CHAPTER XLI
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Valancylookeddullyaboutheroldroom.It,too,wassoexactlythesamethatitseemedalmostimpossibletobelieveinthechangesthathadcometohersinceshehadlastsleptinit.Itseemed—somehow—indecentthatitshouldbesomuchthesame.TherewasQueenLouiseeverlastinglycomingdownthestairway,andnobodyhadlettheforlornpuppyinoutoftherain.Herewasthepurplepaperblindandthegreenishmirror.Outside,theoldcarriage-shopwithitsblatantadvertisements.Beyondit,thestationwiththesamederelictsandflirtatiousflappers.
Heretheoldlifewaitedforher,likesomegrimogrethatbidedhistimeandlickedhischops.Amonstroushorrorofitsuddenlypossessedher.Whennightfellandshehadundressedandgotintobed,themercifulnumbnesspassedawayandshelayinanguishandthoughtofherislandunderthestars.Thecamp-fires—alltheirlittlehouseholdjokesandphrasesandcatchwords—theirfurrybeautifulcats—thelightsagleamonthefairyislands—canoesskimmingoverMistawisinthemagicofmorning—whitebirchesshiningamongthedarkspruceslikebeautifulwomen’sbodies—wintersnowsandrose-redsunsetfires—lakesdrun