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face,andthecuphithimontheforeheadandcuthimsothatthebloodtrickleddown.Inamomenthehaddrawnhissword,andatthesametimeIwrenchedminefromitssheath.
Hecouldfightwell.
Hecouldfightwell,butagainstmehewaslost.Alltherageandagonyofthelastdaygatheredthemselvestogether.Iwasliftedupandcriedaloudinthejoyofhavingsomeoneonwhomtowreakmyvengeance.IfeltasifIhadagainstmethewholeworldandwerepouringoutmyhateattheendofmysword.Myfurylentmethestrengthofadevil.Idrovehimback,Idrovehimback,andIfoughtasIhadneverfoughtbefore.InaminuteIhadbeatentheswordfromhishand,anditfelltothefloorasifhiswristwerebroken,clatteringdownamongthecups.Hestaggeredbackagainstthewall,andstoodtherewithhisheadthrownbackandhisarmshelplesslyoutspread.
'Ah,God,Ithankthee!'Icriedexultingly.'NowIamhappy.'
Iliftedmyswordabovemyheadtocleavehisskull,myarmwasintheswing—whenIstopped.Isawthestaringeyes,thewhitefaceblanchedwithterrorhewasstandingagainstthewallashehadfallen,shrinkingawayinhismortalanxiety.IstoppedIcouldnotkillhim.
Isheathedmyswordandsaid,—
'Go!Iwillnotkillyou.Idespiseyoutoomuch.'
Hedidnotmove,butstoodasifhewereturnedtostone,stillterror-strickenandafraid.Then,inmycontempt,Itookahornofwaterandflungitoverhim.
'Youlookpale,myfriend,'Isaid.'Hereiswatertomixwithyourwine.'
ThenIleantbackandburstintoashoutoflaughter,andIlaughedtillmysidesached,andIlaughedagain.
Ithrewdownmoneytopayformyentertainment,andwentout.ButasIbestrodemyhorseandwerecommencedourjourneyalongthesilentroadsIfeltmyheadacheworsethanever.AllenjoymentwasgoneIcouldtakenopleasureinlife.Howlongwoulditlast?Howlong?Irodea