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關燈
INtheeveningBartolomeoreturnedtothePalaceandaskedforChecco.AthisrequestMatteoandIjoinedhiminChecco'sstudy,andbesidestherewerehistwosons,ScipioneandAlessandro.Bartolomeowasgraverthanever. 'Ihavecometoyounow,Checco,impelledbyaverystrongsenseofduty,andIwishtotalkwithyouonamatterofthegreatestimportance.' Heclearedhisthroat. 'Firstly,areyouconvincedthattheattemptonyourlifewasplottedbyGirolamoRiario?' 'Iamsorryforhissake,but—Iam.' 'Soareweall,absolutely.Andwhatdoyouintendtodonow?' 'WhatcanIdo?Nothing!' 'Theanswerisnotnothing.Youhavesomethingtodo.' 'Andthatis?' 'TokillGirolamobeforehehastimetokillyou.' Checcostartedtohisfeet. 'Theyhavebeentalkingtoyou—MatteoandFilippo.Itistheywhohaveputthisinyourhead.Iknewitwouldbesuggestedagain.' 'Nothinghasgivenmetheideabuttheirresistibleforceofcircumstances.' 'Never!Iwillneverconsenttothat.' 'Buthewillkillyou.' 'Icandie!' 'Itwillbetheruinofyourfamily.Whatwillhappentoyourwifeandchildrenifyouaredead?' 'Ifneedbetheycandietoo.NoonewhobearsthenameofOrsifearsdeath.' 'Youcannotsacrificetheirlivesincoldblood.' 'Icannotkillafellow-manincoldblood.Ah,myfriend,youdon'tknowwhatisinme.IamnotreligiousIhavenevermeddledwithpriestsbutsomethinginmyhearttellsmenottodothisthing.Idon'tknowwhatitis—conscienceorhonour—butitisspeakingclearlywithinme.' Hehadhishandonhisheart,andwasspeakingveryearnestly.Wefollowedhiseyesandsawthemrestingonacrucifix. 'No,Bartolomeo,'hesaid,'onecannotforgetGod.Heisaboveusalways,alwayswatchingusandwhatshouldIsaytoHimwiththebloodofthatmanonmyhands?Youmaysaywhatyoulike,but,believeme,itisbesttobehonestandstraight-forward,andtotheutmostofone'sabilitytocarryoutthedoctrineswhichChristhasleftus,anduponwhichhesetthesealwiththebloodofHishandsandfeetandthewoundinHisside.' Bartolomeolookedatmeasifitwerehopelesstoattemptanythingagainstsuchsentiments.ButIsignedhimenergeticallytogoonhehesitated.ItwouldbealmosttragicifhegavethematterupbeforeCheccohadtimetosurrender.However,heproceeded,— 'Youareagoodman,Checco,andIrespectyoudeeplyforwhatyouhavesaid.Butifyouwillnotstirtosaveyourself,thinkoftheothers.' 'Whatdoyoumean?'saidChecco,startingasiffromadream. 'Haveyoutherighttosacrificeyourfellowmen?ThecitizensofForlidependonyou.' 'Ah,theywilleasilyfindanotherleader.Why,youyourselfwillbeofgreaterassistancet