CHAPTER X
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“BlessthisfoodtoouruseandconsecrateourlivestoThyservice,”saidUncleHerbertbriskly.
AuntWellingtonfrowned.ShealwaysconsideredHerbert’sgracesentirelytooshortand“flippant.”Agrace,tobeagraceinAuntWellington’seyes,hadtobeatleastthreeminuteslongandutteredinanunearthlytone,betweenagroanandachant.Asaprotestshekeptherheadbentaperceptibletimeafteralltheresthadbeenlifted.WhenshepermittedherselftosituprightshefoundValancylookingather.EverafterwardsAuntWellingtonaverredthatshehadknownfromthatmomentthattherewassomethingwrongwithValancy.Inthosequeer,slantedeyesofhers—“weshouldalwayshaveknownshewasnotentirelyrightwitheyeslikethat”—therewasanoddgleamofmockeryandamusement—asifValancywerelaughingather.Suchathingwasunthinkable,ofcourse.AuntWellingtonatonceceasedtothinkit.
Valancywasenjoyingherself.Shehadneverenjoyedherselfata“familyreunion”before.Insocialfunction,asinchildishgames,shehadonly“filledin.”Herclanhadalwaysconsideredherverydull.Shehadnoparlourtricks.AndshehadbeeninthehabitoftakingrefugefromtheboredomoffamilypartiesinherBlueCastle,whichresultedinanabsent-mindednessthatincreasedherreputationfordulnessandvacuity.
“Shehasnosocialpresencewhatever,”AuntWellingtonhaddecreedonceandforall.NobodydreamedthatValancywasdumbintheirpresencemerelybecauseshewasafraidofthem.Nowshewasnolongerafraidofthem.Theshackleshadbeenstrickenoffhersoul.Shewasquitepreparedtotalkifoccasionoffered.Meanwhileshewasgivingherselfsuchfreedomofthoughtasshehadneverdaredtotakebefore.Sheletherselfgowithawild,innerexultation,asUncleHerbertcarvedtheturkey.UncleHerbertgaveValancyasecondlookthatday.Beingaman,hedidn’tknowwhatshehaddonetoherhair,buthethoughtsurprisedlythatDosswasnotsuchabad-lookinggirl,afterallandheputanextrapieceofwhitemeatonherplate.
“Whatherbismostinjurioustoayounglady’sbeauty?”propoundedU