Chapter 9

關燈
scendingthestairs. “Remember,”shecontinued,“thereistobenorevenge.Iwillhavenomoreintentionalevil.Wearenottofightwitheachotheranymore.” “Ishallneverforgivehim,”sighedPhilip. “Latte!lattefreschissima!biancacomeneve!”Perfettacameinwithanotherlampandalittlejug. Ginospokeforthefirsttime.“Putthemilkonthetable,”hesaid.“Itwillnotbewantedintheotherroom.”Theperilwasoveratlast.Agreatsobshookthewholebody,anotherfollowed,andthenhegaveapiercingcryofwoe,andstumbledtowardsMissAbbottlikeachildandclungtoher. AllthroughthedayMissAbbotthadseemedtoPhiliplikeagoddess,andmorethaneverdidsheseemsonow.Manypeoplelookyoungerandmoreintimateduringgreatemotion.Butsometherearewholookolder,andremote,andhecouldnotthinkthattherewaslittledifferenceinyears,andnoneincomposition,betweenherandthemanwhoseheadwaslaiduponherbreast.Hereyeswereopen,fullofinfinitepityandfullofmajesty,asiftheydiscernedtheboundariesofsorrow,andsawunimaginabletractsbeyond.Sucheyeshehadseeningreatpicturesbutneverinamortal.Herhandswerefoldedroundthesufferer,strokinghimlightly,forevenagoddesscandonomorethanthat.Anditseemedfitting,too,thatsheshouldbendherheadandtouchhisforeheadwithherlips. Philiplookedaway,ashesometimeslookedawayfromthegreatpictureswherevisibleformssuddenlybecomeinadequateforthethingstheyhaveshowntous.Hewashappyhewasassuredthattherewasgreatnessintheworld.Therecametohimanearnestdesiretobegoodthroughtheexampleofthisgoodwoman.Hewouldtryhenceforwardtobeworthyofthethingsshehadrevealed.Quietly,withouthystericalprayersorbangingofdrums,heunderwentconversion.Hewassaved. “Thatmilk,”saidshe,“neednotbewasted.Takeit,SignorCarella,andpersuadeMr.Herritontodrink.” Ginoobeyedher,andcarriedthechild’smilktoPhilip.AndPhilipobeyedalsoanddrank. “Isthereanyleft?” “Alittle,”answeredGino. “Thenfinishit.”Forshewasdeterminedtousesuchremnantsaslieabouttheworld. “Willyounothavesome?” “Idonotcareformilkfinishitall.” “Philip,haveyouhadenoughmilk?” “Yes,thankyou,Ginofinishitall.” Hedrankthemilk,andthen,eitherbyaccidentorinsomespasmofpain,brokethejugtopieces.Perfettaexclaimedinbewilderment.“Itdoesnotmatter,”hetoldher.“Itdoesnotmatter.Itwillneverbewantedanymore.”
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