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lieveIhalflikedhimatthemoment,notwithstandinghisprovisothatwhathehaddonewasnotoutofregardforme.Buthumannatureisperverse.Impossibletoanswerhisbluntquestionintheaffirmative,soIdisclaimedalltendencytogratitude,andadvisedhimifheexpectedanyrewardforhischampionship,tolookforitinabetterworld,ashewasnotlikelytomeetwithithere.Inreplyhetermedme“adry-heartedaristocraticscamp,”whereuponIagainchargedhimwithhavingtakenthebreadoutofmymouth.
“Yourbreadwasdirty,man!”criedHunsden—“dirtyandunwholesome!Itcamethroughthehandsofatyrant,forItellyouCrimsworthisatyrant,—atyranttohisworkpeople,atyranttohisclerks,andwillsomedaybeatyranttohiswife.”
“Nonsense!breadisbread,andasalaryisasalary.I’velostmine,andthroughyourmeans.”
“There’ssenseinwhatyousay,afterall,”rejoinedHunsden.“ImustsayIamratheragreeablysurprisedtohearyoumakesopracticalanobservationasthatlast.Ihadimaginednow,frommypreviousobservationofyourcharacter,thatthesentimentaldelightyouwouldhavetakeninyournewlyregainedlibertywould,forawhileatleast,haveeffacedallideasofforethoughtandprudence.Ithinkbetterofyouforlookingsteadilytotheneedful.”
“Lookingsteadilytotheneedful!HowcanIdootherwise?Imustlive,andtoliveImusthavewhatyoucall‘theneedful,’whichIcanonlygetbyworking.Irepeatit,youhavetakenmyworkfromme.”
“Whatdoyoumeantodo?”pursuedHunsdencoolly.“YouhaveinfluentialrelationsIsupposethey’llsoonprovideyouwithanotherplace.”
“Influentialrelations?Who?Ishouldliketoknowtheirnames.”
“TheSeacombes.”
“Stuff!Ihavecutthem.”
Hunsdenlookedatmeincredulously.
“Ihave,”saidI,“andthatdefinitively.”
“Youmustmeantheyhavecutyou,William.”
“Asyouplease.TheyofferedmetheirpatronageonconditionofmyenteringtheChurchIdeclinedboththetermsandtherecompenceIwithdrewfrommycolduncles,andpreferredthrowingmyselfintomyelderbrother’sarms,fromwhoseaffectionateembraceIamnowtornbythecruelintermeddlingofastranger—ofyourself,inshort.”
Icouldnotrepressahalf-smileasIsaidthisasimilardemi-manifestationoffeelingappearedatthesamemomentonHunsden’slips.
“Oh,Isee!”saidhe,lookingintomyeyes,anditwasevidenthedidseerightdownintomyheart.Havingsataminuteortwowithhischinrestingonhishand,diligentlyoccupiedinthecontinuedperusalofmycountenance,hewenton:
“Seriously,haveyouthennothingtoexpectfromtheSeacombes?”
“Yes,rejectionandrepulsion.Whydoyouaskmetwice?Howcanhandsstainedwiththeinkofacounting-house,soiledwiththegreaseo