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orryandashamedforthenecessityoftheremoval,shecouldnotbutinconsciencefeelthattheyweregonewhodeservednottostay,andthatKellynchHallhadpassedintobetterhandsthanitsowners’.Theseconvictionsmustunquestionablyhavetheirownpain,andseverewasitskindbuttheyprecludedthatpainwhichLadyRussellwouldsufferinenteringthehouseagain,andreturningthroughthewell-knownapartments.
InsuchmomentsAnnehadnopowerofsayingtoherself,“Theseroomsoughttobelongonlytous.Oh,howfallenintheirdestination!Howunworthilyoccupied!Anancientfamilytobesodrivenaway!Strangersfillingtheirplace!”No,exceptwhenshethoughtofhermother,andrememberedwhereshehadbeenusedtositandpreside,shehadnosighofthatdescriptiontoheave.
MrsCroftalwaysmetherwithakindnesswhichgaveherthepleasureoffancyingherselfafavourite,andonthepresentoccasion,receivingherinthathouse,therewasparticularattention.
ThesadaccidentatLymewassoontheprevailingtopic,andoncomparingtheirlatestaccountsoftheinvalid,itappearedthateachladydatedherintelligencefromthesamehourofyestermornthatCaptainWentworthhadbeeninKellynchyesterday(thefirsttimesincetheaccident),hadbroughtAnnethelastnote,whichshehadnotbeenabletotracetheexactstepsofhadstaidafewhoursandthenreturnedagaintoLyme,andwithoutanypresentintentionofquittingitanymore.Hehadenquiredafterher,shefound,particularlyhadexpressedhishopeofMissElliot’snotbeingtheworseforherexertions,andhadspokenofthoseexertionsasgreat.Thiswashandsome,andgavehermorepleasurethanalmostanythingelsecouldhavedone.
Astothesadcatastropheitself,itcouldbecanvassedonlyinonestylebyacoupleofsteady,sensiblewomen,whosejudgementshadtoworkonascertainedeventsanditwasperfectlydecidedthatithadbeentheconsequenceofmuchthoughtlessnessandmuchimprudencethatitseffectsweremostalarming,andthatitwasfrightfultothink,howlongMissMusgrove’srecoverymightyetbedoubtful,andhowliableshewouldstillremaintosufferfromtheconcussionhereafter!TheAdmiralwounditupsummarilybyexclaiming—
“Ay,averybadbusinessindeed.Anewsortofwaythis,forayoungfellowtobemakinglove,bybreakinghismistress’shead,isnotit,MissElliot?Thisisbreakingaheadandgivingaplaster,truly!”
AdmiralCroft’smannerswerenotquiteofthetonetosuitLadyRussell,buttheydelightedAnne.Hisgoodnessofheartandsimplicityofcharacterwereirresistible.
“Now,thismustbeverybadforyou,”saidhe,suddenlyrousingfromalittlereverie,“tobecomingandfindingushere.Ihadnotrecollecteditbefore,Ideclare,butitmustbeverybad.Butnow,donotstanduponceremony.Getupandgooveralltheroomsinthehouseifyoulikeit.”
“Anothertime,Sir,Ithankyou,notnow.”
“Well,wheneveritsuitsyou.Y