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it'sLiza!'
Thenroughlypushingthepeopleaside,hemadehiswaythroughthecrowdintothecentre,andthrustinghimselfbetweenthetwowomen,torethemapart.Heturnedfuriouslyonhiswife.
'ByGawd,I'llgiveyersomethin'forthis!'
Andforamomenttheyallthreestoodsilentlylookingatoneanother.
Anothermanhadbeenattractedbythecrowd,andhe,too,pushedhiswaythrough.
'Come'ome,Liza,'hesaid.
'Tom!'
Hetookholdofherarm,andledherthroughthepeople,whogavewaytoletherpass.Theywalkedsilentlythroughthestreet,Tomverygrave,Lizaweepingbitterly.
'Oh,Tom,'shesobbedafterawhile,'Icouldn't'elpit!'Then,whenhertearspermitted,'Ididlove'imso!'
Whentheygottothedoorsheplaintivelysaid:'Comein,'andhefollowedhertoherroom.Hereshesankontoachair,andgaveherselfuptohertears.
Tomwettedtheendofatowelandbeganwipingherface,grimywithbloodandtears.Shelethimdoit,justmoaningamidhersobs:
'Youaregoodterme,Tom.'
'Cheerup,oldgal,'hesaidkindly,'it'sallovernow.'
Afterawhiletheexcessofcryingbroughtitscessation.Shedranksomewater,andthentakingupabrokenhandglassshelookedatherself,saying:
'Iamasight!'andproceededtowindupherhair.'You'avebeengoodterme,Tom,'sherepeated,hervoicestillbrokenwithsobsandashesatdownbesidehershetookhishand.
'Na,Iain't,'heanswered'it'sonlywotanybody'ud'avedone.'
'Yerknow,Tom,'shesaid,afteralittlesilence,'I'msosorryIspokecrosslikewhenImetyerinthestreetyouain'tspoketermesince.'
'Oh,thet'sallovernow,oldlidy,weneedn'tthinkofthet.'
'Oh,butI'avetreatedyerbad.I'maregularwrong'un,Iam.'
Hepressedherhandwithoutspeaking.
'Isay,Tom,'shebegan,afteranotherpause.'Didyerknowthet—well,youknow—beforeter-day?'
Heblushedasheanswered:
'Yus.'
Shespokeverysadlyandslowly.
'IthoughtyerdidyerseemedsocutuplikewhenIusedtomeetyer.Yerdidlovemethen,Tom,didn'tyer?'
'Idonow,dearie,'heanswered.
'Ah,it'stoolitenow,'shesighed.
'D'yerknow,Liza,'hesaid,'Ijustabahtkickedthelifeahtofafeller'cause'esaidyouwasmessin'abahtwith—with'im.'
'An'yerknewIwas?'
'Yus—butIwasn'tgoin'ter'aveanyonesayitbeforeme.'
'They'veallroundedonmeexceptyou,Tom.I'd'avedonebetterifI'dtikenyouwhenyouarstmeIshouldn'tbewhereIamnow,ifI'ad.'
'Well,won'tyernow?Won'tyer'avemenow?'
'Me?Afterwot's'appened?'
'Oh,Idon'tmindabahtthet.Thetdon'tmattertermeifyou'llmarryme.Ifaircan'tlivewithoutyer,Liza—won'tyer?'
Shegroaned.
'Na,Ican't,Tom,itwouldn'tberight.'
'Why,not,ifIdon'tmind?'
'Tom,'shesaid,lookingdown,almostwhispering,'I'mlikethat—youknow!'
'Wotd'yermean?'
Shecouldscarcelyutterthewords—
'IthinkI'minthefamilywy.'
Hepausedamomentthenspokeagain.
'Well—Idon'tmind,ifyer'llonlymarryme.'
'Na,Ican't,Tom,'shesaid,burstingintotears'Ican't,butyouaresogoodtermeI'ddoanythin'termikeitupteryou.'
Sheputherarmsroundhisneckandslidontohisknees.
'Yerknow,Tom,Icouldn'tmarryyernowbutanythin'else—ifyerwantsmeterdoanythin'else,I'lldoitifit'llmikeyou'appy.'
Hedidnotunderstand,butonlysaid:
'You'reagoodgal,Liza,'andbendingdownhekissedhergravelyontheforehead.
Thenwithasighheliftedherdown,andgettingupleftheralone.Forawhileshesatwherehelefther,butasshethoughtofallshehadgonethroughherlonelinessandmiseryovercameher,thetearswelledforth,andthrowingherselfonthebedsheburiedherfaceinthepillows.
JimstoodlookingatLizaasshewentoffwithTom,andhiswifewatchedhimjealously.
'It's'eryou'rethinkin'abaht.Ofcourseyou'd'avelikedtertike'er'omeyerself,Iknow,an'leavemetoshiftformyself.'
'Shutup!'saidJim,angrilyturninguponher.
'Ishan'tshutup,'sheanswered,raisinghervoice.'Nice'usbindyouare.Go'lumme,asgoodastheymike'em!Nicethingtergoan'leaveyerwifeandchildrenforathinglikethet!Atyourage,too!Yououghterbeashimedofyerself.Why,it'slikemessin'abahtwithyourowndaughter!'
'ByGod!'—hegroundhisteethwithrage—'ifyerdon'tleavemealone,I'llkickthelifeahtofyer!'
'There!'shesaid,turningtothecrowd—'there,see'ow'etreatsme!Listenterthat!I'vebeen'iswifefortwentyyears,an'yercouldn't'ave'adabetterwife,an'I'vebore'imninechildren,yetsaynothin'ofamiscarriage,an'I'vegotanothercomin',an'thet's'ow'etreatsme!Nice'usbind,ain'tit?'Shelookedathimscornfully,thenagainatthesurroundersasiffortheiropinion.
'Well,Iain'tgoin'terstay'ereallnightgetahtofthelight!'Hepushedasidethepeoplewhobarredhisway,andtheoneortwowhogrowledalittleathisroughness,lookingathisangryface,wereafraidtocomplain.
'Lookat'im!'saidhiswife.''E'safraid,'eis.See'imslinkin'awylikeabloomin'mongrelwith'istailbetween'islegs.Ugh!'Shewalkedjustbehindhim,shoutingandbrandishingherarms.
'Yerdirtybeast,you,'sheyelled,'tergofoolin'abahtwithalittlegirl!Ugh!Iwishyerwasn'tmy'usbindIwouldn'tbeseendrownedwithyer,ifIcould'elpit.Yermikemesickterlookatyer.'
Thecrowdfollowedthemonbothsidesoftheroad,keepingatadiscreetdistance,butstilleagerlylistening.
Jimturnedonheronceortwiceandsaid:
'Shutup!'
Butitonlymadehermoreangry.'ItellyerIshan'tshutup.Idon'tcare'ooknowsit,you'rea——,youare!I'mashimedthechildrenshould'avesuchafatherasyou.D'yerthinkIdidn'tknowwotyouwasupterthemnightsyouwasawy—courtin',yus,courtin'?You'reaniceman,youare!'
Jimdidnotanswerher,butwalkedon.Atlastheturnedroundtothepeoplewhowerefollowingandsaid:
'Nathen,wotd'youwant'ere?Youjollywellclear,orI'llgivesomeofyousomethin'!'
Theyweremostlyboysandwomen,andathiswordstheyshrankback.
''E'safraidtersyanythin'terme,'jeeredMrs.Blakeston.''E'sabeauty!'
Jimenteredhishouse,andshefollowedhimtilltheycameupintotheirroom.Po