Chapter 6
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“BecauseHarriet—?”
Shewouldnotgofurther,buthebelievedthatshehadpaidhomagetothecomplexityoflife.Forher,atallevents,theexpeditionwasneithereasynorjolly.Beauty,evil,charm,vulgarity,mystery—shealsoacknowledgedthistangle,inspiteofherself.Andhervoicethrilledhimwhenshebrokesilencewith“Mr.Herriton—comehere—lookatthis!”
SheremovedapileofplatesfromtheGothicwindow,andtheyleantoutofit.Closeopposite,wedgedbetweenmeanhouses,thereroseuponeofthegreattowers.Itisyourtower:youstretchabarricadebetweenitandthehotel,andthetrafficisblockedinamoment.Fartherup,wherethestreetemptiesoutbythechurch,yourconnections,theMerliandtheCapocchi,dolikewise.TheycommandthePiazza,youtheSienagate.Noonecanmoveineitherbutheshallbeinstantlyslain,eitherbybowsorbycrossbows,orbyGreekfire.Beware,however,ofthebackbedroomwindows.FortheyaremenacedbythetoweroftheAldobrandeschi,andbeforenowarrowshavestuckquiveringoverthewashstand.Guardthesewindowswell,lesttherebearepetitionoftheeventsofFebruary1338,whenthehotelwassurprisedfromtherear,andyourdearestfriend—youcouldjustmakeoutthatitwashe—wasthrownatyouoverthestairs.
“Itreachesuptoheaven,”saidPhilip,“anddowntotheotherplace.”Thesummitofthetowerwasradiantinthesun,whileitsbasewasinshadowandpastedoverwithadvertisements.“Isittobeasymbolofthetown?”
Shegavenohintthatsheunderstoodhim.Buttheyremainedtogetheratthewindowbecauseitwasalittlecoolerandsopleasant.PhilipfoundacertaingraceandlightnessinhiscompanionwhichhehadnevernoticedinEngland.Shewasappallinglynarrow,butherconsciousnessofwiderthingsgavetohernarrownessapatheticcharm.Hedidnotsuspectthathewasmoregracefultoo.Forourvanityissuchthatweholdourowncharactersimmutable,andweareslowtoacknowledgethattheyhavechanged,evenforthebetter.
Citizenscameoutforalittlestrollbeforedinner.Someofthemstoodandgazedattheadvertisementsonthetower.
“Surelythatisn’tanopera-bill?”saidMissAbbott.
Philipputonhispince-nez.“‘LuciadiLammermoor.BytheMasterDonizetti.Uniquerepresentation.Thisevening.’
“Butisthereanopera?Rightuphere?”
“Why,yes.Thesepeopleknowhowtolive.Theywouldsoonerhaveathingbadthannothaveitatall.Thatiswhytheyhavegottohavesomuchthatisgood.Howeverbadtheperformanceistonight,itwillbealive.Italiansdon’tlovemusicsilently,likethebeastlyGermans.Theaudiencetakesitsshare—sometimesmore.”
“Can’twego?”
Heturnedonher,butnotunkindly.“Butwe’reheretorescueachild!”
Hecursedhimselffortheremark.Allthepleasureandthelightwentoutofherface,andshebecameagainMissAbbottofSawston—good,oh,mostundoubtedlygood,butmostappallinglydull.Dullandremorseful:itisadeadlycombination,andhestroveagainstitinvaintillhewasinterruptedbytheopeningofthedining-roomdoor.
Theystartedasguiltilyasiftheyhadbeenflirting.Theirinterviewhadtakensuchanunexpectedcourse.Anger,cynicism,stubbornmorality—allhadendedinafeelingofgood-willtowardseachotherandtowardsthecitywhichhadreceivedthem.AndnowHarrietwashere—acrid,indissoluble,largethesameinItalyasinEngland—changingherdispositionnever,andheratmosphereunderprotest.
YetevenHarrietwashuman,andthebetterforalittletea.ShedidnotscoldPhilipforfindingGinoout,asshemightreasonablyhavedone.SheshoweredcivilitiesonMissAbbott,exclaimingagainandagainthatCaroline’svisitwasoneofthemostfortunatecoincidencesintheworld.Carolinedidnotcontradicther.
“Youseehimtomorrowatten,Philip.Well,don’tforgettheblankcheque.Sayanhourforthebusiness.No,Italiansaresoslowsaytwo.Twelveo’clock.Lunch.Well—thenit’snogoodgoingtilltheeveningtrain.IcanmanagethebabyasfarasFlorence—”
“Mydearsister,youcan’trunonlikethat.Youdon’tbuyapairofglovesintwohours,muchlessababy.”
“Threehours,then,orfourormakehimlearnEnglishways.AtFlorencewegetanurse—”
“But,Harriet,”saidMissAbbott,“whatifatfirsthewastorefuse?”
“Idon’tknowthemeaningoftheword,”saidHarrietimpressively.“I’vetoldthelandladythatPhilipandIonlywantourroomsonenight,andweshallkeeptoit.”
“Idaresayitwillbeallright.But,asItoldyou,IthoughtthemanImetontheRoccaastrange,difficultman.”
“He’sinsolenttoladies,weknow.Butmybrothercanbetrustedtobringhimtohissenses.Thatwoman,Philip,whomyousawwillcarrythebabytothehotel.Ofcourseyoumusttipherforit.Andtry,ifyoucan,togetpoorLilia’ssilverbangles.Theywerenicequietthings,andwilldoforIrma.AndthereisaninlaidboxIlenther—lent,notgave—tokeepherhandkerchiefsin.It’sofnorealvaluebutthisisouronlychance.Don’taskforitbutifyouseeitlyingabout,justsay—”
“No,HarrietI’lltryforthebaby,butfornothingelse.Ipromisetodothattomorrow,andtodoitinthewayyouwish.Buttonight,aswe’realltired,wewantachangeoftopic.Wewantrelaxation.Wewanttogotothetheatre.”
“Theatreshere?Andatsuchamoment?”
“Weshouldhardlyenjoyit,withthegreatinterviewimpending,”saidMissAbbott,withananxiousglanceatPhilip.
Hedidnotbetrayher,butsaid,“Don’tyouthinkit’sbetterthansittinginalltheeveningandgettingnervous?”
Hissistershookherhead.“Motherwouldn’tlikeit.Itwouldbemostunsuitable—almostirreverent.Besidesallthat,foreigntheatresarenotorious.Don’tyourememberthoselettersinthe‘ChurchFamilyNewspaper’?”
“Butthisisanopera—‘LuciadiLammermoor’—SirWalterScott—classical,youknow.”
Harriet’sfacegrewresigned.“Certainlyonehassofewopportunitiesofhearingmusic.Itissuretobeverybad.Butitmightbebetterthansittingidlealltheevening.Wehavenobook,andIlostmycrochetatFlorence.”
“Good.MissAbbott,youarecomingtoo?”
“Itisverykindofyou,Mr.Herriton.InsomewaysIshouldenjoyitbut—excusethesuggestion—Idon’tthinkweoughttogotocheapseats.”
“Goodgraciousme!”criedHarriet,“Ishouldneverhavethoughtofthat.Aslikelyasnot,weshouldhavetriedtosavemoneyandsatamongthemostawfulpeople.OnekeepsonforgettingthisisItaly.”
“UnfortunatelyIhavenoeveningdressandiftheseats—”
“Oh,that’llbeallright,”saidPhilip,smilingathistimorous,scrupulouswomen-kind.“We’llgoasweare,andbuythebestwecanget.Monterianoisnotformal.”
Sothisstrenuousdayofresolutions,plans,alarms,battles,victories,defeats,truces,endedattheopera.MissAbbottandHarrietwerebothalittleshame-faced.TheythoughtoftheirfriendsatSawston,whoweresupposingthemtobenowtiltingagainstthepowersofevil.WhatwouldMrs.Herriton,orIrma,orthecuratesattheBackKitchensayiftheycouldseetherescuepartyataplaceofamusementontheveryfirstdayofitsmission?Philip,too,marvelledathiswishtogo.HebegantoseethathewasenjoyinghistimeinMonteriano,inspiteofthetiresomenessofhiscompanionsandtheoccasionalcontrarinessofhimself.
Hehadbeentothistheatremanyyearsbefore,ontheoccasionofaperformanceof“LaZiadiCarlo.”Sincethenithadbeenthoroughlydoneup,inthetintsofthebeet-rootandthetomato,andwasinmanyotherwaysacredittothelittletown.Theorchestrahadbeenenlarged,someoftheboxeshadterra-cottadraperies,andovereachboxwasnowsuspendedanenormoustablet,neatlyframed,bearinguponitthenumberofthatbox.Therewasalsoadrop-scene,representingapinkandpurplelandscape,whereinsportedmanyaladylightlyclad,andtwomoreladieslayalongthetopoftheprosceniumtosteadyalargeandpallidclock.Sorichandsoappallingwastheeffect,thatPhilipcouldscarcelysuppressacry.ThereissomethingmajesticinthebadtasteofItalyitisnotthebadtasteofacountrywhichknowsnobetterithasnotthenervousvulgarityofEngland,ortheblindedvulgarityofGermany.Itobservesbeauty,andchoosestopassitby.Butitattainstobeauty’sconfidence.ThistinytheatreofMonterianospraddledandswaggeredwiththebestofthem,andtheseladieswiththeirclockwouldhavenoddedtotheyoungmenontheceilingoftheSistine.
Philiphadtriedforabox,butallthebestweretaken:itwasratheragrandperformance,andhehadtobecontentwithstalls.Harrietwasfretfulandinsular.MissAbbottwaspleasant,andinsistedonpraisingeverything:heronlyregretwasthatshehadnoprettyclotheswithher.
“Wedoallright,”saidPhilip,amusedatherunwontedvanity.
“Yes,Iknowbutprettythingspackaseasilyasuglyones.WehadnoneedtocometoItalylikeguys.”
Thistimehedidnotreply,“Butwe’reheretorescueababy.”Forhesawacharmingpicture,ascharmingapictureashehadseenforyears—thehotredtheatreoutsidethetheatre,towersanddarkgatesandmediaevalwallsbeyondthewallsolive-treesinthestarlightandwhitewindingroadsandfirefliesanduntroubleddustandhereinthemiddleofitall,MissAbbott,wishingshehadnotcomelookinglikeaguy.Shehadmadetherightremark.Mostundoubtedlyshehadmadetherightremark.Thisstiffsuburbanwomanwasunbendingbeforetheshrine.
“Don’tyoulikeita