CHAPTER IV MR. BOUNDERBY
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soraggedanddirty,thatyouwouldn’thavetouchedmewithapairoftongs.’
Mrs.Gradgrindfaintlylookedatthetongs,asthemostappropriatethingherimbecilitycouldthinkofdoing.
‘HowIfoughtthroughit,Idon’tknow,’saidBounderby.‘Iwasdetermined,Isuppose.Ihavebeenadeterminedcharacterinlaterlife,andIsupposeIwasthen.HereIam,Mrs.Gradgrind,anyhow,andnobodytothankformybeinghere,butmyself.’
Mrs.Gradgrindmeeklyandweaklyhopedthathismother—
‘Mymother?Bolted,ma’am!’saidBounderby.
Mrs.Gradgrind,stunnedasusual,collapsedandgaveitup.
‘Mymotherleftmetomygrandmother,’saidBounderby‘and,accordingtothebestofmyremembrance,mygrandmotherwasthewickedestandtheworstoldwomanthateverlived.IfIgotalittlepairofshoesbyanychance,shewouldtake’emoffandsell’emfordrink.Why,Ihaveknownthatgrandmotherofminelieinherbedanddrinkherfour-teenglassesofliquorbeforebreakfast!’
Mrs.Gradgrind,weaklysmiling,andgivingnoothersignofvitality,looked(asshealwaysdid)likeanindifferentlyexecutedtransparencyofasmallfemalefigure,withoutenoughlightbehindit.
‘Shekeptachandler’sshop,’pursuedBounderby,‘andkeptmeinanegg-box.Thatwasthecotofmyinfancyanoldegg-box.AssoonasIwasbigenoughtorunaway,ofcourseIranaway.ThenIbecameayoungvagabondandinsteadofoneoldwomanknockingmeaboutandstarvingme,everybodyofallagesknockedmeaboutandstarvedme.Theywererighttheyhadnobusinesstodoanythingelse.Iwasanuisance,anincumbrance,andapest.Iknowthatverywell.’
Hisprideinhavingatanytimeofhislifeachievedsuchagreatsocialdistinctionastobeanuisance,anincumbrance,andapest,wasonlytobesatisfiedbythreesonorousrepetitionsoftheboast.
‘Iwastopullthroughit,Isuppose,Mrs.Gradgrind.WhetherIwastodoitornot,ma’am,Ididit.Ipulledthroughit,thoughnobodythrewmeoutarope.Vagabond,errand-boy,vagabond,labourer,porter,clerk,chiefmanager,smallpartner,JosiahBounderbyofCoketown.Thosearetheantecedents,andtheculmination.JosiahBounderbyofCoketownlearnthislettersfromtheoutsidesoftheshops,Mrs.Gradgrind,andwasfirstabletotellthetimeuponadial-plate,fromstudyingthesteepleclockofSt.Giles’sChurch,London,underthedirectionofadrunkencripple,whowasaconvictedthief,andanincorrigiblevagrant.TellJosiahBounderbyofCoketown,ofyourdistrictschoolsandyourmodelschools,andyourtrainingschools,andyourwholekettle-of-fishofschoolsandJosiahBounderbyofCoketown,tellsyouplainly,allright,allcorrect—hehadn’tsuchadvantages—butletushavehard-headed,solid-fistedpeople—theeducationthatmadehimwon’tdoforeverybody,he