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ellectuallylostwhoeverargue.Tellme,isDorianGrayveryfondofyou?”
Thepainterconsideredforafewmoments.“Helikesme,”heansweredafterapause“Iknowhelikesme.OfcourseIflatterhimdreadfully.IfindastrangepleasureinsayingthingstohimthatIknowIshallbesorryforhavingsaid.Asarule,heischarmingtome,andwesitinthestudioandtalkofathousandthings.Nowandthen,however,heishorriblythoughtless,andseemstotakearealdelightingivingmepain.ThenIfeel,Harry,thatIhavegivenawaymywholesoultosomeonewhotreatsitasifitwereaflowertoputinhiscoat,abitofdecorationtocharmhisvanity,anornamentforasummer’sday.”
“Daysinsummer,Basil,areapttolinger,”murmuredLordHenry.“Perhapsyouwilltiresoonerthanhewill.Itisasadthingtothinkof,butthereisnodoubtthatgeniuslastslongerthanbeauty.Thataccountsforthefactthatwealltakesuchpainstoover-educateourselves.Inthewildstruggleforexistence,wewanttohavesomethingthatendures,andsowefillourmindswithrubbishandfacts,inthesillyhopeofkeepingourplace.Thethoroughlywell-informedman—thatisthemodernideal.Andthemindofthethoroughlywell-informedmanisadreadfulthing.Itislikeabric-à-bracshop,allmonstersanddust,witheverythingpricedaboveitspropervalue.Ithinkyouwilltirefirst,allthesame.Somedayyouwilllookatyourfriend,andhewillseemtoyoutobealittleoutofdrawing,oryouwon’tlikehistoneofcolour,orsomething.Youwillbitterlyreproachhiminyourownheart,andseriouslythinkthathehasbehavedverybadlytoyou.Thenexttimehecalls,youwillbeperfectlycoldandindifferent.Itwillbeagreatpity,foritwillalteryou.Whatyouhavetoldmeisquitearomance,aromanceofartonemightcallit,andtheworstofhavingaromanceofanykindisthatitleavesonesounromantic.”
“Harry,don’ttalklikethat.AslongasIlive,thepersonalityofDorianGraywilldominateme.Youcan’tfeelwhatIfeel.Youchangetoooften.”
“Ah,mydearBasil,thatisexactlywhyIcanfeelit.Thosewhoarefaithfulknowonlythetrivialsideoflove:itisthefaithlesswhoknowlove’stragedies.”AndLordHenrystruckalightonadaintysilvercaseandbegantosmokeacigarettewithaself-consciousandsatisfiedair,asifhehadsummeduptheworldinaphrase.Therewasarustleofchirrupingsparrowsinthegreenlacquerleavesoftheivy,andthebluecloud-shadowschasedthemselvesacrossthegrasslikeswallows.Howpleasantitwasinthegarden!Andhowdelightfulotherpeople’semotionswere!—muchmoredelightfulthantheirideas,itseemedtohim.One’sownsoul,andthepassionsofone’sfriends—thosewerethefascinatingthingsinlife.HepicturedtohimselfwithsilentamusementthetediousluncheonthathehadmissedbystayingsolongwithBasilHallward.Hadhegonetohisaunt’s,hewouldhavebeensuretohavemetLordGoodbodythere,andthewholeconversationwouldhavebeenaboutthefeedingofthepoorandthenecessityformodellodging-houses.Eachclasswouldhavepreachedtheimportanceofthosevirtues,forwhoseexercisetherewasnonecessityintheirownlives.Therichwouldhavespokenonthevalueofthrift,andtheidlegrowneloquentoverthedignityoflabour.Itwascharmingtohaveescapedallthat!Ashethoughtofhisaunt,anideaseemedtostrikehim.HeturnedtoHallwardandsaid,“Mydearfellow,Ihavejustremembered.”
“Rememberedwhat,Harry?”
“WhereIheardthenameofDorianGray.”
“Wherewasit?”askedHallward,withaslightfrown.
“Don’tlooksoangry,Basil.Itwasatmyaunt,LadyAgatha’s.ShetoldmeshehaddiscoveredawonderfulyoungmanwhowasgoingtohelpherintheEastEnd,andthathisnamewasDorianGray.Iamboundtostatethatshenevertoldmehewasgood-looking.Womenhavenoappreciationofgoodlooksatleast,goodwomenhavenot.Shesaidthathewasveryearnestandhadabeautifulnature.Iatoncepicturedtomyselfacreaturewithspectaclesandlankhair,horriblyfreckled,andtrampingaboutonhugefeet.IwishIhadknownitwasyourfriend.”
“Iamverygladyoudidn’t,Harry.”
“Why?”
“Idon’twantyoutomeethim.”
“Youdon’twantmetomeethim?”
“No.”
“Mr.DorianGrayisinthestudio,sir,”saidthebutler,comingintothegarden.
“Youmustintroducemenow,”criedLordHenry,laughing.
Thepainterturnedtohisservant,whostoodblinkinginthesunlight.“AskMr.Graytowait,Parker:Ishallbeininafewmoments.”Themanbowedandwentupthewalk.
ThenhelookedatLordHenry.“DorianGrayismydearestfriend,”hesaid.“Hehasasimpleandabeautifulnature.Yourauntwasquiterightinwhatshesaidofhim.Don’tspoilhim.Don’ttrytoinfluencehim.Yourinfluencewouldbebad.Theworldiswide,andhasmanymarvellouspeopleinit.Don’ttakeawayfrommetheonepersonwhogivestomyartwhatevercharmitpossesses:mylifeasanartistdependsonhim.Mind,Harry,Itrustyou.”Hespokeveryslowly,andthewordsseemedwrungoutofhimalmostagainsthiswill.
“Whatnonsenseyoutalk!”saidLordHenry,smiling,andtakingHallwardbythearm,healmostledhimintothehouse.