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vourstomeet,andwhentheydidmeet,bysuchgreatopennessofconduct,suchreadinesstoapologizeforthepast,suchsolicitudetobereceivedasarelationagain,thattheirformergoodunderstandingwascompletelyre-established.
Theyhadnotafaulttofindinhim.Hehadexplainedawayalltheappearanceofneglectonhisownside.Ithadoriginatedinmisapprehensionentirely.Hehadneverhadanideaofthrowinghimselfoffhehadfearedthathewasthrownoff,butknewnotwhy,anddelicacyhadkepthimsilent.Uponthehintofhavingspokendisrespectfullyorcarelesslyofthefamilyandthefamilyhonours,hewasquiteindignant.He,whohadeverboastedofbeinganElliot,andwhosefeelings,astoconnection,wereonlytoostricttosuittheunfeudaltoneofthepresentday.Hewasastonished,indeed,buthischaracterandgeneralconductmustrefuteit.HecouldreferSirWaltertoallwhoknewhimandcertainly,thepainshehadbeentakingonthis,thefirstopportunityofreconciliation,toberestoredtothefootingofarelationandheir-presumptive,wasastrongproofofhisopinionsonthesubject.
Thecircumstancesofhismarriage,too,werefoundtoadmitofmuchextenuation.Thiswasanarticlenottobeenteredonbyhimselfbutaveryintimatefriendofhis,aColonelWallis,ahighlyrespectableman,perfectlythegentleman,(andnotanill-lookingman,SirWalteradded),whowaslivinginverygoodstyleinMarlboroughBuildings,andhad,athisownparticularrequest,beenadmittedtotheiracquaintancethroughMrElliot,hadmentionedoneortwothingsrelativetothemarriage,whichmadeamaterialdifferenceinthediscreditofit.
ColonelWallishadknownMrElliotlong,hadbeenwellacquaintedalsowithhiswife,hadperfectlyunderstoodthewholestory.Shewascertainlynotawomanoffamily,butwelleducated,accomplished,rich,andexcessivelyinlovewithhisfriend.Therehadbeenthecharm.Shehadsoughthim.Withoutthatattraction,notallhermoneywouldhavetemptedElliot,andSirWalterwas,moreover,assuredofherhavingbeenaveryfinewoman.Herewasagreatdealtosoftenthebusiness.Averyfinewomanwithalargefortune,inlovewithhim!SirWalterseemedtoadmititascompleteapologyandthoughElizabethcouldnotseethecircumstanceinquitesofavourablealight,shealloweditbeagreatextenuation.
MrElliothadcalledrepeatedly,haddinedwiththemonce,evidentlydelightedbythedistinctionofbeingasked,fortheygavenodinnersingeneraldelighted,inshort,byeveryproofofcousinlynotice,andplacinghiswholehappinessinbeingonintimatetermsinCamdenPlace.
Annelistened,butwithoutquiteunderstandingit.Allowances,largeallowances,sheknew,mustbemadefortheideasofthosewhospoke.Shehearditallunderembellishment.Allthatsoundedextravagantorirrationalintheprogressofthereconciliationmighthavenooriginbutinthelanguageoftherelators.Still,however,shehadthesensationoftherebeingsomethingmorethanimmediatelyappeare