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them:Gwendolendreadedtheunpleasantsenseofcompunctiontowardhermother,whichwasthenearestapproachtoself-condemnationandself-distrustthatshehadknownandMrs.Davilow’stimidmaternalconsciencedreadedwhateverhadbroughtontheslightesthintofreproach.Hence,afterthislittlescene,thetwoconcurredinexcludingMr.Grandcourtfromtheirconversation.
WhenMr.Gascoigneonceortwicereferredtohim,Mrs.DavilowfearedleastGwendolenshouldbetraysomeofheralarmingkeen-sightednessaboutwhatwasprobablyinheruncle’smindbutthefearwasnotjustified.Gwendolenknewcertaindifferencesinthecharacterswithwhichshewasconcernedasbirdsknowclimateandweatherandfortheveryreasonthatshewasdeterminedtoevadeheruncle’scontrol,shewasdeterminednottoclashwithhim.Thegoodunderstandingbetweenthemwasmuchfosteredbytheirenjoymentofarcherytogether:Mr.Gascoigne,asoneofthebestbowmeninWessex,wasgratifiedtofindtheelementsoflikeskillinhisnieceandGwendolenwasthemorecarefulnottolosetheshelterofhisfatherlyindulgence,becausesincethetroublewithRexbothMrs.GascoigneandAnnahadbeenunabletohidewhatshefelttobeaveryunreasonablealienationfromher.TowardAnnashetooksomepainstobehavewitharegretfulaffectionatenessbutneitherofthemdaredtomentionRex’sname,andAnna,towhomthethoughtofhimwaspartoftheairshebreathed,wasillateasewiththelivelycousinwhohadruinedhishappiness.Shetrieddutifullytorepressanysignofherchangedfeelingbutwhoinpaincanimitatetheglanceandhand-touchofpleasure.
ThisunfairresentmenthadratherahardeningeffectonGwendolen,andthrewherintoamoredefianttemper.Heruncletoomightbeoffendedifsherefusedthenextpersonwhofellinlovewithherandonedaywhenthatideawasinhermindshesaid,
“Mamma,Iseenowwhygirlsaregladtobemarried—toescapebeingexpectedtopleaseeverybodybutthemselves.”
Happily,Mr.MiddletonwasgonewithouthavingmadeanyavowalandnotwithstandingtheadmirationforthehandsomeMissHarleth,extendingperhapsoverthirtysquaremilesinapartofWessexwellstuddedwithfamilieswhosenumbersincludedseveraldisengagedyoungmen,eachgladtoseathimselfbythelivelygirlwithwhomitwassoeasytogetoninconversation,—notwithstandingthesegroundsforarguingthatGwendolenwaslikelytohaveothersuitorsmoreexplicitthanthecautiouscurate,thefactwasnotso.
Carehasbeentakennotonlythatthetreesshouldnotsweepthestarsdown,butalsothateverymanwhoadmiresafairgirlshouldnotbeenamoredofher,andeventhateverymanwhoisenamoredshouldnotnecessarilydeclarehimself.Therearevariousrefinedshapesinwhichthepriceofcorn,knowntobepotentcauseintheirrelation,might,ifinquiredinto,showwhyayounglady,perfectinperson,accomplishments,andcostume,hasnotthetroubleofrejectingmanyoffersandnature’sorderiscertainlybenignantinnotobligingusoneandalltobedesperatelyinlovewiththemostadmirablemortalwehaveeverseen.Gwendolen,weknow,wasfarfromholdingthatsupremacyinthemindsofallobservers.Besides,itwasbutapooreightmonthssinceshehadcometoOffendene,andsomeinclinationsbecomemanifestslowly,likethesunwardcreepingofplants.
InfaceofthisfactthatnotoneoftheeligibleyoungmenalreadyintheneighborhoodhadmadeGwendolenanoffer,whyshouldMr.Grandcourtbethoughtofaslikelytodowhattheyhadleftundone?
Perhapsbecausehewasthoughtofasstillmoreeligiblesinceagreatdealofwhatpassesforlikelihoodintheworldissimplythereflexofawish.Mr.andMrs.Arrowpoint,forexample,havingnoanxietythatMissHarlethshouldmakeabrilliantmarriage,hadquiteadifferentlikelihoodintheirminds.