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WhileSirWalterandElizabethwereassiduouslypushingtheirgoodfortuneinLauraPlace,Annewasrenewinganacquaintanceofaverydifferentdescription.
Shehadcalledonherformergoverness,andhadheardfromheroftherebeinganoldschool-fellowinBath,whohadthetwostrongclaimsonherattentionofpastkindnessandpresentsuffering.MissHamilton,nowMrsSmith,hadshewnherkindnessinoneofthoseperiodsofherlifewhenithadbeenmostvaluable.Annehadgoneunhappytoschool,grievingforthelossofamotherwhomshehaddearlyloved,feelingherseparationfromhome,andsufferingasagirloffourteen,ofstrongsensibilityandnothighspirits,mustsufferatsuchatimeandMissHamilton,threeyearsolderthanherself,butstillfromthewantofnearrelationsandasettledhome,remaininganotheryearatschool,hadbeenusefulandgoodtoherinawaywhichhadconsiderablylessenedhermisery,andcouldneverberememberedwithindifference.
MissHamiltonhadleftschool,hadmarriednotlongafterwards,wassaidtohavemarriedamanoffortune,andthiswasallthatAnnehadknownofher,tillnowthattheirgoverness’saccountbroughthersituationforwardinamoredecidedbutverydifferentform.
Shewasawidowandpoor.Herhusbandhadbeenextravagantandathisdeath,abouttwoyearsbefore,hadlefthisaffairsdreadfullyinvolved.Shehadhaddifficultiesofeverysorttocontendwith,andinadditiontothesedistresseshadbeenafflictedwithasevererheumaticfever,which,finallysettlinginherlegs,hadmadeherforthepresentacripple.ShehadcometoBathonthataccount,andwasnowinlodgingsnearthehotbaths,livinginaveryhumbleway,unableeventoaffordherselfthecomfortofaservant,andofcoursealmostexcludedfromsociety.
TheirmutualfriendansweredforthesatisfactionwhichavisitfromMissElliotwouldgiveMrsSmith,andAnnethereforelostnotimeingoing.Shementionednothingofwhatshehadheard,orwhatsheintended,athome.Itwouldexcitenoproperinterestthere.SheonlyconsultedLadyRussell,whoenteredthoroughlyintohersentiments,andwasmosthappytoconveyherasneartoMrsSmith’slodgingsinWestgateBuildings,asAnnechosetobetaken.
Thevisitwaspaid,theiracquaintancere-established,theirinterestineachothermorethanre-kindled.Thefirsttenminuteshaditsawkwardnessanditsemotion.Twelveyearsweregonesincetheyhadparted,andeachpresentedasomewhatdifferentpersonfromwhattheotherhadimagined.TwelveyearshadchangedAnnefromtheblooming,silent,unformedgirloffifteen,totheelegantlittlewomanofseven-and-twenty,witheverybeautyexceptbloom,andwithmannersasconsciouslyrightastheywereinvariablygentleandtwelveyearshadtransformedthefine-looking,well-grownMissHamilton,inalltheglowofhealthandconfidenceofsuperiority,intoapoor,infirm,helplesswidow,receivingthevisitofherformerprotegeeasafavourbutallthatwasuncomfortableinthemeetinghadsoonpassedaway,andleftonlytheinterestingcharmofrememberingformerpartialitiesandtalkingoveroldtimes.
AnnefoundinMrsSmiththegoodsenseandagreeablemannerswhichshehadalmostventuredtodependon,andadispositiontoconverseandbecheerfulbeyondherexpectation.Neitherthedissipationsofthepast—andshehadlivedverymuchintheworld—northerestrictionsofthepresent,neithersicknessnorsorrowseemedtohaveclosedherheartorruinedherspirits.
Inthecourseofasecondvisitshetalkedwithgreatopenness,andAnne’sastonishmentincreased.ShecouldscarcelyimagineamorecheerlesssituationinitselfthanMrsSmith’s.Shehadbeenveryfondofherhusband:shehadburiedhim.Shehadbeenusedtoaffluence:itwasgone.Shehadnochildtoconnectherwit