CHAPTER TWELVE
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tsidethewater-cartgoingslowlyalongsprayingthepavementthecarriagesjingling,andallthesilverandchintz,brownandbluerugsandvasesfilledwithgreenboughs,stripedwithtremblingyellowbars.
Theinsipidityofwhatwassaidneedsnoillustration—Bonamykeptongentlyreturningquietanswersandaccumulatingamazementatanexistencesqueezedandemasculatedwithinawhitesatinshoe(Mrs.DurrantmeanwhileenunciatingstridentpoliticswithSirSomebodyinthebackroom)untilthevirginityofClara'ssoulappearedtohimcandidthedepthsunknownandhewouldhavebroughtoutJacob'snamehadhenotbeguntofeelpositivelycertainthatClaralovedhim—andcoulddonothingwhatever.
"Nothingwhatever!"heexclaimed,asthedoorshut,and,foramanofhistemperament,gotaveryqueerfeeling,ashewalkedthroughthepark,ofcarriagesirresistiblydrivenofflowerbedsuncompromisinglygeometricalofforcerushingroundgeometricalpatternsinthemostsenselesswayintheworld."WasClara,"hethought,pausingtowatchtheboysbathingintheSerpentine,"thesilentwoman?—wouldJacobmarryher?"
ButinAthensinthesunshine,inAthens,whereitisalmostimpossibletogetafternoontea,andelderlygentlemenwhotalkpoliticstalkthemalltheotherwayround,inAthenssatSandraWentworthWilliams,veiled,inwhite,herlegsstretchedinfrontofher,oneelbowonthearmofthebamboochair,bluecloudswaveringanddriftingfromhercigarette.
TheorangetreeswhichflourishintheSquareoftheConstitution,theband,thedraggingoffeet,thesky,thehouses,lemonandrosecoloured—allthisbecamesosignificanttoMrs.WentworthWilliamsafterhersecondcupofcoffeethatshebegandramatizingthestoryofthenobleandimpulsiveEnglishwomanwhohadofferedaseatinhercarriagetotheoldAmericanladyatMycenae(Mrs.Duggan)—notaltogetherafalsestory,thoughitsaidnothingofEvan,standingfirstononefoot,thenontheother,waitingforthewomentostopchattering.
"IamputtingthelifeofFatherDamienintoverse,"Mrs.Dugganhadsaid,forshehadlosteverything—everythingintheworld,husbandandchildandeverything,butfaithremained.
Sandra,floatingfromtheparticulartotheuniversal,laybackinatrance.
Theflightoftimewhichhurriesussotragicallyalongtheeternaldrudgeanddrone,nowburstingintofieryflamelikethosebriefballsofyellowamonggreenleaves(shewaslookingatorangetrees)kissesonlipsthataretodietheworldturning,turninginmazesofheatandsound—thoughtobesurethereisthequieteveningwithitslovelypallor,"ForIamsensitivetoeverysideofit,"Sandrathought,"andMrs.Dugganwillwritetomeforever,andIshallanswerherletters."Nowtheroyalbandmarchingbywiththenationalflagstirredwiderringsofemotion,andlifebecamesomethingthatthecourageousmountandrideouttoseaon—thehairblownback(sosheenvisagedit,andthebreezestirredslightlyamongtheorangetrees)andsheherselfwasemergingfromsilverspray—whenshesawJacob.HewasstandingintheSquarewithabookunderhisarmlookingvacantlyabouthim.Thathewasheavilybuiltandmightbecomestoutintimewasafact.
Butshesuspectedhimofbeingamerebumpkin.
"Thereisthatyoungman,"shesaid,peevishly,throwingawayhercigarette,"thatMr.Flanders."
"Where?"saidEvan."Idon'tseehim."
"Oh,walkingaway—behindthetreesnow.No,youcan'tseehim.Butwearesuretorunintohim,"which,ofcourse,theydid.
Buthowfarwasheamerebumpkin?HowfarwasJacobFlandersattheageoftwenty-sixastupidfellow?Itisnousetryingtosumpeopleup.Onemustfollowhints,notexactlywhatissaid,noryetentirelywhatisdone.Some,itistrue,takeineffaceableimpressionsofcharacteratonce.Othersdally,loiter,andgetblownthiswayandthat.Kindoldladiesassureusthatcatsareoftenthebestjudgesofcharacter.Acatwillalwaysgotoagoodman,theysaybutthen,Mrs.Whitehorn,Jacob'slandlady,loathedcats.
Thereisalsothehighlyrespectableopinionthatcharacter-mongeringismuchoverdonenowadays.Afterall,whatdoesitmatter—thatFannyElmerwasallsentimentandsensation,andMrs.Durranthardasiron?thatClara,owing(sothecharacter-mongerssaid)largelytohermother'sinfluence,neveryethadthechancetodoanythingoffherownbat,andonlytoveryobservanteyesdisplayeddeepsoffeelingwhichwerepositivelyalarmingandwouldcertainlythrowherselfawayuponsomeoneunworthyofheroneofthesedaysunless,sothecharacter-mongerssaid,shehadasparkofhermother'sspiritinher—wassomehowheroic.ButwhatatermtoapplytoClaraDurrant!Simpletoadegree,othersthoughther.Andthatistheveryreason,sotheysaid,whysheattractsDickBonamy—theyoungmanwiththeWellingtonnose.NowHE'Sadarkhorseifyoulike.Andtherethesegossipswouldsuddenlypause.Obviouslytheymeanttohintathispeculiardisposition—longrumouredamongthem.
"ButsometimesitispreciselyawomanlikeClarathatmenofthattemperamentneed…"MissJuliaEliotwouldhint.
"Well,"Mr.Bowleywouldreply,"itmaybeso."
Forhoweverlongthesegossipssit,andhowevertheystuffouttheirvictims'characterstilltheyareswollenandtenderastheliversofgeeseexposedtoahotfire,theynevercometoadecision.
"Thatyoungman,JacobFlanders,"theywouldsay,"sodistinguishedlooking—andyetsoawkward."ThentheywouldapplythemselvestoJacobandvacillateeternallybetweenthetwoextremes.Herodetohounds—afterafashion,forhehadn'tapenny.
"Didyoueverhearwhohisfatherwas?"askedJuliaEliot.
"Hismother,theysay,issomehowconnectedwiththeRocksbiers,"repliedMr.Bowley.
"Hedoesn'toverworkhimselfanyhow."
"Hisfriendsareveryfondofhim."
"DickBonamy,youmean?"
"No,Ididn'tmeanthat.It'sevidentlytheotherwaywithJacob.Heispreciselytheyoungmantofallheadlonginloveandrepentitfortherestofhislife."
"Oh,Mr.Bowley,"saidMrs.Durrant,sweepingdownupontheminherimperiousmanner,"yourememberMrs.Adams?Well,thatisherniece."AndMr.Bowley,gettingup,bowedpolitelyandfetchedstrawberries.
Sowearedrivenbacktoseewhattheothersidemeans—themeninclubsandCabinets—whentheysaythatcharacter-drawingisafrivolousfiresideart,amatterofpinsandneedles,exquisiteoutlinesenclosingvacancy,flourishes,andmerescrawls.
ThebattleshipsrayoutovertheNorthSea,keepingtheirstationsaccuratelyapart.Atagivensignalallthegunsaretrainedonatargetwhich(themastergunnercountstheseconds,watchinhand—atthesixthhelooksup)flamesintosplinters.Withequalnonchalanceadozenyoungmenintheprimeoflifedescendwithcomposedfacesintothedepthsoftheseaandthereimpassively(thoughwithperfectmasteryofmachinery)suffocateuncomplaininglytogether.Likeblocksoftinsoldiersthearmycoversthecornfield,movesupthehillside,stops,reelsslightlythiswayandthat,andfallsflat,savethat,throughfieldglasses,itcanbeseenthatoneortwopiecesstillagitateupanddownlikefragmentsofbrokenmatch-stick.
Theseactions,togetherwiththeincessantcommerceofbanks,laboratories,chancellories,andhousesofbusiness,arethestrokeswhichoartheworldforward,theysay.AndtheyaredealtbymenassmoothlysculpturedastheimpassivepolicemanatLudgateCircus.Butyouwillobservethatfarfrombeingpaddedtorotundityhisfaceisstifffromforceofwill,andleanfromtheeffortsofkeepingitso.Whenhisrightarmrises,alltheforceinhisveinsflowsstraightfromshouldertofinger-tipsnotanounceisdivertedintosuddenimpulses,sentimentalregrets,wire-drawndistinctions.Thebusespunctuallystop.
Itisthusthatwelive,theysay,drivenbyanunseizableforce.Theysaythatthenovelistsnevercatchitthatitgoeshurtlingthroughtheirnetsandleavesthemtorntoribbons.This,theysay,iswhatweliveby—thisunseizableforce.
"Wherearethemen?"saidoldGeneralGibbons,lookingroundthedrawing-room,fullasusualonSundayafternoonsofwell-dressedpeople."Wherearetheguns?"
Mrs.Durrantlookedtoo.
Clara,thinkingthathermotherwantedher,cameinthenwentoutagain.
TheyweretalkingaboutGermanyattheDurrants,andJacob(drivenbythisunseizableforce)walkedrapidlydownHermesStreetandranstraightintotheWilliamses.
"Oh!"criedSandra,withacordialitywhichshesuddenlyfelt.AndEvanadded,"Whatluck!"
ThedinnerwhichtheygavehiminthehotelwhichlooksontotheSquareoftheConstitutionwasexcellent.Platedbasketscontainedfreshrolls.Therewasrealbutter.Andthemeatscarcelyneededthedisguiseofinnumerablelittleredandgreenvegetablesglazedinsauce.
Itwasstrange,though.TherewerethelittletablessetoutatintervalsonthescarletfloorwiththeGreekKing'smonogramwroughtinyellow.Sandradinedinherhat,veiledasusual.Evanlookedthiswayandthatoverhisshoulderimperturbableyetsuppleandsometimessighed.Itwasstrange.FortheywereEnglishpeoplecometogetherinAthensonaMayevening.Jacob,helpinghimselftothisandthat,answeredintelligently,yetwitharinginhisvoice.
TheWilliamsesweregoingtoConstantinopleearlynextmorning,theysaid.
"Beforeyouareup,"saidSandra.
TheywouldleaveJacobalone,then.Turningveryslightly,Evanorderedsomething—abottleofwine—fromwhichhehelpedJacob,withakindofsolicitude,withakindofpaternalsolicitude,ifthatwerepossible.Tobeleftalone—thatwasgoodforayoungfellow.Neverwasthereatimewhenthecountryhadmoreneedofmen.Hesighed.
"AndyouhavebeentotheAcropolis?"askedSandra.
"Yes,"saidJacob.Andtheymovedofftothewindowtogether,whileEvanspoketotheheadwaiteraboutcallingthemearly.
"Itisastonishing,"saidJacob,inagruffvoice.
Sandraopenedhereyesveryslightly.Possiblyhernostrilsexpandedalittletoo.
"Athalf-pastsixthen,"saidEvan,comingtowardsthem,lookingasifhefacedsomethinginfacinghiswifeandJacobstandingwiththeirbackstothewindow.
Sandrasmiledathim.
And,ashewenttothewindowandhadnothingtosaysheadded,inbrokenhalf-sentences:
"Well,buthowlovely—wouldn'titbe?TheAcropolis,Evan—orareyoutootired?"
AtthatEvanlookedatthem,or,sinceJacobwasstaringaheadofhim,athiswife,surlily,sullenly,yetwithakindofdistress—notthatshewouldpityhim.Norwouldtheimplacablespiritoflove,foranythinghecoulddo,ceaseitstortures.
Theylefthimandhesatinthesmoking-room,whichlooksoutontothe
SquareoftheConstitution.
"Evanisha