CHAPTER III.

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urs?Butwhichisthebest?Nottheirsassuredly.Astotheirwomen,itisalittledifferent:theycultivatebeautyfromchildhoodupwards,andmaybycareandtrainingattaintoacertaindegreeofexcellenceinthatpoint,justliketheorientalodalisques.Yeteventhissuperiorityisdoubtful.ComparethefigureinthatframewithMrs.EdwardCrimsworth—whichisthefineranimal?” Irepliedquietly:“CompareyourselfandMr.EdwardCrimsworth,MrHunsden.” “Oh,CrimsworthisbetterfilledupthanIam,Iknowbesideshehasastraightnose,archedeyebrows,andallthatbuttheseadvantages—iftheyareadvantages—hedidnotinheritfromhismother,thepatrician,butfromhisfather,oldCrimsworth,who,MYfathersays,wasasveritablea——shireblue-dyeraseverputindigoinavatyetwithalthehandsomestmaninthethreeRidings.Itisyou,William,whoarethearistocratofyourfamily,andyouarenotasfineafellowasyourplebeianbrotherbylongchalk.” TherewassomethinginMr.Hunsden’spoint-blankmodeofspeechwhichratherpleasedmethanotherwisebecauseitsetmeatmyease.Icontinuedtheconversationwithadegreeofinterest. “HowdoyouhappentoknowthatIamMr.Crimsworth’sbrother?Ithoughtyouandeverybodyelselookeduponmeonlyinthelightofapoorclerk.” “Well,andsowedoandwhatareyoubutapoorclerk?YoudoCrimsworth’swork,andhegivesyouwages—shabbywagestheyare,too.” Iwassilent.Hunsden’slanguagenowborderedontheimpertinent,stillhismannerdidnotoffendmeintheleast—itonlypiquedmycuriosityIwantedhimtogoon,whichhedidinalittlewhile. “Thisworldisanabsurdone,”saidhe. “Whyso,Mr.Hunsden?” “Iwonderyoushouldask:youareyourselfastrongproofoftheabsurdityIalludeto.” Iwasdeterminedheshouldexplainhimselfofhisownaccord,withoutmypressinghimsotodo—soIresumedmysilence. “Isityourintentiontobecomeatradesman?”heinquiredpresently. “Itwasmyseriousintentionthreemonthsago.” “Humph!themorefoolyou—youlooklikeatradesman!Whatapracticalbusiness-likefaceyouhave!” “MyfaceisastheLordmadeit,Mr.Hunsden.” “TheLordnevermadeeitheryourfaceorheadforX——Whatgoodcanyourbumpsofideality,comparison,self-esteem,conscientiousness,doyouhere?ButifyoulikeBigbenClose,staythereit’syourownaffair,notmine.” “PerhapsIhavenochoice.” “Well,Icarenoughtaboutit—itwillmakelittledifferencetomewhatyoudoorwhereyougobutI’mcoolnow—IwanttodanceagainandIseesuchafinegirlsittinginthecornerofthesofatherebyhermammaseeifIdon’tgetherforapartnerinajiffy!There’sWaddy—SamWaddymakinguptoherwon’t