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ntandcousins,whiletherestofthepartywaitedforthematthetopofthehill.Louisaseemedtheprincipalarrangeroftheplanand,asshewentalittlewaywiththem,downthehill,stilltalkingtoHenrietta,Marytooktheopportunityoflookingscornfullyaroundher,andsayingtoCaptainWentworth—
“Itisveryunpleasant,havingsuchconnexions!But,Iassureyou,Ihaveneverbeeninthehouseabovetwiceinmylife.”
Shereceivednootheranswer,thananartificial,assentingsmile,followedbyacontemptuousglance,asheturnedaway,whichAnneperfectlyknewthemeaningof.
Thebrowofthehill,wheretheyremained,wasacheerfulspot:LouisareturnedandMary,findingacomfortableseatforherselfonthestepofastile,wasverywellsatisfiedsolongastheothersallstoodaboutherbutwhenLouisadrewCaptainWentworthaway,totryforagleaningofnutsinanadjoininghedge-row,andtheyweregonebydegreesquiteoutofsightandsound,Marywashappynolongershequarrelledwithherownseat,wassureLouisahadgotamuchbettersomewhere,andnothingcouldpreventherfromgoingtolookforabetteralso.Sheturnedthroughthesamegate,butcouldnotseethem.Annefoundaniceseatforher,onadrysunnybank,underthehedge-row,inwhichshehadnodoubtoftheirstillbeing,insomespotorother.Marysatdownforamoment,butitwouldnotdoshewassureLouisahadfoundabetterseatsomewhereelse,andshewouldgoontillsheovertookher.
Anne,reallytiredherself,wasgladtositdownandsheverysoonheardCaptainWentworthandLouisainthehedge-row,behindher,asifmakingtheirwaybackalongtherough,wildsortofchannel,downthecentre.Theywerespeakingastheydrewnear.Louisa’svoicewasthefirstdistinguished.Sheseemedtobeinthemiddleofsomeeagerspeech.WhatAnnefirstheardwas—
“Andso,Imadehergo.Icouldnotbearthatsheshouldbefrightenedfromthevisitbysuchnonsense.What!wouldIbeturnedbackfromdoingathingthatIhaddeterminedtodo,andthatIknewtoberight,bytheairsandinterferenceofsuchaperson,orofanypersonImaysay?No,Ihavenoideaofbeingsoeasilypersuaded.WhenIhavemadeupmymind,IhavemadeitandHenriettaseemedentirelytohavemadeupherstocallatWinthropto-dayandyet,shewasasneargivingitup,outofnonsensicalcomplaisance!”
“Shewouldhaveturnedbackthen,butforyou?”
“Shewouldindeed.Iamalmostashamedtosayit.”
“Happyforher,tohavesuchamindasyoursathand!Afterthehintsyougavejustnow,whichdidbutconfirmmyownobservations,thelasttimeIwasincompanywithhim,Ineednotaffecttohavenocomprehensionofwhatisgoingon.Iseethatmorethanameredutifulmorningvisittoyourauntwasinquestionandwoebetidehim,andhertoo,whenitcomestothingsofconsequence,whentheyareplacedincircumstancesrequiringfortitudeandstrengthofmind,ifshehavenotresolutionenoughtoresistidleinterferenceinsuchatrifleasthis.Yoursisterisanamiablecreaturebutyoursisthecharacterofdecisionandfirmness,Isee.Ifyouvalueherconductorhappiness,infuseasmuchofyourownspiritintoherasyoucan.Butthis,nodoubt,youhavebeenalwaysdoing.Itistheworsteviloftooyieldingandindecisiveacharacter,thatnoinfluenceoveritcanbedependedon.Youareneversureofagoodimpressionbeingdurableeverybodymayswayit.Letthosewhowouldbehappybefirm.Hereisanut,”saidhe,catchingonedownfromanupperbough,“toexemplify:abeautifulglossynut,which,blessedwithoriginalstrength,hasoutlivedallthestormsofautumn.Notapuncture,notaweakspotanywhere.Thisnut,”hecontinued,withplayfulsolemnity,“whilesomanyofhisbrethrenhavefallenandbeentroddenunderfoot,isstillinpossessionofallthehappinessthatahazelnutcanbesupposedcapableof.”Thenreturningtohisformerearnesttone—“MyfirstwishforallwhomIaminterestedin,isthattheyshouldbefirm.IfLouisaMusgrovewouldbebeautifulandhappyinherNovemberoflife,shewillcherishallherpresentpowersofmind.”
Hehaddone,andwasunanswered.ItwouldhavesurprisedAnneifLouisacouldhavereadilyansweredsuchasp