CHAPTER XL
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ValancypausedamomentontheporchofthebrickhouseinElmStreet.Shefeltthatsheoughttoknocklikeastranger.Herrosebush,sheidlynoticed,wasloadedwithbuds.Therubber-plantstoodbesidetheprimdoor.Amomentaryhorrorovercameher—ahorroroftheexistencetowhichshewasreturning.Thensheopenedthedoorandwalkedin.
“IwonderiftheProdigalSoneverfeltreallyathomeagain,”shethought.
Mrs.FrederickandCousinStickleswereinthesitting-room.UncleBenjaminwasthere,too.TheylookedblanklyatValancy,realisingatoncethatsomethingwaswrong.Thiswasnotthesaucy,impudentthingwhohadlaughedattheminthisveryroomlastsummer.Thiswasagrey-facedwomanwiththeeyesofacreaturewhohadbeenstrickenbyamortalblow.
Valancylookedindifferentlyaroundtheroom.Shehadchangedsomuch—andithadchangedsolittle.Thesamepictureshungonthewalls.Thelittleorphanwhokneltathernever-finishedprayerbythebedwhereonreposedtheblackkittenthatnevergrewupintoacat.Thegrey“steelengraving”ofQuatreBras,wheretheBritishregimentforeverstoodatbay.Thecrayonenlargementoftheboyishfathershehadneverknown.Theretheyallhunginthesameplaces.Thegreencascadeof“WanderingJew”stilltumbledoutoftheoldgranitesaucepanonthewindow-stand.Thesameelaborate,never-usedpitcherstoodatthesameangleonthesideboardshelf.Theblueandgiltvasesthathadbeenamonghermother’swedding-presentsstillprimlyadornedthemantelpiece,flankingthechinaclockofberosedandbesprayedwarethatneverwent.Thechairsinexactlythesameplaces.HermotherandCousinStickles,likewiseunchanged,regardingherwithstonyunwelcome.
Valancyhadtospeakfirst.
“I’vecomehome,Mother,”shesaidtiredly.
“SoIsee.”Mrs.Frederick’svoicewasveryicy.ShehadresignedherselftoValancy’sdesertion.ShehadalmostsucceededinforgettingtherewasaValancy.Shehadrearrangedandorganisedhersystematiclifewithoutanyreferencetoanungrateful,rebelliouschild.Shehadtakenherplaceagaininasocietywhichignoredthefactthatshehadeverhadadaughterandpitiedher,ifitpitiedheratall,onlyindiscreetwhispersandasides.The