CHAPTER II.
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AstheyenteredtheysawDorianGray.Hewasseatedatthepiano,withhisbacktothem,turningoverthepagesofavolumeofSchumann’s“ForestScenes.”“Youmustlendmethese,Basil,”hecried.“Iwanttolearnthem.Theyareperfectlycharming.”
“Thatentirelydependsonhowyousitto-day,Dorian.”
“Oh,Iamtiredofsitting,andIdon’twantalife-sizedportraitofmyself,”answeredthelad,swingingroundonthemusic-stoolinawilful,petulantmanner.WhenhecaughtsightofLordHenry,afaintblushcolouredhischeeksforamoment,andhestartedup.“Ibegyourpardon,Basil,butIdidn’tknowyouhadanyonewithyou.”
“ThisisLordHenryWotton,Dorian,anoldOxfordfriendofmine.Ihavejustbeentellinghimwhatacapitalsitteryouwere,andnowyouhavespoiledeverything.”
“Youhavenotspoiledmypleasureinmeetingyou,Mr.Gray,”saidLordHenry,steppingforwardandextendinghishand.“Myaunthasoftenspokentomeaboutyou.Youareoneofherfavourites,and,Iamafraid,oneofhervictimsalso.”
“IaminLadyAgatha’sblackbooksatpresent,”answeredDorianwithafunnylookofpenitence.“IpromisedtogotoaclubinWhitechapelwithherlastTuesday,andIreallyforgotallaboutit.Weweretohaveplayedaduettogether—threeduets,Ibelieve.Idon’tknowwhatshewillsaytome.Iamfartoofrightenedtocall.”
“Oh,Iwillmakeyourpeacewithmyaunt.Sheisquitedevotedtoyou.AndIdon’tthinkitreallymattersaboutyournotbeingthere.Theaudienceprobablythoughtitwasaduet.WhenAuntAgathasitsdowntothepiano,shemakesquiteenoughnoisefortwopeople.”
“Thatisveryhorridtoher,andnotverynicetome,”answeredDorian,laughing.
LordHenrylookedathim.Yes,hewascertainlywonderfullyhandsome,withhisfinelycurvedscarletlips,hisfrankblueeyes,hiscrispgoldhair.Therewassomethinginhisfacethatmadeonetrusthimatonce.Allthecandourofyouthwasthere,aswellasallyouth’spassionatepurity.Onefeltthathehadkepthimselfunspottedfromtheworld.NowonderBasilHallwardworshippedhim.
“Youaretoocharmingtogoinforphilanthropy,Mr.Gray—fartoocharming.”AndLordHenryflunghimselfdownonthedivanandopenedhiscigarette-case.
Thepainterhadbeenbusymixinghiscoloursandgettinghisbrushesready.Hewaslookingworried,andwhenheheardLordHenry’slastremark,heglancedathim,hesitatedforamoment,andthensaid,“Harry,Iwanttofinishthispictureto-day.WouldyouthinkitawfullyrudeofmeifIaskedyoutogoaway?”
LordHenrysmiledandlookedatDorianGray.“AmItogo,Mr.Gray?”heasked.
“Oh,pleasedon’t,LordHenry.IseethatBasilisinoneofhissulkymoods,andIcan’tbearhimwhenhesulks.Besides,IwantyoutotellmewhyIshouldnotgoinforphilanthropy.”
“Idon’tknowthatIshalltellyouthat,Mr.Gray.Itissotediousasubjectthatonewouldhavetotalkseriouslyaboutit.ButIcertainlyshallnotrunaway,nowthatyouhaveaskedmetostop.Youdon’treallymind,Basil,doyou?Youhaveoftentoldmethatyoulikedyoursitterstohavesomeonetochatto.”
Hallwardbithislip.“IfDorianwishesit,ofcourseyoumuststay.Dorian’swhimsarelawstoeverybody,excepthimself.”
LordHenrytookuphishatandgloves.“Youareverypressing,Basil,butIamafraidImustgo.IhavepromisedtomeetamanattheOrleans.Good-bye,Mr.Gray.ComeandseemesomeafternooninCurzonStreet.Iamnearlyalwaysathomeatfiveo’clock.Writetomewhenyouarecoming.Ishouldbesorrytomissyou.”
“Basil,”criedDorianGray,“ifLordHenryWottongoes,Ishallgo,too.Youneveropenyourlipswhileyouarepainting,anditishorriblydullstandingonaplatformandtryingtolookpleasant.Askhimtostay.Iinsistuponit.”
“Stay,Harry,toobligeDorian,andtoobligeme,”saidHallward,gazingintentlyathispicture.“Itisquitetrue,InevertalkwhenIamworking,andneverlisteneither,anditmustbedreadfullytediousformyunfortunatesitters.Ibegyoutostay.”
“ButwhataboutmymanattheOrleans?”
Thepainterlaughed.“Idon’tthinktherewillbeanydifficultyaboutthat.Sitdownagain,Harry.Andnow,Dorian,getupontheplatform,anddon’tmoveabouttoomuch,orpayanyattentiontowhatLordHenrysays.Hehasaverybadinfluenceoverallhisfriends,withthesingleexceptionofmyself.”
DorianGraysteppeduponthedaiswiththeairofayoungGreekmartyr,andmadealittlemoueofdiscontenttoLordHenry,towhomhehadrathertakenafancy.HewassounlikeBasil.Theymadeadelightfulcontrast.Andhehadsuchabeautifulvoice.Afterafewmomentshesaidtohim,“Haveyoureallyaverybadinfluence,LordHenry?AsbadasBasilsays?”
“Thereisnosuchthingasagoodinfluence,Mr.Gray.Allinfluenceisimmoral—immoralfromthescientificpointofview.”
“Why?”
“Becausetoinfluenceapersonistogivehimone’sownsoul.Hedoesnotthinkhisnaturalthoughts,orburnwithhisnaturalpassions.Hisvirtuesarenotrealtohim.Hissins,iftherearesuchthingsassins,areborrowed.Hebecomesanechoofsomeoneelse’smusic,anactorofapartthathasnotbeenwrittenforhim.Theaimoflifeisself-development.Torealizeone’snatureperfectly—thatiswhateachofusisherefor.Peopleareafraidofthemselves,nowadays.Theyhaveforgottenthehighestofallduties,thedutythatoneowestoone’sself.Ofcourse,theyarecharitable.Theyfeedthehungryandclothethebeggar.Buttheirownsoulsstarve,andarenaked.Couragehasgoneoutofourrace.Perhapsweneverreallyhadit.Theterrorofsociety,whichisthebasisofmorals,theterrorofGod,whichisthesecretofreligion—thesearethetwothingsthatgovernus.Andyet—”
“Justturnyourheadalittlemoretotheright,Dorian,likeagoodboy,”saidthepainter,deepinhisworkandconsciousonlythatalookhadcomeintothelad’sfacethathehadneverseen