquestioncausesittodisappearortomergeinsomethingelse.
“McBrydehasanillustratedbirdbook,”hesaiddejectedly.“I’mnogoodatallatbirds,infactI’muselessatanyinformationoutsidemyownjob.It’sagreatpity.”
“SoamI.I’muselessateverything.”
“WhatdoIhear?”shoutedtheNawabBahaduratthetopofhisvoice,causingbothofthemtostart.“WhatmostimprobablestatementhaveIheard?AnEnglishladyuseless?No,no,no,no,no.”Helaughedgenially,sure,withinlimits,ofhiswelcome.
“Hallo,NawabBahadur!Beenwatchingthepoloagain?”saidRonnytepidly.
“Ihave,sahib,Ihave.”
“Howdoyoudo?”saidAdela,likewisepullingherselftogether.Sheheldoutherhand.Theoldgentlemanjudgedfromsowantonagesturethatshewasnewtohiscountry,buthepaidlittleheed.Womenwhoexposedtheirfacebecamebythatoneactsomysterioustohimthathetookthematthevaluationoftheirmenfolkratherthanathisown.Perhapstheywerenotimmoral,andanyhowtheywerenothisaffair.OnseeingtheCityMagistratealonewithamaidenattwilight,hehadbornedownonthemwithhospitableintent.Hehadanewlittlecar,andwishedtoplaceitattheirdisposaltheCityMagistratewoulddecidewhethertheofferwasacceptable.
RonnywasbythistimeratherashamedofhiscurtnesstoAzizandGodbole,andherewasanopportunityofshowingthathecouldtreatIndianswithconsiderationwhentheydeservedit.SohesaidtoAdela,withthesamesadfriendlinessthathehademployedwhendiscussingthebird,“Wouldhalfanhour’sspinentertainyouatall?”
“Oughtn’twetogetbacktothebungalow.”
“Why?”Hegazedather.
“IthinkperhapsIoughttoseeyourmotheranddiscussfutureplans.”
“That’sasyoulike,butthere’snohurry,isthere?”
“Letmetakeyoutothebungalow,andfirstthelittlespin,”criedtheoldman,andhastenedtothecar.
“HemayshowyousomeaspectofthecountryIcan’t,andhe’sarealloyalist.Ithoughtyoumightcareforabitofachange.”
Determinedtogivehimnomoretrouble,sheagreed,butherdesiretoseeIndiahadsuddenlydecreased.Therehadbeenafactitiouselementinit.
Howshouldtheyseatthemselvesinthecar?Theelegantgrandsonhadtobeleftbehind.TheNawabBahadurgotupinfront,forhehadnointentionofneighbouringanEnglishgirl.“Despitemyadvancedyears,Iamlearningtodrive,”hesaid.“Mancanlearneverythingifhewillbuttry.”Andforeseeingafurtherdifficulty,headded,“Idonotdotheactualsteering.Isitandaskmychauffeurquestions,andthuslearnthereasonforeverythingthatisdonebeforeIdoitmyself.BythismethodseriousandImaysayludicrousaccidents,suchasbefelloneofmycompatriotsduringthatdelightfulreceptionattheEnglishClub,areavoided.OurgoodPannaLal!Ihope,sahib,thatgreatdamagewasnotdonetoyourflowers.LetushaveourlittlespindowntheGangavatiroad.Halfoneleagueonwards!”Hefellasleep.
RonnyinstructedthechauffeurtotaketheMarabarroadratherthantheGangavati,sincethelatterwasunderrepair,andsettledhimselfdownbesidetheladyhehadlost.Thecarmadeaburringnoiseandrushedalongachausséethatranuponanembankmentabovemelancholyfields.Treesofapoorqualityborderedtheroad,indeedthewholescenewasinferior,andsuggestedthatthecountry-sidewastoovasttoadmitofexcellence.Invaindideachiteminitcallout,“Come,come.”
Therewasnotenoughgodtogoround.Thetwoyoungpeopleconversedfeeblyandfeltunimportant.Whenthedarknessbegan,itseemedtowelloutofthemeagrevegetation,entirelycoveringthefieldseachsideofthembeforeitbrimmedovertheroad.Ronny’sfacegrewdim—aneventthatalwaysincreasedheresteemforhischaracter.Herhandtouchedhis,owingtoajolt,andoneofthethrillssofrequentintheanimalkingdompassedbetweenthem,andannouncedthatalltheirdifficultieswereonlyalovers’quarrel.Eachwastooproudtoincreasethepressure,butneitherwithdrewit,andaspuriousunitydescendedonthem,aslocalandtemporaryasthegleamthatinhabitsafirefly.Itwouldvanishinamoment,perhapstoreappear,butthedarknessisalonedurable.Andthenightthatencircledthem,absoluteasitseemed,wasitselfonlyaspuriousunity,beingmodifiedbythegleamsofdaythatleakeduproundtheedgesoftheearth,andbythestars.
Theygripped...bump,jump,aswerve,twowheelsliftedintheair,breakson,bumpwithtreeatedgeofembankment,standstill.Anaccident.Aslightone.Nobodyhurt.TheNawabBahadurawoke.HecriedoutinArabic,andviolentlytuggedhisbeard.
“W